Dreams and Hope [POV: Andheera]
Episode 19 (Stupid)

30 Minutes passed.

Vivian was feeling better, they lay back on the mat facing each other with Andheera's hand still tightly grasping Vivian's hand. Not long after Vivian's exhaustion finally fell asleep, Andheera slowly took off her hand, then looked at Vivian's face gently.

“at least you should be grateful that you have good memories with your mother.” muttered Andheera while removing some of the hair that blocked Vivian's face complete with a warm smile.

Andheera glanced at his hand, surprised that the cassa cloth had changed color to red, he hurriedly got up towards the sink to open the cloth casse, kassa, although he was grimacing a little in pain, he still tried to endure it.

Sure enough the stitches were reopened, Andheera saw her blood begin to drip into the sink, calmly throwing the blood-filled cassa cloth into the trash under the sink, then turn on the tap water to clean his palm, and lastly he walked casually towards the p3k box to just wrap it temporarily.

The girl glanced at Vivian for a moment while sleeping in her sleep, she smiled again as if she was looking at someone dear, her gaze filled with love.

A silent night accompanied only by the sound of the clockwork of the wall, the time showed at 11:30 pm, for a moment Andheera hesitated, but he also could not let his wound open for too long, if Vivian knew the wound was this severe until it had to be sewn Andheera would be in trouble.

If it was finished with only a long reprimand it would be better but what if Vivian left it again. That can't happen, ‘I'll meet him’ Think Andheera. He walked into the room to change his clothes back and intended to go to meet someone.

On the way, because the distance of the apartment with the person he will meet is not so far away, it only takes 20 minutes to walk. Andheera wore long training pants and a black hodie to cover her head while she put both arms in her pocket.

He continued to walk down the streets that seemed quiet only a few vehicles are still milling on the highway, while occasionally looking up at the sky.

As if he was missing someone very far away, he unconsciously smiled after a long time looking at the sky, his tears dripping down his cheeks. His steps began to feel heavy, his legs were shaking, Andheera could only clench both hands to strengthen herself and keep trying to walk.

11 Years ago, a few days before the accident.

“MAMAA!” yelling andromeda who ran from the outside while holding the paper, meda wanted to show it to Hyemi who was sitting watching TV.

“iyaa what is it, do not run around later fall dear.” said her mother complete with a soft tone of a mother in general.

“My value is mah, I got 10 more!!” with pride and happiness Andromeda showed a paper back, Hyemi's big smile emanated in her face, a warm and sincere smile that Andheera never got from her.

Hyemi immediately embraced Andromeda with her gratitude for having a very smart son. While from the top floor of Andheera stood near the barrier fence with a flat gaze he continued to pay attention to the togetherness of Mother and her older brother.

“mama is very proud of you dear, (Hyemi took off her arms and then held Andromeda's face and kissed her forehead and cheeks affectionately)

because I was born as my son, thank you. thanks meda.” Hyemi hugged Andromeda tightly while rubbing her back head.

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Continued yesterday episode, guys.

JGGGEERRRRF.. ZZzzzrrrschh.. JGggeeerrrrrr.r.r.r.r.l thunderous sounds started the rain in the middle of the night, finally the sky lowered its water along with Andheera's tears that he could no longer bear, the tears flowed so swift, so swift, andheera's sobs broke and sounded heartbreaking in the silence of the night.

Recalling his past made Andheera's defense collapse, his legs drooped limp he was rested on the sidewalk, the poor girl could no longer hold it, yes.. Andheera let her emotions overflow along with the increasingly loud cries.

“I can also feel pain.” Andheera shrieked while covering her face with elbows that seemed to tremble with cold, cold, plus the wound on Andheera's left open hand made the blood flow again soaked his hand.

The pain in his left hand was not comparable to the wound in his heart that was deep enough to make him never forget, maybe in his lifetime. Until now he did not understand the reason why his mother hated him, as Vivian who could not find the reason for her grandfather who hated her father so much.

“Hhuuuu.. Hiksss..Hikksssss.how you treated me, but I still miss you. maa, Hikksssssssss!! Do you know that?!!” Andheera no longer cared about all the things around him he let his weak side out and controlled himself on this dark night.

***

Somewhere else.

The Andheera Apartment, although still feeling sleepy but his thirst beat the beauty of Andheera that morning, he also walked to the kitchen with a lazy step while occasionally still yawning and scratching his head.

His gaze was immediately fixed on the Stiky Note attached to the refrigerator door that contained.

- I've already told Kak Meda you'll be staying at my place for a few days.

- I'll help you so you can get a repeat of the history, instead you have to accompany me tomorrow for a full day at the comic shop.

