EL (EN) Dless Love
Nightmare

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this is my first post with a genre that is not fanfiction.

hope you like dad? sorry for the lack there are too many. I wait to put it in.

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"All will be well El, all will surely improve soon"

The girl stared at the afternoon sky through the glass of space*V*VIP one of the famous hospitals in the city. It all happened so fast, like a blink of an eye.

Painful events in a row occur in his life, making the girl's life that was initially so calm throughout her career as a top actress of this country suddenly turned upside down to make her battered.

El bends his legs, puts his chin on his knees. Alena the manager told him to rest completely without thinking about anything and without any gadgets for a while.

The girl exhaled, yes, this was probably the best decision after all the painful events that happened.

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"Lo who? What are you doing in my car?"

"My name is Armon ka El, I'm a big fan of kaka. I'm sorry I went in quietly, I've long imagined this sitting so close to El's sister, breathing one air in the same room"

the man closed his eyes, breathing the air so quietly "as I expected, the smell of the body of the El El was intoxicating can make people go crazy"

"Don't touch me!!" El screamed in fear as the man approached her, trying to touch her.

"Relax El, I'm not going to hurt you. I love my sister more than anything, including my own life"

The hand grabbed El's wavy black hair, carried the long hair into his grasp and then shunned him like he was breathing his last breath there.

There is nothing more sinister than this, trapped in one cramped space with a fanatical fan who has led to madness.

"Gue said don't touch!!!"El screamed as he occasionally glanced at the man through the rearview mirror of the car, trying to anticipate an unexpected touch.

The man laughed out loud while holding his stomach, his back crashing into the seat backrest.

"Ka El nyetir aja right, if we can not accident you know. I only want to nganterin ka El until home, now it's single right? "

"proven that jerk is a double eye. I've known, since you confirmed El came with that jerk. I've tried to say the same brother, but brother El is busy courting just the hell, see the consequences? she is no longer there for El ka, she is in fact more choose mama ka El who is already rich because she just became a widow with a abundant inheritance from a rich businessman who does not have children"

El tried to stay focused on driving even though his hands were shaking, the girl's heart was pounding hard, she was terrified.

The tone, the style of speech even the look on the face of the man sitting in the back seat of his car is really not like a normal human.

The girl cursed the drowsiness that began to attack, El felt like he had been pestered with sleeping pills.

And he shouldn't be surprised or wondering who the perpetrator who could have done that to him, now it's too obvious.

But for God's sake El must stay aware that if he wants to survive, the girl is trying to find the nearest police station in order to save herself from this crazy fan

El advanced his body, avoiding a sudden kiss from the man who was now smiling while looking at him.

"Don't touch me, brengs....."

the girl suddenly slammed the steering wheel as the man sitting behind her tried to hug her, a moment later a scream and a deafening clashing sound rang out.

El's eyes widened when right in front of his eyes despite being separated by the windshield of a car wrapped in a white wedding dress that began to turn red lying and then disappeared along with his consciousness.

El opened her eyes with a hunting breath, the girl felt like she had drowned and was only able to breathe when her consciousness returned. He circulated the view and immediately recognized the hospital's *V*VIP room. El wiped away the sweat that was pouring out with the back of his hand. The nightmare was somehow like a reality.

The girl again circulates her eyes, trying to find a tv remote, her Handpone or anything that could make her find answers to questions that have been constantly disturbing the past week. What exactly happened was why he felt 'exiled' after he said he fell unconscious from overdosing on booze.

Admittedly, El changed drastically because of the incident of betrayal. The new thing that he began to love after years of living straight, in order to maintain the sweet image that has been attached to him is to start actively visiting night clubs.

Spending the whole night with glasses of liquor that he had never initially touched except Wine for certain major occasions.

Started to like the noisy atmosphere at the Club, which at least can make him forget even though it can not be too long, because the day after finishing with a headache plus a rotating stomach due to drunkenness, because of the, the truth will come back to hurt him again and again.

