KAFKAS
TRYING TO CONTROL FEELINGS

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"Good," Kafka ordered without being able to refuse when the two of them were already in the parking lot.

Alta obeyed Kafka's orders. He climbed into the young man's bonnet, when Alta was already perched sweet, Kafka immediately plugged the gas out of the gate.

"LOH...OH...., WHERE IS KAFKA GOING? WHY HAVE ENTERED THE SCHOOL EVEN OUT AGAIN TOH MAS. THE DOORBELL IS GOING TO SOUND!!!!" shouted the school security but ignored by Kafka.

"Hand."

Alta fell silent, she did not want to obey Kafka's orders this time. Kafka also did not want to bother about the trivial thing and then put his bike to the road body quickly. After nearly forty minutes they cut through the streets of the capital almost every day, jammed. Kafka's motorbike stopped at an old building with the Waldemarr national flag.

Waldemarr headquarters, that's where Kafka took Alta. Perhaps no one will dare to hear all the kafka sayings, even though in the middle room there are some children who are truant and bang Jo. While Kafka, stepped first into the living room while carrying his full-face black helmet and Waldemarr's oversized jacket.

"Who's Kaf? Tumben you bring a girl? I thought your love only stuck in Aluna?!" bang Jo said with a puckish mockery.

Kafka clicked, he approached Bang Jo. "Little problem, please take the other kids to the Building behind Headquarters."

"Ready, 86."

Alta looked at the two, her eyes constantly staring at the two with a difficult look. While Kafka after talking to Bang Jo, who had instructed the others to the back building, he immediately stepped his feet again, approaching Alta who was still standing outside the door.

"Come in,"

Alta shook her head quickly.

"Lake in."

"No."

"Please come in." Kafka looked at Alta who was also staring at him. Then Alta shook her head again "Gue won't come in."

Kafka sighed slowly, he still stared at Alta coldly. Without saying much, Kafka immediately pulled Alta's hand to follow her.

"Can you slow down a little? So rude!!" Alta frowned because Kafka forced her to step inside following the young man's big steps.

Again Kafka sighed, not a slow but rougher breath. Swiping his face slowly tried not to provoke emotion on Alta."Sorry, I wouldn't pull you if you weren't a rock."

Alta fell silent.

"Let's go in" Kafka now grabs Alta's wrist very slowly.

But instead Alta tried to pull her wrist from Kafka. "Gue said I don't want to go in!"

"Why?"

"LO WHO WHY? GET ANGRY, I'M NOT SURE I'M GOING TO FOLLOW YOU!" Alta's tone was rising.

"Who's going to school with him?" ask Kafka to the points.

Alta laughed wryly, "What's the same problem?" Not answering Alta asked back.

"Gue asks who are you going to school with?"

"And I was also asking you, there's a problem whether you get angry just for me to go with whom."

"Again I ask you who's going to school with you?" Kafka retorted, with all his might he held back his emotions from escaping.

"Gue together with Prince, satisfied lo!!" answer Alta haughty.

"Since when have you been with Prince?"

Alta fell silent, completely reluctant to answer Kafka's question.

Alta was silent.

"ALTA," Kafka snapped, he approached with a stifled growl. Then pulled out one hand of Alta with a bit of roughness. The girl's reflexes were dragged a few steps closer to Kafka.

"Deliver!" Alta rebelled, but Kafka didn't care. He cornered Alta's body on the wall. With one hand he placed it beside Alta's head. In the glare of it those sky-colored eyes were sharply, full of intimidation.

"Gue is trying not to make emotions from earlier, so do not try to lure my emotions Alta," Kafka warned.

Alta looked at Kafka fiercely "Yes keep going what?!"

"Clear." Kafka's cold voice was heard again. He locked onto Alta's movements, making Alta completely unable to dwell. The highlight of his eyes staring intently made Alta's guts shrivel in fear. Alta looked down in not wanting to explain.

