INSECURE
The Deep Concerns

Everything's chaos.

Since the incident in class yesterday, Meygi does not want to meet with Saga - even just to talk. Meygi this time was in his house, wanted to be alone and locked himself in his room.The boarding room he stayed in and forgot to tell Enzi.

Meygi let out a rough sigh... Enzi will scold him all out.

Meygi sat under the bed, leaned his head and back and began to think. The beginning where he met with Saga to establish a romance that is so antimeanstream. Relationships that are considered haram for people who do not like it. But as he saw, Saga didn't care about it. In fact, the guy surnamed Dirgantara can only be indifferent and indifferent. Prefer to have a relationship with him.

But this time... Meygi will be selfish. From today he will forget about Saga, and tomorrow he should be able to talk to her. Little Meygi thought about how the guy reacted when he cut off his relationship with him. Will Saga be angry and hate her? And that's for sure. Meygi laughed heartily. Forgetting the whereabouts of his parents who were still standing in front of his bedroom door. The sound grew louder as he laughed even louder. Meigi didn't pay attention to it. The fists of both his hands grew tighter and wound up. In retrospect, why did she want him to part with Saga so much? even if you look around, Saga is very sincere with him. Meygi was increasingly worried about his decision. He tried to think hard again, why? why would he want to part with Saga if his heart clearly said no?

The answer is only one. Because he is self-conscious.

Yep... Self-conscious because he is less perfect when compared to Saga. Meigi's body gasped for a second at the vibration of the mobile phone he was holding earlier. There were some missed calls from Saga. Hah. Surely Saga is currently thinking a no-no about him. Then... What should he be? Tell Meygi, what should he be like? in fact, no matter how close his friendship with Carel, the girl just made a cover in front of him. All of that is just a lie. In order to shorten the distance between him and his lover, his best friend was even willing to put on a hypocritical mask.

"Gue.. does not pantes for Saga." Meygi had his own monologue. Self-awareness of himself is increasing.whether what he is thinking at this time, Meigi to the point of being unable to neutralize it. Meygi stared at the phone in his hand, then threw it against the wall. The phone broke into three pieces, even the ringing sound was no longer heard. The roar grew so loud that it sounded outside the room.

"Darling... Please open the door!"

Even Nara's screaming voice, the Mama he ignored. As if deaf, Meigi covered both of her ears. His eyes were tightly shut not wanting to hear anything.

"Please open the door, baby, don't worry Mama..." Fredy beside his wife could do nothing. Although his daughter is a typical quiet and anti-social, in fact her stubbornness decreases in the princess only wayangnya. "Yes..."

Nara is tired of screaming. And all of them produced nothing even though he cried blood. Her daughter had suffered too much, leaving her personality closed and reluctant to open up to anyone.

"Are we calling Saga? I don't know what kind of problems they're having right now, but at least, Saga can control Meigi's."

Nara nodded weakly. " I-iya, Mas fast phone Saga. Do not let our daughter do things that could put her life in danger. I don't want to, I really don't want to.."

Fredy wiped away the tear marks of his wife. Try to calm down by throwing a sentence, which slowly makes his wife calm again.

"Our daughter is not papa. Nothing's gonna happen to our daughter, okay? You have to believe, if our daughter is strong, Meigi, our daughter is very strong." Nara nodded. " Now we go down, we have to sneak a phone Saga. He's the only one who can handle this."

*******

Now Panji and Key are in the apartment owned by Saga and Meigi. Saga deliberately brought them over because there was something to talk to them about.

Especially the crazy girl.

Hah... for some reason, Saga gave the name to Panji's girlfriend with a crazy name? because he's really crazy!!! Maybe he said that to Mey, yes, it's natural, because Key said that because he didn't know about Mey's situation. But still, he should also be able to keep the mouth of the mercon.

In addition, Key was sitting next to his girlfriend. This time the girl did not do much behavior and talk, just staring flat at Saga who was in the front seat.

"Lo, what the hell are you talking about?"

"Take care of that mercon lo mouth!" Panji full of sarcasm. Saga laughs amusedly.

"Gini yeah, I'm gonna tell you something." Key nurut's. " It's about my chini."

"This?!" Key asked the sarcasm. What the fuck is this Saga? " When did you marry Mey?"

Saga just grunts. Choosing to ignore the genius of his friend's girlfriend.

"Never say anything to Mey, even if it's about my love affair with her. You know for yourself, how's Mey going? his feelings are very sensitive, in omelin aja immediately cranky. But.. If you talk about his past, maybe you dapet not the answer, but the picture of a stifling face."

Key silent. Panji glanced at his girlfriend.

"Gue's been dating her for years, I've tried to tell her the trauma, and if for example the trauma can't be lost, I don't know what's going on in the future."

"But you're a seneng, right?" This time replace the Panji who asked the sarcasm. What do you mean Saga talks like that? Though he also had fun when Mey depended on him. Panji grunts asphalt.

"Hm." Just a slow murmur in response. "Trauma in Mey's past, really makes her life ruined. And I feel, if I don't invite him to be my girlfriend, maybe now he's not in this world."

"Trauma you mean that... what?" Key was curious. Even though his meeting with Mey was said to be sudden, but Key had already gained interest in the girl.

"He has PTSD. More specifically schizophrenia. The illness he experienced occasionally threw Mey in the past. It was as if it was still happening in his life. I've hired the best psychiatrist, he's my first little friend. Mey's been a patient for years, but I guess it's all nothing."

"But there's nothing just as he depends on you!"

This banner.... can not really ruin the atmosphere? Saga was really upset by her friend.

"Gu-gue really doesn't know..." Key looks guilty. " But I also sprained lo and Karel! I knew you had Mey, you still had Karel."

"But Mey is fine-fine." Saga. Key glares.

"Fine-fine what did you say?! Not all girls can express their feelings of jealousy directly!"

"But-"

Saga's talk stopped when he heard his cell phone ringing. The Aunt Nara. Saga quickly lifted him up.

"Hello Auntie?"

" the saga! You sneak in here! Mey's stuck in her room!"

Tut's... Tut's...