I Exist For You
40. Can't sleep.

Joanna closed Alexander's room.

His back he leaned against the door to normalize his mixed feelings, because of the attitude of Mother Alexander and cousin Alexander.

Joanna pressed down on her chest, and then let out a long sigh.

He felt his fingers in the crumbs gently.

Joanna raised her face, she forgot that she was now in Alexander's room, and still held Alexander's hand.

Alexander stared fixedly at Joanna, his eyes sparkling as he admired Joanna even more.

"Thank you Yoana, you were so good at convincing my Mama that if you weren't around, my mama would never listen to me!" Alexander pulled Joanna into his arms.

Hugging Joanna's body tightly, Alexander was deeply moved, he now had someone who cared about him.

Joanna returned Alexander's embrace, smiling at Alexander's words.

Of course he would help Alexander willingly, that man was someone he had admired for a long time.

The male lead in the novel 'I'm There for You' that he likes.

The title of the novel that does not match the story, the female lead 'there' only wants to kill the male lead.

"Yoana, will you accompany me tonight?" alexander asked carefully.

The hand of Joanna who was patting Alexander's back gently, suddenly stopped as soon as she heard what Alexander said.

Yoana let go of her embrace, then looked at Alexander who was looking at her with a pleading gaze.

"It looks like I can't Alex, we have to sleep in each other's rooms!" answer Yoana.

"Well, I'm just lonely, I don't sleep by myself!" alexander said in a slightly sad tone.

Joanna recalls that in the original story, Alexander always took sleeping pills when it was difficult to sleep at night, because of the circumstances, and the trauma that sometimes appeared in his mind.

Alexander releases Yiana's hand.

"It's night, go get some rest, I'll also rest, tonight there are a lot of problems that make you tired!" Alexander took one step back to make room for Joanna.

Yoana's mind became indecisive, seeing Alexander who felt disappointed by her refusal to accompany the man.

With a slight hesitation, Joanna opened the door of Alexander's room.

"Good sleep Alex, rest up!" sahut Yoana will close the door to Alexander's room.

"Yes, you're good sleep too!" sahut Alexander in a slow tone.

Slowly the door closed.

Yoana with half heavy steps walked towards her room, there was a kind of unbearable feeling of leaving Alexander to sleep alone tonight.

The strong-looking man had a sensitive feeling, because it was his circumstances that changed him that way.

After cleaning up, Joanna climbed onto her bed.

Pulling the blanket over his body, then closed his eyes.

For five seconds he closed his eyes, but then it opened again.

Joanna could not sleep, Alexander's shadow plastered before her eyes.

Alexander's sad face, and his careful words to be accompanied by Joanna.

Joanna could not sleep, and her feelings were not calm.

Joanna's hands tightly pushed away the blanket that covered her body, then got off the bed.

Joanna put on her bedroom slippers, then walked to the door.

Joanna's footsteps to Alexander's room.

Joanna sighed before opening the door to Alexander's room.

Joanna closed the door to Alexander's room.

Joanna looked at Alexander's dim room, as only the sleeping lights were on.

The girl's eyes looked at the bed, it looked like an empty bed and it was still neat.

Alexander was not asleep.

Where's she? I thought Joanna was worried.

Yoana sees the bathroom door open a little, and Yoana steps up to check the bathroom.

Joanna opened the bathroom door wide, and went inside.

Yoana suddenly became anxious, with a quick step the girl checked the whole room of Alexander.

Entering the walk in closet, the clothes room was also empty did not appear the figure of Alexander there.

Joanna was getting more anxious.

Where's Alexander? he thought it was getting more and more unsettled.

Yoana's eyes saw the window curtain of the balcony being blown by the wind from outside, with a quick step Yoana checked the balcony.

Joanna opened the balcony window curtain, and Alexander was on the balcony sitting on a chair sipping a glass of wine.

With a slow step, Joanna opened the balcony window, and slowly approached Alexander who was staring at the night sky.

"Alex" call Yoana slowly.

Spontaneous Alexander turned towards Joanna.

"Yoana" he muttered in a raucous voice, it seemed like he had started to get drunk.

Joanna saw a bottle of wine on the small table beside Alexander's chair.

So he stayed up late to calm his mind? you think Yoana, wouldn't that even make Alexander's health so decreased?

Joanna approached Alexander, then grabbed the glass Alexander was holding.

"Aren't you supposed to sleep? why are you here drinking so much that you can get sick!" joanna put the glass on the table.

"I can't sleep" murmured Alexander letting Joanna grab the glass in his grasp.

"It's late enough at night, you have to rest Alex!" yoana said, then grabbed Alexander's arm to stand up from his seat.

"I can't sleep" Alexander murmured again, his voice already sounding more and more hoarse.

Joanna did not care about Alexander's words, she had to take Alexander to rest.

A man as strong as anything, can fall ill if he does not maintain his resting pattern.

Joanna closed the balcony window tightly, after they entered the room again.

With a slight stagger, Alexander followed the short steps of Joanna towards his bed.

Joanna asked Alexander to sit on the edge of the bed, then gently pushed Alexander's body to lie down.

"I can't sleep Yoana" Alexander murmured again.

"I will accompany you to sleep tonight" said Yiana pulling a blanket to cover Alexander's body.

"really?" alexander's voice sounded happy to hear what Joanna said.

"Yes!" answer Yoana.

"I'm happy, I can finally sleep" said Alexander, then pulled Yiana's hand.

"Eh, wait!"

Bruk!

Joanna's body fell on Alexander's body, and was held tightly in Alexander's arms.

"I'm so happy, you want to accompany me to sleep Joanna" whispered Alexander in the ear of Joanna.

Alexander turned his body around, and made Joanna's body fall under Alexander.

"We're going to sleep, why are you beating me!" said Yoana felt tight.

"Oh yeah, sorry Yoana, I'm too happy" Alexander said with a smile, then a funny laugh.

With a slow movement of her already drunk body, she slowly stepped away from the top of Joanna's body.

And collapse sideways in the supine position.

Joanna took a breath after Alexander stepped away from her body.

Slowly Alexander's body turned sideways to face Joanna, then pulled Joanna's body to her side.

"Yoana" he murmured, and held Joanna's body in his arms.

"Come on, we're sleeping!" said Yoana patting Alexander's arm gently that was clutching his body.

"Yes" whispered Alexander with a happy smile.

Alexander put his arm up to cushion Joanna, then closed his eyes.

Seriate......