INSECURE
Not Knowing Yourself

Karel sat in his chair. Now it's a break. In class, there is only herself and Saga. Remembering the events of yesterday, let alone seeing the condition of the man who is now, In the heart of Karel regretted. In front of him, right on the table was a box of fried rice, he deliberately cooked it this morning. Because he knew that even Saga did not fill his stomach at all. Karel stood up and carried the box. Walk towards the Saga table.

Saga is still unaware of its existence.

Karel took the time to sit in front of him and put the blue box. He showed it to Saga. Saga looked at him. For some reason, Saga's gaze seemed to want to kill him.

"Saga..." Karel's voice was choked. " I know you haven't eaten in a few days. Not that I don't know what you're rasain, but with Mey's current state, shouldn't you be this crazy right? you also need energy for your body, you do not have to torture yourself kek gini."

" I don't know how deep your love is with Mey, but plis?? don't torture yourself lo kek gini, Saga. you have no right to do this-"

"Unfortunately do you have the right to lecture me to go here?" Karel stunned. " I ngasi nasi goreng made lo, will not my heart melt in the slightest. I don't care about my situation or how I die ntar, because I'm really-nothing good after you become a destroyer of my relationship with Mey!"

Breath of Saga hunting. His piercing gaze made Karel hold her breath. His body was blown away in shock when Saga threw the fried rice out loud. From the doorway, Key and Panji came carrying a plate of fried rice. A few minutes ago, the two of them deliberately went out to go to the cafeteria, and all of them bought food for Saga. But after arriving at the Class, a shocking sight was actually in front of him. And only this time Panji saw Saga's wrath.

"GUE DON'T NEED YOUR COMPASSION! I DON'T NEED YOUR ATTENTION! I DON'T NEED ANY OF THAT! BECAUSE WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS CAUSING MEY TO GO NINGGALIN MEE!!"

Brak!!

The entire class was shocked to see the table that was already split in two. How could Saga do it with one hand? Aware of the incident, Panji immediately gave the fried rice to Key and ran towards Saga. The guy rebelled. The embrace of Panji is getting tighter. But instead of weakening, Saga instead pushed Panji's body to bounce off the table. Key glares.

"BANNER!" Key shouted hysterically. Panji tried to stand up, ignoring his painful back.

"STOP THE SAGA!" The guy is getting rebellious, his strength is so great that Panji can't handle it. Key shone a cruel glance towards Karel who was now silently sculpting. His body shook violently. " Key, come with me."

"Where?"

The banner fluttered for a moment. " To Doctor Alif."

*****

Ali could only sigh tiredly at the sight of the two patients lying down the hospital gurney. These lovers, they always bother him. One often commits suicide, the other cannot control his emotions. In fact, no matter how far they are separated, one of them will definitely try to chase after him.

Primarily... Sagas.

His best friend inexplicably Alif felt that Saga would commit a criminal act if the boy in SMU uniform did not prevent it. Yes, although there was a bruise on his back. Ali looked back, right at Panji. Key he chose to stay in school.

"You watch him, often I see him trying to commit a criminal act without him noticing. His mind is currently in chaos. Just leave them in the room."

Panji. " Yes, Brother. I will take care of them both. I'm gonna skip school today." Hearing the ambiguous answer, Ali laughed crisply.

"There's no need to get to it, after all their families will come soon not a few who care about them." Alif silent. " I live first."

Alif out. The three of them were in that quiet room. Panji chose to sit on the long sofa and took turns to see his friend and friend.

"Gue.. feel take care of two children only God..."

The new banner remembers. He hurriedly called Key, there was something he wanted to talk to his girlfriend.

" I'm all the same lo. Oh yeah, don't forget to take care of the drop-in mom, huh? Males I talked to him."

" Hm, you calm down, my sexy lips are also gatel want to blaspheme the devil."

Hearing him Panji could only laugh in silence.

" Oh yeah, I closed the phone."

" Hm, you do not forget to eat Look out for your stomach acid, do not want me to bear the burden because of lo."

The evil...

" Yes, bring it."

Tut's..

Dead phone. Again Panji could only sigh tiredly to highlight those two absurd lovers.

*****

Key closed his phone connection with Panji. This time his hazel eyes shot sharply towards Karel who was silent in his chair. Although the class has filled many students, in fact the atmosphere seems lonely because it wants to see what Key will do. Key sat on the table. Fold both hands in front of the chest.

"Kek lo's model girl, where could she want Mey? Even though Mey is a pemales girl, really, really males, but in the bandingin with her beauty, you are nothing, Karel. You're just a pest in Saga's eyes. You should have realized and failed."

"Gue Denger, you're a Junior High, aren't you Mey and Saga? And I'm horrifying too.lo it's one of the tenants who faithfully helped Mey in their bullies she. Is that really it?" Karek silent. " Lo deliberately metenan Mey, ready to be a shield for Mey when she was in the bulli many people, and lo present as a hero. That was not true in Mey's eyes. You deliberately do it all so that it can be praised and called a savior, right?"

"Padahal.lo himself made Mey like that. Lo himself who sprayed gasoline to those who actually bulli Mey, continue to create a fire. Lo... intentionally right?" Karel nodded quickly. How could Key possibly know everything? " Of course I know it all. 'cause I was once one Junior High."

"Maybe not many know, because I was still not concerned with your treatment at that time. But for a long time, you've been coming here more and more, Karel. Lo comes into Mey's life, mentally damaged and with his mind comes as a savior, is that it? And when you find out that Saga cares about mey, you hate her even more?"

"Karel... you know? The saga had long been concerned Mey, her focus was only one, her boyfriend. Even if you dance and how, yeah won't turn away." The kids in the class laughed. Shaking each other. " Mey went to the hospital because of lo, and with no guilt lo nyamperin Saga and ngasi nasi fried cheap lo? Lo... do not know yourself very well? Do you think with that action, Saga will be touched? will be full and back to liking you? Not Karel! No!"

" ENOUGH!!!" Classes are silent. Karel shouted and panned furiously towards Key. " Key enough. If you dare to talk again, I will make a life lo kek in hell."

"Who can you?" Key asked guyon. Smiling underestimated. " When everyone shunned you, could you stand up straight to Mey's cake in Junior High? can't be Karel, you're the same Mey is different. Mey was strong even though no one defended her. And you know, if Mey really knows what the purpose of your goal is to want to meet him."

Karel's body stiffened.

"Yes because Mey is not the type of bucket mouth girl who likes to run into other people, she chose to shut up. Because he's sober, even though he says it's not worth it."

"Ah.. my thirst, mostly the same enlightenment lo, make my throat dry. I just need to eat first, right? Oh yes, don't forget about the fried rice, but if not eaten."

Key came out laughing.