Don't be my Destiny Fox
Nania's Awakening

Gavin seemed to be breathing heavily. He felt confused to respond to Zia's wishes which could possibly worsen the state of their household.

Calming yourself by separating homes is not the solution.

"Don't be like this Zi. It is not the right decision if you choose to leave. 3 months is not a short time Zi," Gavin said softly.

"How about we go on vacation.? We can be out of the country for 1 month." Gavin makes a suggestion that he thinks it's better than having to part ways with Zia.

"Vacation cannot be used to calm down. I need time to think well - both the decisions I'm going to make."

"Because for now I don't know whether to endure insults or retreat with destruction."

Zia shed her tears, but soon she wiped them off. The woman did not want to look more fragile in front of Gavin.

"Don't even think of retreating Zi, I won't let you off at any time."

Gavin pulls Zia, taking her into his arms which feels so warm and comfortable for Zia.

The beautiful woman hugged Gavin tightly, unable to give up this warmth and comfort for another woman.

"Only 1 month, I let you stay in the apartment. But just to calm your mind, not to make any decisions. Because whenever I'll never end our household Zi,,"

In the end Gavin relented, allowing Zia to leave the house.

Zia instantly loosened her embrace, slightly rewinding her face to stare at Gavin.

"But mas,,,"

"No but - tapi Zi. You agree or I won't let you out of this house." Gavin.

Zia looks doubtful. Though the purpose of living in an apartment is not just to calm down. But so that she and Gavin can be the same - just thinking about what steps they will take for their household in the future.

If Ambar's mother is still obsessed with wanting to have Gavin's granddaughter and continues to urge Gavin to marry another woman, Zia has no choice but to let go of Gavin.

Zia raise her hand when it comes to heredity. Because as a human being he can only try and pray. The rest of Zia can only rely because only God has the will on whom to give offspring.

So far they have been doing various ways to present the baby in their midst, but have not yet produced results.

They are not unwilling to try again, but trying various ways to program pregnancy only makes both of them more stressful because thinking about the results that always fail.

"You mind.?" Ask Gavin because Zia is still daydreaming.

"Then don't try - try to leave this house Zi," Gavin released his hand from Zia's waist, intending to go to the room. But Zia held back her steps.

"Yes, it's okay for only 1 month. Right now I really want to calm down, mas,,"

Zia looks very depressed and stressed at the moment. He kept thinking about the insults and requests of Ambar's mother.

His common sense is closed with all the bad possibilities that will happen in his life later, if in the end he is no longer able to maintain their household.

Again - again Gavin could only sigh heavily. Although he had granted Zia permission, Gavin still objected to Zia's decision to stay separated for a while.

"Guide what you'll bring, I'll take you to the apartment tonight. I want to rest first," said Gavin flat with tightness in the chest that was difficult for him to reveal to Zia.

Gavin passed by without seeing Zia first.

Zia looks sad staring at Gavin's departure. The woman realized that Gavin was disappointed with the decision he had taken. But right now Zia had no other choice. At least rarely see Gavin, Zia will not continue to think about the words of Ambar's mother who asked Zia to allow Gavin to remarry.

Because if he keeps seeing Gavin, he'll get sicker and sicker at the thought of separation.

At the moment Gavin is only giving him a chance to win himself. Zia did not know what the fate of her household would be like if there was no decision they had taken.

In the end Zia who continues to feel pain due to the attitude of Ambar's mother.

...**...

When entering the room, Zia's bead was directly fixed on Gavin who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. Zia knew that Gavin was not asleep.

He could clearly see Gavin's handsome face that looked chaotic.

"I'm sorry, mas" said Zia. The decision to live in an apartment was a wrong one. That made Gavin look disappointed. Yet there was nothing else that Zia needed right now other than the calmness of her heart and soul.

Gavin immediately opened his eyes, he had not slept because he thought about the fate of his household that had to fall apart due to the intervention of his parents.

"Here," Gavin patted the empty side beside him, asking Zia to come lie there.

Without thinking much, Zia went straight up to the bed. He stretched out his body and put his head on Gavin's big arm.

Gavin gently rubbed Zia's head, then landed a kiss on the top of her head.

"I should be the one apologizing Zi. I have failed to maintain the harmony of our household. I hurt your feelings, and so did my family who kept blaming you."

"I'm really sorry for that Zi,,"

Gavin said sincerely.

She hugged Zia tightly, as if afraid of losing such a perfect woman in her eyes.

Gavin's words made Zia cry. He was both wounded and wounded. If only the Gavin family never had a problem about heredity, surely at this time Gavin is still happy and well - fine.

Gavin's parents should have limited themselves to not getting too involved in their household problems. Especially about the child which is a sensitive thing for a wife.

As a parent, you should be able to give support and encouragement. Not even the opposite by dropping Zia's mentality by insulting and cornering her. Especially to tell Zia to want to allow Gavin to remarry just because Zia never gave a grandchild to him.

"I've forgiven you." Zia Sahut. He further buried his face in Gavin's chest.

"Good love,,"

"What do you want to bring to the apartment.? Let me help you clean up." Ask Gavin. He had already accepted Zia's decision. Gavin realizes that some not the last Zia has experienced psychic shocks due to his cold attitude and his family's insults. Maybe this is indeed the best way to restore Zia's heart and mind to calm down.

Zia developed a smile, a priceless thing to have Gavin by her side.

Although it was cold to him, but Gavin the person who had been giving happiness to him.

Gavin's figure is not only as her husband, the good man can also play as an older brother, friend and parent for her.

"No need to mas. I just need some clothes and bring my laptop." Zia refused Gavin's offer gently.

"The clothes over there I can still wear," the sky.

"Well, I slept for a while. Wake me in 2 hours,,"

Zia nodded, then got off the bed. He doesn't want to interrupt Gavin's break. The man must have been tired after driving.

Especially yesterday when in the villa, Gavin slept late at night because he kept spurring himself on Zia's body.

Zia arranged some clothes that she would bring.

Although there are doubts about staying in the apartment, Zia's decision is already unanimous. The woman needs calmness to be able to continue her life normally without feeling depressed by the problems she is facing.

Sometimes we do need to calm down when there is a big problem that hit, not because we want to avoid, he said, but to protect the heart first so that there is still a heart left to return to face the problems that exist.

For Zia, wherever God will bring the destiny of her household, it means the best for her.

Living with or without Gavin for good, Zia's life will go on despite having to tread on sharp pebbles. That would be difficult and painful for him.

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Mon maap, until here melow continue the story 😅 may on a strong heart reading until Zia's sadness becomes happy.

Life is not just about happiness.