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Ting!
Ting!
Ting!
The sound of incoming message notification is heard. The sound of the ringing call several times entered making Syifa who was sitting on her bed glanced softly.
A long breath roared at his breathing senses. There is no need to try to see who the troublemaker of the notification sounds from his phone. He even knew who was behind the voice of the message.
Glen, that name is on there. Already he guessed the figure of Glen again and again unceasingly trying to contact him. Now Syifa's feelings are sick, it is not easy to stay away from the figure of the man she loves very much but how else Syifa also does not want if Glen must be with him. The figure of the girl who had an illness like her did not deserve to be together with Glen.
He had to cut off his relationship with Glen because otherwise he would die and Glen would not have to cry because the relationship between them was over.
Syifa stared at her phone screen for a moment and pressed it a few times until she had to decide. The last decision he had to make. The only thing he could do was to keep him away from Glen.
With just one tap managed to make the figure across there startled.
Glen rounded his eyes staring unexpectedly at the screen of his phone as he learned that Syifa had blocked him until Glen could only be glued.
What should he do now that the girl had actually cut off from him even now that he could no longer contact Syifa.
Both glen's eyes were rounded. His body shook with anger. It was like a dream for him.
"Why Syifa? Why are you doing this with me?"
"Gue is wrong, are you? I thought everything would be fine but it wasn't."
Glen touched his dizzy head and his breathing roared. His chest felt tight, it felt like someone stabbed him so painful that it was difficult to breathe.
His head wanted to break in there.
"Yeah!!!" his screams were so loud.
Bruaks!
Loud sounds are heard. His back flushed red after he voiced his anger by hitting the wall of the house. It hurts but his heart hurts a lot more.
The girl he loved so much had completely abandoned him.
"Why? Why are you doing this the same as me? I was wrong so you have to leave me? I know I was wrong but isn't everything okay? Why is there trouble again?"
"Gue love you, Syifa."
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Syifa closed her eyes tightly. I could not feel her tears dripping down her cheeks. The breath escaped both of her tiny lips. He slowly opened his eyes and threw the phone into the bed.
He laid his weak body and took care of it to his bed. Both eyes looked at the ceiling of his room with nanar.
Again and again the tears flowed until he was not aware he was crying as much as he wanted. He wanted to hold it but couldn't. He clogged his mouth with a blanket that every day always enveloped his body so that the sound of crying was not heard.
Those memories, the good memories with Glen should he forget everything.
"Syifa didn't mean to hurt Glen but Syifa wanted Glen away from Syifa. Syifa did not want Glen to be tormented by the presence of Syifa. One day Syifa will go because Syifa feels that Syifa's pain will not heal."
"Syifa can't. Syifa apologized Glen. But Glen should know that Syifa loves Glen so much."
The sound of the door being opened made Syifa turn her head for a moment looking at the figure of doctor Bryan who was seen stepping slowly towards him.
He turned his back on Dr. Bryan as if he refused to be looked at by the doctor.
Doctor Bryan stepped up and stood on the edge of the cage.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay doctor Syifa just-"
"What only? crying?"
Syifa.
"Why crying?"
"Who is crying? Syifa is not crying."
"liks. Why crying? Say it!"
"Syifa did not cry. Syifa is fine, "he replied again even though in the blanket he tried to hold back tears.
"If you have a problem you can talk to the doctor."
"But Syifa has no problem. Syifa's problem is just this disease."
Doctor Bryan nodded.
"Yes understand. I understand your problem. Syifa I know you have a problem. If you can't keep it then the doctor will listen to you and the doctor won't tell anyone."
Doctor Bryan was silent waiting for a response from Syifa who did not move at all in the blanket.
"Doctor Bryan promised not to divulge the secret so if you'd like"
"No, Syifa had no problems with doctors. Syifa just wants to be alone."
Hearing this made Dr. Bryan speechless. He stood up straight and nodded his head slowly with a sign of understanding.
"Then I will inject the drug into the infusion liquid," he said, then he was silent waiting for Syifa who did not say anything.
"Tomorrow you're ready, yeah! Dr. Bryan will take you for a walk" he said after he finished injecting the drug into the infusion."
"Syifa doesn't want to go anywhere doctor. Syifa just want to rest."
Doctor Bryan smiled for a moment and spoke again, "There is no rejection and no excuses. The doctor will take you for a walk because it looks like you look bored."
"No Syifa is not bored. Syifa is fine, everything is fine" he said, trying to convince her he was still in a thick blanket.
"Whatever you say tomorrow Doctor Bryan will take you for a walk so get ready."
Again and again there was no answer from Syifa until finally the doctor Bryan was made to give up in waiting for an answer from Syifa.
Doctor Bryan let out a long sigh and then left Syifa, who a few minutes later removed the blanket from her face, looking at the closed door.
"Syifa apologized to the doctor. This is Syifa. Syifa did not want doctors to know about Syifa's problems. Syifa apologized."
"Syifa apologizes."
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