![Dreams and Hope [POV: Andheera]](https://pub-808a39b4257a4970ba241a999948d404.r2.dev/dreams-and-hope--pov--andheera-.webp)
“why can you.. still smile after what I've done to you over the last 1 year?” Vivian could not help but hold back the sadness as well as the regret in her heart.
“when you saw myself I ignored you, I left you, when you were always bullied and beaten up your body. hiksss.. and I just passed you by like that even I didn't report it to guru.” It was heard more and more clearly in Jerim's ears.
Jerim knew very well that at this time his character was being shrouded in such a deep sense of regret, even the sound of his stuffing was very painful making Jerim speechless, and could only let Vivian take out her grunts to completion.
“you should hate and abuse me Yerim, no. instead of smiling at me!” he continued to wipe away the tears that continued to flow rapidly.
Hearing Vivian's last words made Yerim think of his past.
3 Years ago.
In the XXX complex area, the elite complex located in south Jakarta, which is also the residence of the Alvharez family today.
More precisely on the edge of the basketball field, Yerim was watching someone's game on the court along with his school friends, he just fell silent while smiling occasionally towards one of the basketball players.
But it seems that someone who is noticed by him does not care at all about his presence, he continues the game to the end and makes the poor girl continue to wait with a bottle of mineral water that he holds.
“mau till when will you keep waiting for me?!” squealing a man who finally approached the poor girl on the edge of the room with a body that was filled with sweat.
“yaa.. until brother finished playing dong, hehe.” his response while laughing.
“you are too good or stupid!” ketusaknya as ruffled waist.
“ka.. sister why?
Drink first brother, brother thirsty right.” he said while giving a bottle of mineral water that had been grasped earlier on the man in front of him complete with a big smile that showed a row of neat and white teeth.
Bruukk!! the sound of a bottle of mineral water hit the asphalt so hard, when the man's stocky arm pulled the strong bottle held by Yerim to spill all the water in the bottle.
“you already know everything, don't you! if I'm not with you because I really like you, I'm just making bets with my friends, I'm just playing you Jerim!! so enough, stop pretending everything's all right.” He straightened his eyes towards Jerim.
“aku.”
Just now Jerim wanted to open his voice, but the man seemed to have not allowed Jerim to speak.
“I'm not a good man to you Yerim, I've been mean to you, don't you understand too!! why do you insist on taking everything well when you are so hurt?!
you should be able to curse me, be able to slap me whatever it is that makes your heart feel better, not just be quiet and let it all be so.”
“I'm fine with all that brother, because I know you didn't mean it that way, brother just being carried away.”
“no!
You think that by you acting like this I'll change my mind and come back to you?
you're making me sick!! I hate fools like you, who can never convey your emotions properly, you just keep them to yourself. You know, like that you just make the people around you look bad!”
***
“all right then, how about I curse you?
You wicked girl has no heart!” yerim said carefully afraid if his words even make Vivian's heart hurt.
Hearing that Vivian instead laughed lightly while wiping her tears that were relentlessly flowing down her two cheeks.
“you call that swear?” vivian's response felt that the sentence was not cruel enough for him.
“if the Pig is fat! An@#****!!”
“YAAK!” vivian jolt when the curse of Yerim has begun to develop, finally they both laugh together and then embrace.
Meanwhile from a distance, it appears Andheera is watching the full scene, making the corner of her lips slightly raised. It was undeniable that his heart was truly happy to see his two friends making up.
“you can breathe a sigh of relief now, because the girl will not go to prison, she will only be rehabilitated for a few months until she is completely healed.”
Suddenly his uncle came and stood beside him looking at the same thing as his nephew.
“ya, thanks for your help uncle.” He said then left.
“wait, you still owe me an answer Andheera!” exclaimed his uncle who kept clinging to Andheera.
“apa?” andheera responds while walking towards the hospital parking lot.
“that dog, did you really kill him?” Ask his curious uncle.
“ahh yes while you're talking about it, how about you take care of it?” andheera said, turning around for a moment to look at his uncle's face.
“care for?” repeat oliver as more confused with the meaning of Andheera's words.
“iyaa, the dog is in my dorm, I can't let him stay any longer because the youngest member in my group is allergic to dog hair.” Obviously while standing next to the car door waiting for oliver to press the button in the key that he was holding.
