Faiths
She's mine

I should have been there

and not you .

~ Clarissa Eugene .

two years earlier .

Clarissa seemed sad when she saw her parents quarrelling because the father always did not like her mother's hedon life .

" you saw us fighting again Clarie ? " said Maria Eugene .

" what else mom ? why both of you always do this ? " Absolute Clarissa .

" your dad of course "

" can't you live like other couples mom ? I'm tired of seeing you guys fight almost every night "

" clarie, you're so young you don't understand adult problems . someday when you grow up you'll understand yourself "

" but mom I'm tired of seeing you guys, I want peace in this house "cried Clarissa exasperated, then Clarissa went from her house to her best friend's house the most comfortable place she had .

clarissa's footsteps stopped when she saw her best friend's farasya talking to Rizki's lover who is also a classmate of Clarissa . Farasya was seen driving Rizki in front of the house shortly after Rizki's sports car left the farasya house .

" sasaaaa "cry Clarissa .

hearing the voice of his best friend made Sasa stop his steps towards the house, with a sweet smile sasa welcomed his best friend was coming .

" loh Claire why cry ?? " ask sasa panics .

" my parent saa hiks "

" okay stop let's go into my room you can tell inside yes, it's not good to see people "said Sasa calm his best friend .

" honey Rizki's back ? let's go in the night "sasa's mother's voice came from inside .

" yes ma'am "answer Sasa .

Sasa holding Clarissa's cold hand invites her in as usual when her best friend has a problem .

" you have Claire" said Kinanti Sasa's mother .

" i am aunty, sorry to have a nightly guest" replied Clarissa in a brick .

Kinanti just smiled at Clarissa's answer . "yes there Claire went to the room" he said later .

" yes "answer sasa .

arriving in Clarissa's room wept more and more and Sasa just smiled seeing his best friend cry like that 'this is not the first time Clarissa cried like a child in front of sasa .

" why again ? " tanya sasa gentler .

" my parents, they always fight, I'm tired of being tired" replied Clarissa sadly .

" this time your father didn't hit Auntie, did he ? "

" no sa not only hit but papa had already stopped pushing mami until it fell "

" jeez kasian Auntie , why did you come here and know how rich you know lo Claire ? " sasa snapped annoyed at the annoyance at Clarissa who left her own mother at home .

Clarissa was crying more and more to hear sasa's words, Sasa could only sigh hard to see the friend who was still crying bitterly .

" it's a drink first" Sasa said as he handed her a glass of warm water .

" thank you "answer Clarissa .

Clarissa nodded at sasa's words

after taking a bath, Clarissa put on sasa nightgown and went straight to bed.

tok tok

the sound of Sasa's room door reads .

" dear it's booby ? " the mother's voice was heard at the door .

hearing her mother calling made Sasa go out of the room and meet her mother who was standing in front of her room .

" Claire why, baby ? " ask Kinanti overtime.

" usually rich mom who has already "answer sasa lazily .

" heh ga can't that everyone has a pretty problem" said Kinanti gemas .

" mommyuu is sick" cried Sasa annoyed because his nose was squeezed by the mother .

" Claire already believes in sharing the secrets of her life so sasa can't be that pretty" said Kinanti advising her daughter gently .

Sasa smiled at the mother's words and then hugged the mother he loved so much .

" buukk "

" huh baby why ? " ask Kinanti .

" mom ever fought with dad ? "

" everyone in the household must have problems dear but father and mother have a principle whatever problems that occur must be faced with a cold head do not let the devil affect us " kinanti said with a smile answering her daughter's question .

Sasa smiled at his mother's answer . " Sasa dear father and mother "excited sasa with a wide smile adorning her beautiful face .

Kinanti kissed Sasa's forehead lovingly . Then say "would you someday if you marry you must be a wife who understands how to act and speaks soft words before your husband later , as high as any answer you later if you are in your home position to be your husband's servant dear "

" ikh mom sasa belom want to marry ama Rizki !!! Sasa wants to go to college and work and then have a lot of money and can invite father and mother around the new world deh later Sasa married klo all Sasa ideals achieved "sasa excited said .

Kinanti only chuckled at the princess's reply .

" mom didn't tell Sasa to marry now ama Rizki nak hehe right Sasa is still in school too, ' she said , I just want Sasa to be a good wife and mother for the Sasa family later whether Sasa will marry Rizki or with someone else.

" Sasa must be a good mother and wife like mother "inner sasa .

" yes, there is already a temenin claire tomorrow will want to go to school as well" said Kinanti

" yes sasa bobok ya bu , mother also bobok dreamin Sasa and father heheh "said Sasa spoiled .

" is always my princess, beautiful bobok ya "said the mother then kissed Sasa's forehead .

Sasa opened the door of his room with a heart of fear to wake his best friend who had fallen asleep, slowly Sasa then climbed on the bed next to Claire .

it turns out that Clarissa heard all the talk of Sasa and her mother . His little heart was suddenly upset when he heard Sasa spoiled with his mother, one thing he could never do with the mother who was always busy with activities with her socialite friends .

Clarissa opened her eyes and saw that Sasa had fallen asleep, Sasa looked even more adorable while asleep . Sasa has a beauty above the average of friends his age, even Clarissa's face is still not able to match the beauty of Sasa .

" lo life is too perfect sa , you have happy parents who never fight, have a mother who really spoils you belom again your boyfriend Rizki the unclean boy " inner Clarissa exasperated .

Clarissa felt jealous of Sasa's perfect life, surrounded by people who loved her .while she herself had to see her parents fighting almost every day .

" Rizki Handoyo and farasya zalia ga match Rizki Handoyo with Clarissa Eugene "sis Clarissa . The evil side of Clarissa appears when remembering the happiness that farasya has .

"lo ga pants for Rizki sa , he is more suitable for me and what I want I should get ....