Dreams and Hope [POV: Andheera]
Episode 9 (What is your dream??)

The XXX Cinema Jakarta.

Andromeda was still intending on his little sister from afar, just in case something untoward happened. Andheera and Brian were ordering pop corn and drinks.

“we want to see what movie?” Ask Andheera because her senior brother had already bought her a movie ticket before she came.

“film Train to busan, about zombies that you must like, but the film is still 1 hour away, we take a walk for a while.” Brian gave drinks and pop corn to his former lover so that he could embrace Andheera without rejection from Andheera.

Seeing that scene, Andromeda who hid behind not far from his sister was, immediately felt a turbulent emotion in his heart, he did not accept if his sister was touched like that, he also intended to approach Andheera, and he did not accept that, but the unwanted thing happened to him, he got the call of nature that could not be bearable.

“aiish why I suddenly got a stomachache, is there something wrong with my breakfast this morning, uughh, it hurts so much, I can't stand the toilet where the toilet!!” no matter what else with Andheera, he ran to find a toilet while holding his stomach and butt.

Meanwhile, Keenan and Hyunjie just arrived at the cinema, Hyunjie immediately walked to the pop corn place to order, followed by Keenan who walked leisurely not far behind him.

“you want sweet or salty?” Ask Hyunjie while looking at the menu above.

“sweet, drink it cola aja, I have to go to the toilet first bun for a while.” without waiting for a response from hyunjie, Keenan immediately rushed to go to the toilet.

“aih, just got to the toilet.” His murmured while looking at Keenan's back for a moment before finally returning to his original goal.

***

In toilet.

When Andromeda came out because he had finished his business, he was talking to Keenan who was going to go into the toilet and passed him.

For a moment Andromeda was like remembering someone who was familiar to him, his face looks similar but his posture and appearance are completely different.

“eeyyy. There's no way he's that fat black guy, hhaha!! besides why is he here.” chirped when Keenan has entered the toilet, Andromeda again remembered his purpose is here, he rushed to find Andheera.

“where should I start looking?" andromeda murmured as he stared around so many visitors at the weekend that he was overwhelmed.

“what am I giving up on and waiting for him at home.” The bongsor man was very dilemma, until the vibration of his phone made him distracted, he reached into the phone in his jeans pocket to see what notification was on his phone. “email” muttered Andromeda then opened his email.

#hey! brother Medaa

do you miss me now?

because I miss you so much - _-

but it seems that for my sake for the time being I should focus on my education,

so I can't call you too often.

Just pray everything is smooth and when the semester breaks #, I'll see you#

- I Love You - I

Not until 1 minute his big smile was immediately engraved on Andromeda's lips, he was so happy that he forgot his purpose came here.

“waaah, did I really fall in love with this rude girl, I really never imagined if she was indeed my first love aahaaha.” Andromeda laughed to himself as he continued to stare at the screen of his phone, 3 seconds later he realized that many people had noticed him, feeling ashamed he walked away while covering his face with his hands.

***

It was almost evening, after being satisfied to watch, walk and eat, finally Andheera and Brian intend to end this fun day.

In Brian's car.

“this feeling came back, I don't think I have a history of heart disease, but why my heart sometimes beats faster than usual.” Inner Andheera while holding the top of her chest.

“you okay Andheera?” Brian asked worriedly who saw the girl sitting next to him suddenly clutching his chest with a face that looked in pain.

“aahh, I just feel my heart pounding faster than usual.” Andheera said

“you want to go to the hospital, we check ya?” brian was a little panicked.

“no , I'm fine now. “ said Andheera then lowered her hand from the top of her chest

“you sure?” brian's still worried about Andheera.

“iyaa, let's go home, I'm tired brother Brian.” does not want to talk anymore Andheera chose to close his eyes sign he did not want to be questioned again.

“well." Brian complied with Andheera's wishes, then refocused his gaze on the streets.

After 10 minutes of silence, Andheera suddenly opened her eyes as if she were reminded of something very important, she glanced sharply at Brian beside her.

“since when did Brian know Vivian?” Brian smiled at the question, not expecting the girl to remember his promise.

