INSECURE

INSECURE
Self Control


The Flashback


As a result of his attention being so much more on the beautiful girl, who was often the bully of his school, Saga felt something he had never felt before. The longer, the bigger the feeling is that Saga cannot hold it back. His heart ached to see the girl treated like trash and animals. Since entering first on her School day, her center of attention has only been on the girl. His face always haunts him.


Once Saga tried to ignore him and put on a face that did not care, but his heart acted differently. How can Saga be silent when the tiny body must be crowded by a horde of big-bodied guys? What they don't have is an all brain to the point of acting unethically like that.


Until finally the sense of caring turned into a deep love. Every day seeing my face made him unable to immediately embrace the small body. Saga who is a private closed now have to open up and start figuring out who the girl is. The girl was named Meigi. The daughter of the owner of this school. However, why was he tortured and bullied all out?


And the reason is quite cliche, because they are just playing with it. The girl did not know that she was being used. Putting on his sweetest smile in front of that heartless human.


"You're hurt again?" For some reason, seeing that swollen face Saga felt a deep pain. Saga deliberately followed him to a stop in the toilet. The girl was in there long enough for him to come out, and Saga prevented him. "Who has hurt you?"


The girl brushed aside Saga's arm, Saga gasped. "not nobody. You don't have to be that caring as I am, I don't need anyone."


"Do not need anyone?" Saga muttered softly. He laughed sweetly. Almost crazy to know if his favorite girl gets bad treatment from them. Why is he so hard to get close to? And why is it so hard for him to tell me about his problem? "We'll see, until when do you hold on to your indifference, Meigi.."


The Flashback Of


Saga sighed softly. Seeing the condition of the boyfriend, making his worries increasingly erupted like a mountain eruption. Saga recalls the events of 5 years ago, where Meigi's position has not been part of his life. The girl's life was always painful and suffering. Getting cruel treatment from all his classmates for 3 years. But the suffering was gone when Saga claimed the girl as her boyfriend and threatened anyone who dared to touch her beloved.


Yes... indeed, who does not know Sagara Miller Aerospace?


Cool guy and also tajir it is always the center of attention pairs of eyes. The twins are no less handsome. Both are the same, just different.


Alif, the young psychiatrist sighed long enough, Meigi became his patient and only this time he found a patient whose recovery was quite long. There is not even the slightest progress.


"He's dreaming again?" Alif asked Saga after checking on her condition. The white-clothed and clear-eyed guy turned his gaze completely towards his best friend. Saga nodded weakly. "Yes already. This time, I was just asking for a recipe. If for example in two weeks there has been no progress, I call you if I do not bring him to the hospital. I was afraid that things were getting worse because of his dream. Meygu needs self-control, even though your help is adequate, but it all depends on how Meygi digs himself."


Obviously Alif long. He put his stuff back in. He touched Mey's forehead but was surprised that Saga brushed him off. Alif glared at horror, more so.


"Do not hold on! Not muhrim." Saga said. Alif clucked in annoyance. He stood up while menggedumel.


Luckily friends.


"Basic stingy. If there's anything, don't touch my phone. Gegara lo I ampe mending my schedule. You think my patient's just your girlfriend what doang?"


"Gue is rich. Hye!" Alif leaves Saga and Mey. Saga breathed a tired sigh. He walked towards the bed after locking all the doors. Then sit down and touch that tiny body. Saga fused her forehead to Mey's forehead. For some reason, when he did this he always felt unparalleled comfort.


Mey is his breath, his life and his soul. Seeing the girlfriend in this state, it's a lie if Saga isn't worried. Her body is hot, I don't know how many days her boyfriend will recover.


"Gue.. do not know what I have to do, Mey. see the state of lo kek gini, make me confused and re-want happen first. I don't know how they hurt you first to make you traumatized, but. I'm sure'in they won't be calm if anything happens to you." His voice sounded heavy and raucous. Mey's condition makes Saga less rest and rarely sleep. His attention was only on Meigi. A girl who can lift her soul.


*****


Currently they are both on the beach while looking at the sunset. Saga invites Mey to the beach with the aim that her boyfriend can recover. He doesn't want Mey to remember the past that must make him sick. With Mey's head leaning against the chest of Saga's field, Mey hid her face there. The distinctive aroma of Saga makes it comfortable.


Saga inhales in the sweet scent of the girlfriend, channeling warmth into the tiny body.


"Like views?" Mangangguk. He can't remember the last time he came here. "It's cold out here, how do you move?" But all Saga gets is a spoiled whimper from her boyfriend. Saga chuckles amusedly.


"Sunset is pretty?" Saga nodded as Mey asked him. "Pretice where am I?"


"Sunset is."


"Ouch!" The grimacing saga received a small blow but had that effect. Mey's face pouted. "I got hit?"


"Belgium!" Mey's angry. Saga knows that if Mey is angry, she is deliberately flirting with her boyfriend.


"Yes, I love my boyfriend, sunset time." Mey smiled to herself. His heart was a little relieved as at least the burden on his mind was gone.


For a long time they were in such a position, until at last Saga landed a warm kiss on his cheek. Mey gasps. Realizing the boyfriend's residence, Saga then smiled amusedly. He kissed Mey's other cheek again, Mey again gasped. When Saga wanted to kiss her lips, Mey bit Saga's lower lip until she grimaced. Her lips were bleeding, but Saga smiled as she tilted. Mey glares.


"Cure, but delicious."


"As for garem!" Mey nyolot. Saga's attitude was able to make his heart pause-jedug, pause-jedug. "Kiss the fish!" Mey stood up and ran away leaving Saga laughing like a madman. Then the smile turned flat as the small back disappeared from his sight.


"Where can I take you so free, when you've succeeded in making me crazy, Mey? It's just mine, it's mine."