EL (EN) Dless Love
Love in responsibility

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Kayden placed a white lily over the navel bearing the name Vio Lana Wijaya with gold ink.

The man then crouched down with his hands holding on to the headstone while staring at the small frame with a photo of a smiling Lana.

The beautiful and loving Lana, the girl with the white heart that Kayden had met.

"He is too perfect for man to have, therefore God calls home sooner than man expects"

Kayden looked up, looking at the white man who was walking over with his eyes fixed on Lana's photo.

The man then placed the same flower that Kayden had brought over Lana's grave, smiling before closing his eyes.

Kayden squinted, feeling familiar with the man's face.

"I'm Agus Gabriel. I was Lana's ex-lover before she was with you" the man opened his eyes and returned Kayden's gaze.

"He was my first love, and I had the same meaning to him" the man smiled faintly, re-imagining his memories with Lana.

"Lana must be happy if you are also happy, because she was so when I found my happiness despite having to let go of her"

Agus smiled faintly and then resigned his retreat, for him there was nothing coincidental in this world including meeting Kayden while visiting Lana's tomb. "Your message is that I've arrived, it's only now that he has to make a decision for his own life" the man whispered as he stepped out of the cemetery.

Kayden looked back at the photo of Lana when the man named Agus had disappeared from his sight.

The man exhaled as he stroked his former fiancee's gravestone quietly.

"Everything that happens between me and Eleasha is not out of sheer frown, but pure sincerity. I'm sorry I didn't love you until the end"

"You don't have to apologize, En"

Kayden looked up again this time to find Mama Sonia who was standing not far from her place.

"Mama since when did it come?"

"Since then, since you've been busy with your own thoughts while staring at Lana's photo"

Kayden stood still with his hand placed in the belly of his ex-girlfriend "I feel like a traitor" she whispered slowly.

Sonia came forward, stood next to Kayden and rubbed the man's back slowly, "Lana must have known how you struggled all this time for him, and she also knew how much you suffered because of it. Mama told me you don't have to apologize"

Kayden stiffened his jaw, staring at the woman with an erratic feeling.

"Mama will represent Lana to tell you this," Sonia turned her body to face the man "Kayden Abraham, we are happy to finally see you forget the past, and restart everything again"

"I.." Kayden's voice stuck in his throat.

"Mama is old, En." Sonia cut off Kayden's remark "but mama's eyes aren't too bad to not be able to see how your eyes look at El, your eyes start to differ after the strangulation incident first, and it's been a while"

The old woman came forward, hugging Kayden while rubbing her soft back this was Leo's way of trying to calm him down "we humans don't have as much time as we think, stop wasting time on meaningless revenge. Because when we love someone, we may no longer have much time to love them"

Sonia let go of her embrace "make Lana a reminder to those of us who are still alive, that we can part at any time as well as every word could possibly be the last word for us to say to each other"

Kayden nodded slowly, with teary eyes.

"So use the time we have now for the things we want to do and indeed have to do"

The man exhaled heavily, "but he didn't seem to want me to rush at him"

Sonia smiled "that's a natural thing, you're so mean to El first."

"I'm trying to change, trying to fix everything. But El won't give me a chance, what should I do ma?"

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"For a woman, even if they want their child to have a father, but if the father comes without love they will no longer want him"

"A woman does not want a man to take responsibility for them without being based on love"

Kayden stopped his car from the parking lot to the hospital where Eleasha was being treated, his heart pounding no longer patiently meeting the girl to express his feelings.

"Hallo's? Jer can you please buy me a lot of flowers? Dolls are also big-gede. akh."

After deciding Kayden's call to return to driving focus, on the way there he will stop by the flower shop to order as many flowers and maybe dolls. Do I need a ring too?

Drrr.....Drtts....

The man's phone rang, Kayden pressed the head unit screen of his car and immediately connected to the caller.

"Again the street going to the hospital, you why does your voice sound strange?"

"Don't go to the hospital, to Eleasha's apartment, stop her from going to the airport"

Kayden almost stepped on the brakes when he heard the information he had just heard, the man quickly pulled over to avoid the unwanted.

"Airport? But mom.can..."

"The explanation will be later, but Eleasha will go and you will have to stop her. This is all I can help you with now"

Without waiting any longer, Kayden immediately gas spun the direction to go to Eleasha's apartment.

This man was hoping that this nightmare would end soon.

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El placed a bouquet of flowers each on three adjacent tombs, putting on his best smile even though his heart was breaking.

"Lo's pregnant with El, but why do you act like your son doesn't have a father?"

While stroking his mother's navel El said "lo must know Ed, if I turn myself over to Kayden at that time so I can't force my son to admit"

"Don't be stubborn" Eduard suggested.

"The fact is that this child is not present because love and responsibility cannot replace love. I can't make him responsible for my son, Ed"

"Where do you know if you are not happy to take on that responsibility? Don't like to draw your own conclusions"

Eleasha stood turning her body to face Eduard "The accident kept us from giving each other compensation, and I won't let my son be a rope to tie her up for the rest of her life"

Eduard clucked with how stubborn Eleasha was at the moment.

"Ed, you don't have to worry about my mom even going through it all by herself even though she was 15 years old when I was pregnant and giving birth to me. I can definitely get through this as well"

The man was annoyed but also at the same time could not impose his will on Eleasha. He knows El very well and he knows that if he is determined, the girl will not be swayed by anything.

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Alena was preparing all of Eleasha's equipment for her flight in a few hours when the apartment door suddenly opened and Kayden's figure that looked messy and like a fidelity came in and immediately asked her.

"Alena where's Ily? Ly's? Ly's? "the man didn't wait for his question to be answered, he immediately walked towards the room not finding Eleasha there, he said, he went to the bathroom and in the end did not find El anywhere in the apartment.

"Ly's? Please come out and let's talk" Kayden said loudly, as he continued to enter the room in this apartment.

"Where's Ily?" Kayden finally stopped right in front of Alena, after making sure in all places Eleasha's presence was not detected here, his eyes then accidentally saw a large suitcase on Alena's back "she wants to escape?"

Alena stepped back, automatically making her suitcase and bag pushed back.

"I'm not going to let him take my son anywhere, they have to stay with me"

"What makes you so sure I'm going to tell you where El is?"

Kayden exhaled "because you are closest to him, you also must know his longing to have a whole family, he said, and you must know very well what a child needs and what a family lacks"

"So you're here to find El, just because you want to be in charge of your son? It's not necessary, because El doesn't want it" explained Alena.

"But Alena...."

"Sir director, a family complete with both parents is a good thing, but if it is complete but there is no love in it..... I think breaking up with your son before he sees you is the best thing" Alena decided to leave with Eleasha's stuff she had prepared.

Kayden clenched his hands, his emotions becoming erratic now. "who says there is no love in my responsibilities?" tanyanya almost shouted.

Alena's footsteps stopped.

"The reason I want to find her now is because I want to say that I love her, not just because of my sense of responsibility for the baby in her womb"

Alena had now turned to face Kayden the director who was currently looking at her as well with confidence and with no lies at all in that eye light.

"How can I believe in the man who almost killed El by strangling him and hating him wholeheartedly has changed?"

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So for today, tomorrow we meet again for the last few chapters.

SEE YES....

Stay safe, stay healthy💛