He, the Unacknowledged
11 The Pain that is Stored
11 PAIN IS SAVED
“Ma,” call Vara with a clean.
“Darling, thank goodness you're awake. Where is the sick? Say the same mama.”
“Where, Ma?”
His mother sighed heavily, Ken had just been to the company, there was a meeting with a business associate from Singapore.
“Ma, Ken won't leave me, right?”
Vanya did not answer. He did not want to give his son false hope, because the decision remained in Ken's hands. Even Vanya knows, Ken's parents can't force the man either, or they might support Ken.
Vanya also no longer takes sides. Siding with Vara, will hurt Vana. Siding with Vana, will hurt Vara.
Vanya realized, she could not be a good mother for her two daughters.
Now, she just wishes her two children would get along well, forever. So that if he is no longer in this world, they can help each other, love, and care for each other, so that he can calm down.
“Do not think of anything. You have to rest a lot, do not stress.”
The scandal committed by these two families has given them a lot of disgrace. Which people already know. Yes, maybe this is a risk that must be accepted if you have two daughters who have a age not too far—involved in a love triangle. Even if you have more than one son with an age that is not too far away, you can also like the same girl.
But why did this have to happen to her two daughters. Maybe he looked selfish back then, siding with Vara for Ken. But at that time he thought, if Vana was too young, he would meet more men his age, maybe even in love. He thought that Vana's feelings for Ken were temporary, because they were very close, like brother. Maybe Vana was just used to it, and was afraid of losing the affection of an older sister.
And about her pregnancy first, she thought it was just Vana's wits. She was afraid that in the end Vana would not be happy if she forced her desire on a man. It is better to cry and be sad in the beginning, than to suffer for a lifetime.
Vanya closed her eyes, should be at this age that is not young anymore, she can calm down, play with her grandchildren, and enjoy the old days by seeing the happiness of her children with their respective partners.
“Honey, if ... if Ken chooses Vana, you should be able to accept destiny sincerely.”
“Not only because of Gean. It's been the way like this. Anyway, Gean is your nephew. Do you want Gean to live without the affection of both intact parents? Do you want, your niece—that small child to be insulted by people? Mom loves you both. Blame the mama who's been, maybe not being fair to you two. Maybe for Vana, or maybe even without my mother realizing, mama has compared the two of you. My mom didn't mean it that way. You're both mama's biological children, the children you raised with your own hands. You no longer want to make the wrong decision or take sides with one of you. So, the one who took all the decisions was Ken. Just like back then, when Ken preferred you over Vana.”
Vara cried, she shook her head, unwilling to listen and unwilling to accept.
Over the years, for years he waited and remained faithful, why only now has Ken severed their relationship.
What wrong?
Just because Vana had a child with her, when she herself rejected the child outright, would not admit it.
Are they licking their own spit?
This is not how much, the pain that Vara feels is nothing compared to if he already knows what is happening to him at this time.
Maybe she'll feel herself to be a disabled woman?
Vanya doesn't know what kind of test God is giving to her family right now. Why is the punishment for her and her husband this heavy?
No, Vanya did not know, if what he felt was nothing compared to what Vana felt first.
They never know that there are still people who suffer more than them. The dark secret that Khea had sealed. The secret that made his life turn upside down.
Crushed even destroyed.
What happens if they find out?
The pain that Khea never told anyone. But ... Only certain people know ....