He, the Unacknowledged
75 You Are Not the Same
Vara finally said what she wanted to say to Ken. After being convinced by Rissa, which is also in accordance with the wishes of her heart.
"All right, I agree."
"really?"
"Of course."
It was true what Rissa said. If Ken loves me so much, he will always support all my wishes and decisions.
Ken himself also felt it was okay for them to postpone their marriage. Now or later, they'll still get married, he thought.
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Finally, Vara again asked to withdraw their marriage.
"We've delayed it a few times, Vara."
"But we're still busy, not focused."
"All right."
"I'm glad you've always supported all my decisions."
Ken himself does not know why he always agreed to take it for granted whenever Vara wanted to postpone their marriage. Is it because of her love?
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"Do you want to delay again? It's Sidah one year, Vara!"
"It's only been a year, Ken. Our careers are good, you know. You will also say yourself, if you have a lot of projects to do. Not to mention having to go to several countries in one month."
"All right."
Ken begins to feel his relationship with Vara is becoming bland. But somehow—again—dia could not resist the delay of their marriage.
Ken saw a couple of little families. A husband, wife and a child. He smiled, imagining having a family like that.
"But I want to have a child soon, Vara."
"Yes, be patient. We will have a child."
"When it's the best, why not?"
Hearing that, Ken felt annoyed. Even more upset than every time she heard Vara wanting to postpone their marriage.
"As far as you are, I. You've been selfish for a long time, and it's hard to tell. Just like Vana!"
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Ken's heart is racing.
This was the first time they had discussed Vana after a year had passed. Ken's heart was pounding, he felt that something was strange. There was a difficult feeling he had.
Whatisit?
Is it because he's upset?
Upset when Vara told me that she saw the photo that Rissa gave about Vana going with another man?
Never again did Ken hear a whining sound when Vana wanted to ask for a way with him. No more Vana pursing her lips when annoyed to see him and Vara together.
All about Vana, no longer did he see and hear.
"Don't equate him and me! We are not the same!" vara was upset.
"Yes, you are not the same. Can't compare."
If I was the one who married Vana, we might already have a child. But will she also always delay our marriage? Will she have children for her dream of becoming a model?
Is she really pregnant? Goddamnit! What boy from the man? Just be careful if that guy doesn't want to be responsible to Vana and his son, I'll take out that fucking guy. Ck, why am I so upset? Is his son grown? Who does he look like? Is the child a boy, or a girl? Let's just hope his son looks like Vana, not that fucking guy!
But, it was better for Vana to lie back then. She'd better lie about her pregnancy. Vana loves me, why get pregnant with another man? Goddamnit! Was she raped? That bastard! Goddamn bum! Who's the bastard?
Ken clenched his hands, face flushed with emotion.
After all, even though he likes to be annoying, but me and Vana have been together since childhood ... how is he currently doing? Wherever he is, I hope he is okay.
But once again, Ken looks upset at imagining Vana with his son.
Which bastard touched him?