And on the last night-before it was declared over-dosing-before it fell asleep at the Club table-El saw the figure, the figure of a jerk who for God's sake still made it flutter until this very second.

Did Marco have a hand when he was declared over-dosing on booze? El inside.

I don't know everything is still so vague in his mind, but he's so sure it's Marco, El couldn't possibly not recognize the man he's been with for almost 11 years, right? he's not that petty.

What exactly does that man want? Is not being dissatisfied hurting him and still continuing to roam around him? does the new status as a stepfather make the man forget himself?

After almost an hour of observing the room where he was treated, El finally found a TV remote that was like accidentally inserted under the sofa.

With a little struggle El managed to hold the black object, he impatiently turned on the TV and a second later immediately fell on the floor.

His head was throbbing violently, his breathing was hunting like a hand was suffocating so he had trouble breathing. The sound of the TV playing made him even more tormented

"Indonesia's top actress, Eleasha Halim was kidnapped by her fanatical fans which led to an accident in front of the cathedral. It is suspected that the actress tried to jump from the car, so that the fanatic can not control the steering, the car broke through the yard and hit 7 people who were standing in front of the cathedral"

"What exactly happened?" El muttered with tears, and a head that was pulsing violently.

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"What kind of empty "mong is this? Obviously there are witnesses who say that the one driving the car is a woman!! How could the one being arrested be a man?"

Kayden squeezed the white paper in his hand, feeling so angry that he wanted to kill people.

"The witness changed his statement, all agreed that the driver was a man, and the actress was sitting in the passenger seat."Obviously Jerome who is a cousin-in-law of the man.

"This is clearly a false statement, how could he immediately change his statement in just a few hours?"

Jerome breathed out "their statement was the same as the suspect's confession. Moreover, in the results of the blood test of the actress there is a sleeping drug content, there is a possibility that he was drugged by the suspect who was obsessed with the actress for a long time"

The man with the glasses showed several photos taken in the suspect's room which from corner to corner was filled with photos and posters of the actress.

"Sorry to say this, En. But the suspect is protected by the child protection Act, he is a minor. It is likely that he will be returned to his parents, so the prisoner is released or will only be sentenced to prison for a short time"

"Dangerous!!!!!" Kayden punched a nearby glass cabinet, injuring his right hand, soiling the white ceramic with drops of fresh blood.

"En please, your left hand has not even healed. Do you think Lana would be happy to see you like this?"

"Gw swore to make them especially the girl pay a price that was in accordance with Lana's life, and an insult to compensation for Lana's life. Who do they think can put a price on a life?"

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"But in my memory, that drive was me, Ed. How could he be the suspect...."

"No need for anything El. This is the best. After all, he wants without coercion"

The man named Ed rubbed El's back gently. Wishing his hugs and regular strokes could make this girl who has been his best friend since childhood feel comfortable.

"The compensation value is not small, the injured victim has received sincerely. There may be a heavy death toll left, but..."

El's heart was pounding, the girl clutching her great rumbling chest in fear that her heart might be able to escape from its place.

El unravels their embrace,

"there's a dead victim? What died was someone wearing a wedding dress?"

El squeezed his hands together and shook when he saw Ed nod his head, it was not a nightmare.

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"Where are you going Eleasha?!"

El looked at the woman who gave birth to him with a face wet with tears.

The girl was still wearing a hospital patient's shirt, her hands were still infused. His condition has not completely recovered. And the woman he called the mother came up with a nonsense.

"I'm tormented every night, I can't just sit around like everything's all right. It's like nothing, ma"

"Continue what? You want to admit everything? You want to make mom and dad shy? You don't think you're trying so hard to cover up all the mess you're making?"

More and more tears flowed down the beautiful face, "papa.." the girl muttered softly.

"My father died when I was a child. I don't have papa. That's what Mom said, right? Since when do I have papa? He's forever not my papa!!" The girl screamed while holding her head which started to ring.

