EL (EN) Dless Love
Now we can let each other go

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"Eat a lot"

"Yes, you're a ripe kayak lo" El bribed his favorite food. And always clucked happily whenever his tongue clashed with food in his mouth.

"Nake?"

El nodded with his mouth full

"Eat a lot of that, don't think about dieting for today. Eat anything without thinking about calories"

El clucked, staring at Ed senewen. This was one of the reasons why they did not match, this man spoiled him too much. To the extent that it could jeopardize his career "lo that's a doctor isn't it? How can you tell me something is not healthy?"

Ed breathed out, any man would forget anything for the person he cared about right?

"Once you can, there is a saying that life is not too straight. You have to turn a little bit to make it more exciting"

"Since when?"

"What?"

"Lo want to replace Mr Mario Teguh?"

Ed sneered, the man exhaled weighing whether he should tell El about his household affairs, but they never covered anything with each other. After all he needed to bring out this stifling thing, he did not want to keep it to himself. But is it okay to tell El who is also in trouble?

"Lisa doesn't want to refer" Ed finally made a soft voice.

"Usaha lo less times, your wife nagged him because our faces were similar. Because you fell in love with her, right? You once told me that you would never marry if not Elisha, right?"

Ed was silent, looking thoughtful. His eyes looked at El's face, comparing it to Elisha's. The man cursed himself when he realized that their faces were both similar, although not 100%.

"Gue wants to be honest with you, but I beg you not to be angry"

El glanced at Ed at a glance "yes. depending on what you're going to talk about"

Ed is seen gulping before making a sound "gue lo, El"

El pecked for a moment, his brain loading Eduard's words. The girl then nodded her head understanding "yes, you love me and vice versa. We're like family"

Eduard shook his head "no, not that kind of affection, but the love between the opposite sex" the man threw his face not daring to look into El's eyes directly "gue can not deny, if the reason I chose marriage with Elisha may also be because of the similarity of your faces, but the oath is not because I intentionally, unconsciously I..akh!"

El could not help his mouth gaping, he had never imagined that he would be in the situation where Eduard Erasmus Santoso was, growing up with him would say things that should never have been in the dictionary of their lives

Or is he too naive? All this time not aware of it?

"When has Ed?"

"It's been a long time, since our 12th birthday. My first love was always my first. Akh.....if I had been a little braver, are we married now? Have a child and....." Ed was unable to continue, as for the first time El slapped him.

The man held the slap of El, he fell into a "sorry already selfish El, I should have kept this until I died. But how can I go forward if something has not gone wrong in the past? Lisa's right, Kayden's right, Jerome's right. I'm the problem"

"You can behave like nothing all this time, you can suppress it yourself, drag innocent people into your life."

The girl felt pity and hate at the same time. Poor at imagining Eduard covering up as much as possible his feelings during this time, hate because Ed involves other people who do not know anything, who should not be entitled to receive wounds because of an unfinished story in the past.

But El also did not want to deny, there were indeed times in his life he hoped to end up with the man. Due to the fact that no one knew him as well as an Eduard, no one understood him like an Eduard even in a state of silence.

Come to think of it, El was selfish because of a fear of not wanting to lose an Ed, he dragged another man into his life, which eventually made him fall in love and eventually betrayed him.

El smiled wryly, then what's the difference between him and Ed? They are both selfish humans who cover their first love with another person. With cliche reasons for not wanting to lose, right?

"We are terrible as it turns out, I think now again accept karma because it used to attract Marco to enter in my life, because it does not want to lose you as the closest person. At that time I was afraid that if we were with more than a friend, we could just separate. Our relationship can be cold and distant. That's why I'm dating Marco, earplugs all the same protest from lo and opa"

Ed stared back at El, there was a part in his heart that was grateful because his love since childhood was not only one-sided. It is a matter of time, chance and destiny. Look at the two of them already that close, but neither ends one.

"At first Pretend love, but instead fall in real love and finally...... broken really too" El looked up with wet eyes "Ed Me, don't end up like me well? You can still fix it, it's still not too late for your wedding"

Ed nodded with teary eyes. He is now ready to step forward. The two of them were not meant to be together from the beginning, the bond that binds them is only the bond of a friend and brother. Yes brother . Not from the same womb.