"GUE SAID PLAININ, SINCE WHEN DID LO DEKET SAME PRINCE, ALTA!!" Gertak Kafka almost shouted, his eyes shining sharply again. Raise the chin of the girl before him until their beads meet.

Alta flinched, her eyes reddened holding back tears. He did not like to be snapped, his parents never even snapped even though they were angry. Alta pushed Kafka's body. "Why did you snatch me?"

"Clearly, since when did you deket the same Prince? What a hard thing you answer, you just stay answered Alta."

"Since yesterday, it's the same business, Kaf."

"Gue doesn't like to see you deket with him."

"Why?"

"Gue doesn't like seeing you as other guys"

"Yes why?"

"Gue says I don't like it, don't like Alta!"

"Lo funny kaf, you said you don't like seeing me as another guy, I asked why? You don't want to answer. Why are you living my life? Why are you banning me? I'm not a nobody to you. You're so selfish, you never know how I feel!" Alta said, he was still trying to hold the clear circle in his eye patch by throwing his gaze in the other direction.

"Because I don't like to see you smile sweetly for other guys Alta, I don't like to see you swerving other guys, besides me. I don't like it when you touch someone else, it's just mine!" Kafka's tone was no longer high, now the voice tended to be heard softly his eyes looked full at Alta.

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Silent, Alta tried to digest Kafka's words well.

"meaning?" reply Alta plan. He did not want to misunderstand the Kafka speech just now.

"I fell in love with you Alta, I was jealous when I saw you earlier." (Gue fell in love with Lo Alta, I was jealous to see you earlier.)

Alta laughs "Hey, you're not kidding anymore, are you? What did you just say? You said you fell in love with me? You say you're jealous of me? It's so easy to make you playin a feeling."

"Seriously, I'm not kidding anymore."

"Lo said, you're serious? I am quite self-conscious kaf, I admit equally lo if I like the same lo and I may have entered into the category dear. But I can't be selfish forcing you to make my darling, can I, Kaf? Hicks.." Now the tears that had been held since then were finally unstoppable again. Her tears dripped down her white cheeks.

"Because I know, it turns out that the highest level of affection is mengikhlaskan. To give up does not mean to give up, but to realize that something is impossible to be real. Before things go too far, clenching and letting go is the only way, I'm trying that again." Alta took a lot of breaths. Oxygen is moving away. A second later, he said again.

"The truth does not always go hand in hand with hope, but that does not mean we have to be overwhelmed by despair, right? I try to feel my feelings. So please don't play with my feelings, while you just yesterday expressed your feelings to Luna, Kaf." Alta cast her gaze in another direction, as well as wipe away her rough tears.

"Lo misunderstood, Al." said Kafka looking at Alta deeply and cupping Alta's chin slowly, so that Alta would look back at her. Darling, Alta just fell silent while continuously dripping clear circles.

"Lo look at my eyes Al, is there a lie? Lo rasain beat my heart" now it's Alta's turn to put it on her chest, so Alta can feel her heartbeat. "Lo can feel how my heart is beating at the moment. It's all sincere because of the feeling I made you. I'm asking for this the first and last time you shed a tear in front of me, because I'll no longer be able to see a tear fall a second time in your eye." Kafka wiped away Alta's slow falling tears with her thumb.

"Please don't cry, Al. From now on, my feelings are completely yours. I destroy the wall of defense of my heart so you can erase another name in my heart and write your name in it, I love you Aludra Altalune." (From now on, my feelings belong entirely to you. I break down the defensive walls of my heart so you can erase other names in my heart and write your name in it. I love you, Aludra Altalune.)"

Hiks... "Lo lied, you're evil, Kaf." His hands were on Kafka's chest.

Kafka's reflex immediately pulled Alta into his arms, she could not see Alta crying. It was too painful. "I'm not lying" he said as he rubbed Alta's head gently. Trying to give her calm.