Beep..
Along with the end of the sound of the sound, both of them entered the car and immediately used a safety belt.
“so you kidnapped her?” Ask Oliver who still wants to talk about the dog while turning on his car and then start walking away from the parking lot of haneul hospital.
“at least I didn't kill him.” Legally.
“paman can't take care of him either, you think uncle is unemployed? you'll know for yourself how busy uncle.” is Her papar.
“ciih!” andheera turned her face behind the window.
“ahh. yes, because of our sudden meeting, uncle forgot to ask you how are you, and Andromeda.” He said as he glanced for a moment towards Andheera.
“as you can see, I'm fine.” His mouth without turning his head made his uncle shake his head with the cold attitude of his nephew.
“your sister?” added Oliver.
“he will be fine as long as there is no trigger,” the response is flat while still looking at the street outside from behind the uncle's car window.
“oke alright,
By the way, you will continue your studies in Korea, uncle has renovated the house to look like you want.”
“ya,” answer.
“then what about your agency? if you're just playing around you shouldn't have to start it.”
“itu.. is an inevitable mistake.” He said while recalling the incident when he was fooled by his own friend, making himself feel silly until he laughed unconsciously.
***
Even his day at dorm Yeji CS, it seems that some members are still in the living room enjoying a break after a day is not busy with school activities that are quite tiring, but also tiring, by watching tv and various snacks on the table.
When the dorm door suddenly opened, all eyes were on someone who was about to emerge from behind the door.
“finally you go home too.” chirped Yuna while chewing the snacks in her hand.
“hay.. brother dheera.. hacciiw!” greeting Ryujin with a sneeze ending that is quite jarring and makes Andheera a little surprised.
“i. yes. hay also.” Andheera returned Ryujin's greeting with a short wave of her hand.
“Yontann!” Andheera tries to call Denise's dog which has now become hers.
“ahh yes, sory yaa.. Your dog I gave it to Brian first, because Ryujin can no longer hold it so I put it temporarily on your friend.”
“how can?”
“tadi afternoon I took Yontan for a walk out because Ryujin kept sneezing, then I met Brian in the park, who would have thought he immediately liked Yontan and continued to invite him to play, so yes I asked her to help take care of Yontan in the meantime.”
“you .. is okay right?” yeji continued, looking at Andheera, afraid that his decision might make Andheera angry at him.
Instead of responding to Yeji's words, the girl turned around and walked towards the door, making her three friends look at each other in astonishment at Andheera's attitude.
“gawat nih, like Andheera angry tuh.” chirped Yoona.
“this is my fault, just try if I am not allergic.. hacciiww!” Ryujin felt very guilty complete with the look of his gloomy face.
***
In the loby dorm area that is more like an apartment, a special residence for trainne in BangQit agency.
Due to regulations that did not allow female trainne to visit male dorm trainne, Andheera decided to try calling Brian in the lobby and planned to meet him outside the dorm.
But several times Andheera tried to call her carib, the results were nil, her phone was not appointed, she may still be training at the agency or being outside, in the end he also tried to call one of the members of Namjoon CS who was none other than his own nephew.
The same thing Brian, it turns out Ben was very difficult to contact until the call to the 3rd time..
“halo..” greet someone in the phone who looks not like the voice of the original owner of the phone.
“Ben?” without further ado, Andheera asked the whereabouts of his nephew.
“ben is asleep, who is this?” The name on Ben's phone is Noona not Andheera's real name.
“Andheera, sis,” response.
“ahh kmu, sorry yes, I forgot to call Ben to you, what's up?
You need to talk to Ben, I'll wake you up.” He said while glancing for a moment at the name on the screen of Ben's phone.
“no need, takes a long time to wake him.” Prevent Andheera.
“hehe, yes also.” Yongi responded while laughing crisply.
“I just want to ask, is Brother Brian in dorm?” coined.
“no, since last afternoon he permission to go for a walk, until now still not back.” Evidently.
“road-path?” repeat Andheera while frowning.
“iya, said he went around the city park, wanted to meet his friends.” Added.
“ah so, alright, thanks.”
“ok” concluded then ended his brief conversation with Andheera.
***
After getting information about Brian's whereabouts, Andheera immediately rushed to go to visit Brian to the city park.
Still with a black hodie suit matched with black jeans, because Andheera did not have time to change her clothes. He has been wearing the same clothes since this morning.