"Thank you for being my first love, Ed, thanks for everything. I hope we both can have a beautiful ending later huh? Lo same Elisha and I.. the same person who can accept all the past and my shortcomings but hopefully not look like lo yah?" El wiped the edge of his eyes while smiling. Now he could really already let go of this figure to be happy. The two of them could now let go of each other now.

El nodded, patting Ed's shoulder a little hard "So? what are your plans going forward with Bini Lo? come on. I love it."

As Ed wanted to open his mouth to reply to El, the girl's apartment bell rang.

"Who knows this address?" Ed asked with a frown.

El seems to think "just lo and Alena"

"Lha continues?" Eduard pointed at the door with his chin.

El shrugged, then immediately stood walking towards the door.

"Look at the monitor first time" Ed reminded

"somewhat necessary. Also the ojol. Anterin my order"

The girl sped up her steps to open the door, while Ed also stood up and walked towards the bathroom located just a few meters from the entrance

"Gue took a shower? My stuff still exists, right? I don't want to sell anymore, right?"

The man again stepped out, because his words did not get a response from the girl who should have shouted at him with the words "dihhh who would want to buy elo goods? That artist?"

Eduard's steps instantly came to a halt as his eyes met with a sharp gaze belonging to the figure standing before the open door. The man squeezed his hand trying to calm down, trying not to be provoked by anything, he had to think about the position of Eleasha as well who was still in a condition that was neither physically nor emotionally.

"So you fooled a lot of people with the status of your best friend?" Kayden could not help but start judging these two people.

At first he felt relieved because the girl looked fine even with her eyes moist, but the feeling of relief did not last long when he heard the voice of a man who was so familiar in his ears, and a moment later the figure he could have guessed revealed himself, coming out of the bathroom. There was a burning in Kayden when he saw the things presented in front of him at this time.

"This is not like the one you shadow" Ed slowly approached El who had lowered his head with a tired look. Eduard knew this girl too well, so he knew El was not responding to anything that was not right.

"Have the umpteenth time I caught you like this and you still say this is not what I imagined? What I imagine of two people, different sexes are in one apartment that the woman in the nightgown and the man.." There is a pause before the voice is again heard "With a thin t-shirt and out of the bathroom?"

Ed hardened his jaw, he was eager to shout at the uninvited figure if he had just come home jogging and stopped by here, so he wears a thin t-shirt because his jacket is draped in the dining chair as he prepares food for El.

He wanted to take a bath as he had before leaving for the hospital to work. But everything he wanted to spurt stuck in his throat as a fist floated quickly and landed right on his right hand, leaving him staggered with extreme pain, Eduard thought his jaw must have been slid.

El's screams returned. The man tried to stay standing by the wall. This is the second time Kayden has punched his jaw.

"El i'ts okay. I'm good. Don't be afraid, don't panic please..."

"Think of Elisha's feelings being a bastard too! You think you deserve to play my cousin? Your buildhit friendship relationship is very very disgusting" said En with a very obvious hate tone.

"Enough sir, you've gone too far" El finally made a sound. He was not at all willing that his friendship with En be insulted, let alone by this man.

"You are already too much. How can you be calm with someone's husband? Maybe it's true that you deliberately let her marry someone else so that your relationship does not sniff people, is that it?"

The gossip he heard while in Bali again crossed his brain, and immediately transformed into a series of sentences for El.

El twisting eyeballs. His head suddenly became dizzy. Why wasn't he allowed to have one quiet and peaceful day in his life?

"Sir please come out now" El said in a pleading tone.

Kayden squeezed his hands hard. His emotions are getting stuck "out so you can be alone?"

"Back!!" Ed's voice this time.

"Ed lo also came out" El this time looked at Ed who looked surprised by his words. But a second later the man exhaled, he knew too well and loved the girl.

"Ok, but the food is consumed not left? I'll go first. Call me if there's anything"

El nodded while trying to display a smile, he wanted to lie down immediately. Because his head is about to break now.

Ed walked into the kitchen, pulled his sports jacket and bag and walked out of the apartment, but the man stopped right in front of Kayden.

"Wait for what else? We were both expelled. The exit is right behind you" point to Ed with his chin.

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Happy Sunday gaiss...