INSECURE
Bitter Memories

I turned my head to the right when I found a bunch of girls talking occasionally laughing. I don't know what they're talking about right now, but seeing them laughing together makes me envious and eager to join them.

But... can it?

I smiled smirkingly, then put on a flat face considering that I was nothing more than trash to be thrown away. My Junior High must be drained with a bullying every day. My ears have heard enough of the insults of the students about me. I don't know why they are so strong with me.

I remember the first time I went to school, where they came up to me and made me friends. They knew I was the son of someone who owned this school, and used me when I was off guard. It was so happy to have a friend, not realizing that they were just using me.

I'm in contempt, I'm in caci maki, and I'm in exile. There is no place for me to join them. I laughed lightly. I led my way to class, all eyes on me. Then a girl with a back-haired smile mocked at me.

He's Ladeya.

My best friend, who often bullies me out. My body was jolted in shock when a loud knock came from the door. Door shut tight and in lock. A tall boy pushed me until I bounced off the floor.

Laughter blared in my ears.

My body is shaking violently. I close my eyes tightly to the sound of my teeth. My body was in a severe tremor. Every day this happens to me. I was scared, but I couldn't cry. All I did was shut up in a corner of the class. They're laughing at me.

"Hadehhhhh, garbage is garbage!" Ladeya's voice was resounding. "Why don't you die, Mey? I want to see your innocent face! Get out there from in front of me!"

Nah!

I complained of pain. A hard blow hit my forehead until it bled. The eraser is right below me. I don't dare look at them, it hurts too much if I open my eyes.

"The ugly girl cake you don't pantes school here! Make eye pain know no!"

"Yes! Why is school still a girl? Instead of stopping instead of going in, my sprain is just like her." Teach them. I can only cower, no defense from anyone.

"Die there!"

It was just a dream that had happened in his life. Mey crying. His soul was shaken and his body was severely tremored. His feet were so shaky that he could not walk. Mey looked beside him, there was no Saga. Mey's breathing hunts, her eyes moving wildly in search of Saga's whereabouts. Mey inched down from her bed and began to walk in the cold of ceramics.

Mey. His chest rose and fell as a result of that dream. Again he had to dream of a bitter memory first. He cannot think clearly.

"The saga!" His voice turned raucous. The lights on the Villa all die and disturb Mey to search for Saga's whereabouts. She cried. Saga was not beside him. "The saga!" Again Mey called the name of the boyfriend.

"Saga.." His voice is running out. His feet were unable to support his limp body. Mey leaned against the wall and curled up in the corner of the room. "Saga..." Mey muttered that name, hoping Saga would come and catch it.

The lights are on.

Showing a tall boy figure with a smile. It's succeeding. Making the boyfriend afraid of losing himself, and become dependent on him. All of this was Saga, deliberately leaving Mey and choosing to hide behind the living room door. Saga walked slowly towards her boyfriend. Mey had not noticed his arrival. Saga carried the tiny body and gently kissed both eyes. Mey opened her eyes.

"Don't cry, I don't like." The eyes were so cute in front of him.

"Gu-gue is afraid, don't leave me, Saga.."

"Hm, I won't leave you."

Saga led Mey into the room again. Put the tiny body slowly and go to sleep next to it. Mey tightened her body and tightly hugged the burly body.

"Lo's having nightmares again?" Saga asked. Mey refused to answer. "Dearly babes..." Mey looked up towards Saga, her breathing still as hectic and difficult to breathe. His eyes continued to move wildly.

"Me-they hurt me, they insulted me, bulli I kept-extinguishing their rotten mouth. I'm scared, Saga..."

Saga understands. He hugged Mey's body and held her. He knew that Mey was having a nightmare. But this incident he made an opportunity for Mey to depend on him. Selfish indeed. but when it comes to the beloved girlfriend, how not?