Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday to Me - 17

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Dong ding!

Rahmi turned her head after hearing the sound of the bell being squeezed from outside. I don't know who's coming to his house nights like this.

"Mmd! Teak Mbok! Please open the door first! I think there's a guest, Mbok!" yelled Rahmi again but, there was no word from Mbok teak made Rahmi sigh short then with a feeling of laziness he got up from the chair and stepped towards the main door.

He opened the door wide until the figure of Syifa with her eyes moist and her two shoulders jerking because her crying accompanied by a sobbing sound made both eyes of Rahmi wide open.

"Why?" panicked Rahmi who immediately approached the figure of her daughter.

The two eyes were still dripping with tears, moving slowly to look at the figure of the mother. His lips twitched he wanted to talk but could not. His heart is so painful now that even to stop crying can't.

"Mama! W-w-what Mama said was real. Dad, I prefer to celebrate his birthday is the same i-i-wife is not the same Syifa."

"Syifa is stupid. Syifa has been hard-earned to celebrate the birthday of Dad but father turned out to have celebrated his birthday with his wife."

Hearing that sentence can only make Rahmi speechless. He knows how Syifa feels now.

"You know where, anyway?"

"Syifa had come to my father's house and Syifa had seen with Syifa's own eyes and right in front of Syifa's eyes, Syifa could see that I kissed his wife."

"Shyifa-"

"Thank you for celebrating Dad's birthday. Syifa also wants to be kissed by Dad. Syifa misses you."

Seeing his son like this makes him also very sad and fragile when he sees his son. He stroked his son's head and then removed both of his wet cheeks.

"Darling, Mama told me that your father already has a new family. We don't have any rights to your father anymore."

"Mama can understand how you feel but your father can't understand how you feel now."

"This is what makes Mama do not want you to work hard to celebrate your father's birthday. You know now, right?"

Syifa nodded. "Yes, Mama really. Mom this time. Syifa now realizes that Syifa doesn't matter to me anymore."

"Syifa," whispered Rahmi then immediately embraced her daughter's body. He could feel how Syifa was feeling now.

Pain of course hurts.

"Well, why not Syifa?" tanya Mbok Jati made Syifa quickly release a hug from Rahmi and ran over to Mbok teak and hugged him tightly.

"Well, why not? Why crying?" ask Mbok teak with full attention.

"Bad fuck, Mbok."

"Daddy is more likely to celebrate his birthday with his wife than Syifa when Syifa already bought cakes and gifts for Dad."

"Syifa has also come to Dad's house but it turns out Dad has celebrated his birthday with his wife. I love his wife more than Syifa."

"Don't think that. Now non also have to understand that his non father already has a new family maybe tomorrow Syifa can come again to his home Non father and celebrate his birthday"

"Udahlah, Mbok! No influence of Syifa! His father did not care about Syifa anymore," said Rahmi made Syifa release a hug from Mbok Jati.

"Udah non! Don't cry! The patient is non!"

Syifa nodded and then stepped her feet towards the steps leaving Rahmi and her Mbok figure who is now still looking at her face which is so sad.

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Bruack!!!

Prak!!!

"Yahoo!!!"

Syifa loudly shouted out all her anger, her disappointment, her sadness that blended into one. He threw all the makeup tools in front of his makeup glass cabinet making everything messy and destroyed.

His feelings were completely destroyed this time, there was no hope anymore, no happiness left in Syifa's heart.

It's all just revenge, anger, sadness. Anger and destruction are real. The thing he wanted did not go according to what he had been imagining all along. Free, free everything it does.

With disheveled hair, eyes more and more moist and the room was messy like a broken ship he stepped his feet toward a picture frame where his father looks smiling.

Smiling happily shows a small family that is clearly visible. His mother, father, and himself were there. Everything's fine. But it was just the past and holds a memory that will never happen again.

"Why Dad? Don't you love Syifa anymore?"

"Bad fuck. After getting a new one then I forget the old one."

"Syifa is also Dad's son. Syifa also wants to be loved just like the new kid."

"Syifa love Daddy! Please dear Syifa! If it's not the father who loves Syifa and who else should love Syifa?"

"Who else? Aaaaay!!!" syifa shouted so loudly.

A loud bang as the items he had smashed on the floor to smash apart rang out, completely shattered like his current feelings.

"Syifa hates everything. Syifa hate!!! Syifa hates Daddy!!! Syifa hates your birthday!!! Syifa hate!!!"

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