Arriving at the city park.
He tried to walk around the park with an unrelenting look looking for a figure who had once been his lover.
Until his steps were stopped by a sight he had never imagined before.
Ja.. Andheera did find Brian was relaxing in front of a cafe, although there are still many empty places in the cafe, but because Brian was with an animal, he could only relax on the bench of the cafe provided outdoors.
The thing that makes Andheera surprised is, the figure of his childhood friend who also joined in the excitement at that time, and the beautiful girl who sat next to Keenan who was none other than the same girl.
The girl he first saw, when he managed to meet back with his childhood friend some time ago. Increasingly add to his belief if they are not just ordinary friends, but a special girl who can replace her position in the heart of the man.
Andheera also undoes his intention to meet Brian for a while, because he does not want to disturb the three of them together with his unexpected presence.
But when Andheera wanted to turn around, Brian who happened to be sitting at that moment leading to the position of Andheera standing he immediately tried to get up from his seat and intend to chase Andheera's departure.
“hey.. Where are you going?” keenan exclaimed as Brian tried to get up from his chair.
“while..” said Brian while bringing the dog named yeontan with him.
“dia went where the hell, really rushed.” Jiso grumbled as Brian started walking away from his desk.
Then the two were compact to turn the body, directing his body to follow where Brian went.
“who is it, her lover?” jiso murmured while narrowing his eyes because of someone Brian would meet quite far from his current existence.
“maybe, but not an idol can not date ya.” Keenan's response while again confirming his sitting position as the beginning which was then followed by Jiso.
“idol is also human, you think we can't be happy?” then he sipped his drink back.
“not so, Ahh already,
Oh yeah, you still haven't answered why didn't you pick me up at the hospital?” ask Keenan.
“you can go home by yourself right.” The answer.
“ciih!” Keenan snorted in annoyance.
“you don't need to drive me this weekend, I'm serious, for this time I just want to be alone.”
“so now you're an adult?
You're embarrassed if I see you crying later?” seduce Keenan while nudging Jiso's shoulder.
“kamvrett!!” aspat Jiso was complete with his cynical gaze.
“hahahaha!!”
***
“you're looking for Yeontan?” Ask Brian who ran small then managed to get ahead of Andheera.
“i just want to make sure it is aja.” He then bowed to stroke Yeontan's head complete with a happy smile, because he could see Yeontan back.
“Iya I heard Ryujin is allergic to dog fur, so I offered to take care of him for a while.” Reveal it.
“if for ever, can?” Andheera asked carefully as she stood up and looked at Brian's eyes, who was also staring at her.
“of course, for you what the hell can't!” the thrill while sharing his flagship smile box makes Andheera also smile at him.
“ahh yes you are with your friends right.” he said while trying to turn back, but 1 Brian's arm swiftly make Andheera's head back towards him.
Making Andheera confused about his attitude to frown.
“ammm. Yes I am with my friends, and I cannot introduce you to them, sorry.” Her papar.
“why?” Ask Andheera who is even more curious.
“ga nothing, anyway you can not meet him, we better go back to dorm aja yes, come on.” Invite him while pulling Andheera's arm and one arm to the other grasping the rope that binds to Yeontan's body.
“why the hell, why am I even more curious, is he handsome?!” Andheera tries to fill Brian by continuing to poke Brian's waist with his index fingers.
“engga really, he's ugly, still handsome Yeontan tuh.”
“ah brother Brian lied yes!! he must be very handsome hahaha.” god Andheera.
“you are, always obsessed with the face of a handsome man, there is no point in being handsome because in the end you will also age.”
“dener dong my guess, brother Brian's friend is handsome hahahaa!! introduce dong!!” the thrill was complete with a fake laugh that he made as if it were real.
“no, I will never introduce you to her. period!!!” he said steady then ended with curling the head of Andheera.
“hahahaaa. okay.. okay.. I give up, I won't ask to be introduced to her! release, pain tau!”
“watch out if you secretly follow me, in order to meet him.” Threatening Brian, meanwhile Andheera only responded with a fake smile.
“you don't have to worry, my story with her has been over since I chose to leave her, and now I won't be able to return to her.” Andheera looked at the night sky for a moment, as if trying to find tranquility in the darkness of the night.
***
Seriate…