“Vivian must have told you about both parents.” Brian said make sure before starting his story.

“hmm.. they died of fire.“ Andheera response flat.

“iya, Vivian is too small to live in Cafe alone, so Kak Hani left Vivian for a while at the Orphanage. And that's where I met her, my house that used to be close to the orphanage where Vivian lived, and then Vivian moved when she entered Junior High she went with her rich grandfather.

***

That night, in Andheera's room.

After finishing cleaning his body, he went straight to the study table, Andheera took a diary from the desk drawer, as if there were so many things stuck in her heart she wanted to tell everything, but to whom, she said, Vivian is no longer by her side. Then he chose to pour out all his heart in the diary.

-haii Ray's.

How are you doing? I hope you're okay there.

I'm sorry I left without saying goodbye, I thought if I'd met you first, I'd never be able to leave,

I guess this is just an excuse, I just don't have the courage to face you.

But you know, all of a sudden I was imagining what if fate brought us back together.

What should I tell you, is it possible that we will be able to laugh together again or even like strangers.

All of this is also hard for me, I'm not in a state of being able to choose,

although I am very happy to be friends and spend a lot of time with you, there are things I need to protect here.

I'm sorry and thank you for coloring my dark days, and illuminating my every walk you also warmed my heart with your gentle demeanor.

In the next life, I promise If we meet again I will be better for you and will never leave you. –Take care of yourself.

***

The next day - Kirin school Jakarta.

During the break as usual Andheera always take a walk on the edge of the court while looking at his handsome senior brother playing basketball.

Sometimes he smiled at a senior who looked very handsome, for Andheera to see a handsome man is a nutrient that can charge his spirit.

Perhaps because too often watching Korean boy group MV, it has unknowingly affected the real life of the beautiful girl.

“hey! Andheera.“ greeting Brian who suddenly appeared before his face while holding thick books.

Brian is quite handsome with mature brown skin, his jet black hair is also a box smile that he has made the ciwi-ciwi can not be separated from the sweet charm.

Supported by its height reaching 185 cm, very high considering the majority of men in Indonesia only have a height of about 160 to 170 highest in general.

Even his body was no doubt because every day always exercising he had muscles and torn bread, he said, that is what makes him more admired and liked by many women in school until there is a club that contains fanatical fans of a Kimbrian.

But foolishly Andheera let go of this handsome man before her on the grounds that she was bored, too cliche to be an excuse.

But the truth is how many times the heart of Andheera anchored in the end he just stopped not to really stay. It was as if a punishment he had never felt a real feeling.

“hey! Andheera, (Brian flicking his palm right in front of Andheera's face looking dreamy) what do you think?” Ask Brian.

“ahh brian, (the girl finally woke up from her daydream) why so many brought books?” he added while scrunching his forehead.

“I have class 3 so have a lot to learn, you know, I'm not too smart so I have to try hard to get into Sevit University, my father's choice.” he explained.

“do not be too forced to follow all the will of the parents, because the one who lives it is us, are we not the ones who know better what we want, when they say dad has chosen the best path for you.

But..

Actually it's not for us, he just wants to be proud of himself in others, until finally we realize our youth has passed without a dream, you think we will be able to return?

It's impossible right, then after that happens who's to blame?

Of course we are not, who just keep silent do nothing.” As if being slapped so hard, Brian could only stand still while holding his thick books.

“hhahaha.. (Andheera laughs to melt the atmosphere)

what I said was too mature for a 16-year-old.

Sory... It seems I copied the sentence in the drama, brother Brian you want me to study in the library?” seeing Brian still unconscious, Andheera decides to withdraw Brian's hand walking towards the library without Brian's consent.

“impian?” Brian finally made a sound on his way to the perpus.

“iyaa, the very thing you want to do, choose your own path, although it is not as easy as the path chosen by your father.

But it's your dream the thing you really want to do, when you fall it won't hurt because you like it, you choose your own dream.” again Andheera's wide smile engraved with her thin lips makes Brian's heart feel very comfortable without consciously smiling carried away.

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