
The atmosphere in the living room had begun to calm down, and Zia's brother-in-law was busy playing a mobile phone, after having a small chat together.
It seems like Zia's sister-in-law and sister-in-law are tired of commenting on Zia, which until now there have been no signs of pregnancy. They look indifferent, preferring to discuss other things about their business and everyday life.
"I'll play with them first, yes" Pamit Gavin told Zia. He pointed to his three nieces who were playing with toys bought by Zia.
Zia only nodded small, not forgetting her pure smile that was perfectly fluffy.
When Gavin arrived, the three of his guns attacked Gavin with punches and hugs. Apparently Gavin surprised the three children who were seriously playing it. Until they attack Gavin.
Gavin's crisp laughter ripped Zia's heart apart, her eyes began to glaze over - the glass holding back tears.
It is so difficult to be a wife who has not fully provided happiness for her husband.
"Until when do you want to make Gavin lonely Zi," Ambar's mama's voice choked, breaking Zia's daydream that sliced through the heart. Zia turned her head weak, afraid that she would get hurt even more by hearing her mother-in-law's words after this.
"You see, Gavin misses a child a lot. He's so happy playing with his nephew." Down again. Mama Ambar stared at his second son who had not been gifted by a child.
"Aren't you looking out for Gavin.? To your mother and father-in-law," Not only did Zia's eyes look glassy, apparently Ambar's mother also began to look glassy.
"The more days we get older Zi. We just wanted to see Gavin have a child,, "" Clear circles dripping from the middle-aged woman's skin, whose face had begun to wrinkle with age.
The grim sadness was increasingly evident on his vulnerable face.
"I'm sorry Zia mah, we've tried, but God hasn't put his trust in us,,"
Zia looked down weakly. He also did not know what to do at this time, as if they did not understand his feelings which were also destroyed.
Every married woman wants to have children. But when we have prayed and tried but God has not given it, we as ordinary people can what.?
"Allow Gavin to remarry Zi. Maybe Gavin could have a daughter with another girl,,"
Her mother-in-law's words were like thousands of daggers that had slammed into Zia's heart. His world was dark for a moment. His eyes and ears no longer function. Zia nailed in a miserable state, with a tightness in her clenched chest.
The heart of which wife is not broken, when her mother-in-law asks permission to marry her husband to another woman. Only women who had no heart, did not feel the destruction that Zia felt.
Patience - patience of a wife, as well as her dedication as a wife, may not be willing to let her husband marry again.
"Why can mom talk like that. Mama is also a wife, how can you make me in honey," Zia's voice trembled, she slightly hardened her already choked voice.
The atmosphere in the living room grew increasingly quiet, both Gavin's sister and brother, staring at Zia with astonished gazes. Since then they have not heard the chatter of Zia and Ambar's mother. Suddenly they saw Zia had shed her tears.
"Don't be selfish Zi, don't be selfish about your feelings, you shut down our happiness,,"
"It should be Gavin and we are happy with the presence of a child," said Mama Ambar, his words were getting higher. Zia was getting crushed to hear it. Her mother-in-law was too cruel in hurting Zia's heart.
"Why was I the only one to blame.? Why is it as if I can't have a descendant,,!"
The cry of Zia Semain broke. His heart was already torn to shreds with immense pain.
Hearing the commotion and crying of his wife, Gavin immediately went to them. He looked confused to see his wife and mother crying.
"Because Gavin is normal, and usually the location of the problem is in the womb," said Mama Ambar did not want to lose.
"Mom think I'm not normal.? My womb is fine too. I'm not a barren woman.!" Furious Zia. Her patience is over, her mother-in-law's speech has crossed the line. He just kept blaming Zia for this.
"Well, Zia.! Enough.!" Gavin.
"How many times have I told you, don't talk about this anymore.!" His impact.
Gavin is tired of discussing problems that have never been solved until now.
"Had it, don't keep pushing them. We just pray that they will be given a child as soon as possible," Papa Rudi mediated, his wrinkled hands rubbed his wife's back.
"Their marriage has been running 4 years of merit, what's wrong if mama urges them.?"
Mama Ambar seems not satisfied to wake Zia so that her daughter-in-law will slightly succumb to their happiness.
"We came here to meet and gather with you, not to debate this matter anymore mah." Gavin looks very tired of being in this kind of situation. He was tired of hearing debates that never had a meeting point.
"Please don't discuss this matter anymore," he pleaded.
Gavin lowered his head, grabbed Zia's shoulder and asked her to stand up.
"Zia must rest" Gavin told everyone in the room.
Zia kept silent with her eyes down, she was walking nonchalantly beside her husband.
His tears had not yet subsided, still continuing to drip from his eye sashes
Gavin took Zia to the room, sat her down by the side of the bed. The man sat down beside his wife.
"I'm sorry mama Zi said," Gavin clasped Zia's hand, rubbing it gently as if giving strength to his wife's wounded heart.
"I have forgiven him dozens of times. But mama still hurt my feelings," Zia pulled her hand from Gavin's grasp, then wiped her cheeks.
"Mama has gone too far. How could you ask me for permission to marry you to another woman.!" Zia was full of anger.
Zia never thought if her mother-in-law had any thoughts of making Gavin have 2 wives.
"Why do they keep blaming me.?! Why am I the only one to blame for this.?!"
Zia's words were rising. This was the first time he had spoken in such a high tone to Gavin. Zia's patience had already crossed the line, she was no longer able to contain her anger.
"They all know that there is no problem with us, everything is good and normal, but why do they keep cornering me.!!" His impact.
Zia felt that all this was unfair to her. They always assume that he who can not have offspring.
Gavin says nothing, he pulls Zia and takes her into his arms. That only made Zia sob again.
The beautiful woman was tired of being blamed continuously. He was tired of being patient, tired of apologizing. And tired of living his household life which is now not as happy as before.
Zia pushed Gavin's chest, breaking free from his embrace. Zia looked at Gavin with sadness that could no longer be expressed with words.
"We better end this marriage, ", Zia said firmly.
"You can marry another woman after this, because I don't want to be honeyed, '" Zia said, holding back the crowd
Gavin rounded his eyes, the man looked shocked.
"What are you talking about.?! I'll never end our marriage Zi." Gavin.
"You know I love you Zi so much, how could I possibly let go of you for the sake of another woman,,"
"I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I don't know how Zi, who was in my mind at the time, just wanted to have a child. But I never thought about ending our marriage,,,"
Gavin again grabbed Zia's hand, this time he grasped it tightly. He looked at Zia with deep eyes full of love.
"I beg you never to think about ending our marriage. We will fight even harder," Gavin said sincerely.
Zia immediately squandered her husband's embrace with haru feelings.
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