I've cooked for you.

Andheera smiled faintly after reading all the messages from her friend, then opened the fridge door to pick up a bottle of mineral water. Sure enough he spent 1 bottle of drink in a few seconds, like already exercising in a dream girl so thirsty.

Having already woken up difficult to go back to sleep, Andheera decided to change her clothes with a sports suit.

He wore short training pants and Hodie in black his favorite color, complete with handsfree that has lent in both ears, he played hip hop genre songs to add to his spirit of exercise.

As usual Andheera also covered her head with her hood, then she tied her shoelaces tightly before starting to run so as not to easily escape.

***

SMA Kirin School Jakarta's.

Not long Anha came and sat down there,

“hay, Vivi.” said Anha then issued a history book intending to read the book along with vivian but her gaze was disturbed on Vivian's face which saw many bruises.

“hmm,” vivian response still trying to focus.

“your face why is bonyok that?” Ask Anha worried.

“entah, early in the morning when I woke up my face was like this.” muttered without taking his eyes off the book, Anha astonished strange answer from Vivian.

“hay Vivi, Anha, want bread, still warm nih uuhhhh wanginyaa.” say hello Yerim who just came 5 minutes before the bell entered, he immediately walked to Vivian and Anha's table to share the bread he brought from home, apparently Vivian could not bear the fragrant aroma of the bread of Jerim.

Finally Vivian was tempted and put the history book and switched to eating the bread brought by Jerim. Seeing Vivian who was tempted by the smell of bread, while Anha put her bread in a bag to eat later in the afternoon.

“huuh.. hhaaah.. panasss.” his mouth overheated as he directly devoured his bread without being blown.

Suddenly Anha glanced at Vivian, she laughed at Vivian's behavior, which was like a dog that was sticking out her tongue due to heat.

“aduuhh you've told me the bread is still hot!” jerim hurriedly took a bottle of drinking water in his bag and gave it to the overheated dog. 

“hau wiang hanat huhan hanas!!” muttered Vivian before drinking a drink from Yerim.

“really, I think warm and hot are the same.” he said innocently without a guilty face.

“whispers anyway just eat bread too.” muttered Anha who then turned her attention to see 2 silly friends.

“oiia, I have not seen Andheera, 2 minutes bell in.” while circling his gaze around the classroom but do not find Andheera anywhere.

“dia's sick, ffuuuuhh...fuuuhh.” Vivian replied as she blew her bread.

“yoora too?” Yerim had just realized that the friend next to his stool also did not exist.

“dia to teacher's room.” Vivian replied full of patience.

“sick what, need to see?” timbrung Anha asked again still not finished talking to Vivian.

“no need.” replied Vivian again while enjoying the bread that is not too hot.

“hah? Why not need?” Jerim forgets about Joora and turns to talking about an ailing Andheera not attending school.

“dia will love it.” Vivian said as she chewed on her bread.           

“why, if it was me, I would be so happy if many of my friends were attentive,” Yerim said looking confused.

“dia isn't like you.” Vivian.

“iya anyway, he is very difficult to approach, I was confused how can you be friends with him,” babble Anha then refocused on the history book.

“what am I like?” Yerim continued to ask but this time ignored by Vivian, she preferred to spend her bread quietly.

***

The Andheera Apartment, when he was going to get out of his apartment elevator there was already a woman waiting in front of the elevator to enter the elevator that had just been climbed by Andheera.

The woman is none other than Hyunjie the figure of the future mother continued Andheera who is now the lover of her father Reza Alvarez.

The two of them were sitting in front of the elevator without knowing each other, Hyunjie who looked exhausted due to his night shift, he did not pay much attention to Andheera's face plus the hood that covered the head and half of Andheera's face.

It's just that the fragrance of Andheera that is so attached to the smell of Hyunjie, making his body instantly refreshed by inhaling the aroma of the fusion of fruit and flowers, making his body instantly refreshed, Hyunjie turned around while sniffing the fragrant aroma of the parfume as if to follow him but the elevator door was closed.

In the elevator Hyunjie re-awakened because the fragrance had disappeared.

“hmmm.. “ia sighed and leaned against the elevator wall while folding both hands over her chest.

“seems like I once smelled that unique perfume, but where is it.” murmur still imagines the fragrance of a girl's parfume with her earlier.

Outside the apartment not far from where Andheera was standing, he saw his father's car that had just left, he frowned because he did not understand why his father was in front of his Apartment.

Not wanting to care too much about it, Andheera prefers to continue her original plan of running in the morning. He took his first step slowly then added his speed along with the distance that was getting farther from his apartment.

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