"Be grown up El, you're 27. You're not a kid anymore. A long relationship does not always end one. If Marco chooses to marry Mom, it's fate"

"Destiny? " El laughed at that one word. Which destiny should he believe in? Fate for having a mother who is only 12 years different from him? Or the fate of a lover who last year just tied an engagement promise with him and has been together for almost 11 years instead choose to marry his own mother?

Or his latest destiny that took the life of someone even with his own unwillingness? Which one should he trust?

"You should sit quietly here until things subside, you should keep your mouth shut about this incident until forever. It's not just about you, it's about a lot of parties."

"Think about your mama and papa's reputation, think about your people too and of course think about the oma and opa that always thought you were the girl who couldn't even kill ants"

el's body slumped slowly, his legs no longer strongly supporting the weight of the body.

The girl fell on the cold floor, her heart so sick it was like she was on the cutting with the sharpest knife.

What should he do now? Is it with silence like her mother said everything will be fine?

What about his guilt?

"Don't think of dying, you have to remember the family's good name. Surviving and being quiet is what you have to do right now"

After saying that, the woman in her early 40s who was still charming and beautiful walked out of the room.

Leaving her only child who since she was born she always considered as her own sister.

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"I can't, Na. I can't live quietly with shadows if in fact I've called someone's life. I'm afraid, I feel guilty, every night I can't sleep, I can't sleep, even for 3 seconds eye gurantam."

El said with cheeks wet with tears.

Still with the patient's uniform and an infusion hose attached to her hand, the girl begged to try to persuade the manager to change her mind and help her to end the guilt that has been eating away at her ever since she knew the truth.

He must confess the truth.

Alena, the manager who has been with El since her debut as an actress, can only sigh and bite her lips, looking at El with a gaze that she can not do anything either.

everything happened so quickly, the bad news was heard on Saturday afternoon when she was meeting with a client for the actress' job, he could not go directly to the scene due to severe congestion and eventually went straight to this hospital where El was referred.

He doesn't know anything about the case handlers. She is only tasked with looking after El and making sure the girl does not act rashly and harm the career or life of the Actress, because the case has been handled well by the management and Marco, respectively, the former fiancee who is also El's stepfather contributed to the closure of the case.

"El you must calm down... Everthing is gonna be okay"

"No!!!!" the girl screamed "Nothing's okay, I've killed people and I can't pretend everything's okay!!"

"it's the best El, for everyone, for your career that you built from scratch, for your future as well"

Alena bit her lips, her voice trembled, she did not want to be the one standing against El at all. He wanted to stand by the girl who had been with him all these years, he wanted to support El with all the girl's decisions.

But this time he could do absolutely nothing.

The future of the girl, the future of the company and also the future and the people behind the girl depend all on the silence of El and all involved in the case.

"Builshit has no future for a murderer who pretends to be all right. Lo please tell me how can I live quietly, when the bad reality I can not get out of my head?!!" El screamed, roaring looking so tormented.

Alena approaches El, grabs the girl into her arms, trying to calm her down.

Because that was all he could do now, to protect the girl as well.

"lupain everything El, you definitely can. It takes time, but we'll always be there for you, El."

"Please think of the fans, the same opa oma, you can't fall, you know exactly who's behind you, who's been staring at you with pride all this time."

"I'm sorry to say that, but this time neither you nor I can do anything but forget the truth"

El's cry grew louder, he wept over his helplessness this time.Alena's words slapped him, making him realize that he wasn't alone in this world.

He had people he had to protect as well, even though it was to be paid with suffering from guilt for the rest of his life.

Meanwhile, behind the ward door of *V*VIP El, the figure of the man with glasses and a doctor's suit stood with trembling hands while holding the doorknob.

The man decided to pull the door slowly, so that it was closed so that the heartbreaking crying sound of El was not heard by anyone.

Let this Secret belong to those closest to the girl.

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