Don't be my Destiny Fox
You Don't Remember?

In life, we as humans can only plan and strive to achieve what we already want.

The proverb says 'No effort betrays results', but believe me if God does not want it, then no matter how much effort we do will not produce results.

But there is no wasted effort, because God will see what your seriousness in achieving that desire through the effort you do.

As is the case with the current household of Zia and Gavin. I do not know how much effort they have made to get offspring, but indeed God does not want life in the womb of Zia.

They can only rely and surrender at this time. They've tried, maybe it's time for them to be patient. Be patient in waiting for the presence of the baby, be patient in undergoing this test, and be patient in defending his household.

Now Zia and Gavin's patience is tested.

After dinner, Gavin escorts Zia to their apartment. Apartments that they only occasionally occupy if you want to enjoy a different atmosphere.

Both go inside. Although rarely occupied, this apartment is always clean because it is always cleaned every 2 weeks by workers in their homes.

Gavin drags Zia's small suitcase into the main room.

"Tonight I'll show you," Gavin said as he entered the room.

He does not ask permission, but rather tells Zia that he will spend the night in the apartment to accompany Zia tonight.

Although she actually disagreed, Zia still nodded her head.

At least if his household and Gavin are forced to end soon, he and Gavin still have a beautiful story before they split.

Being married for the past 4 years, 5 months was the toughest problem for Zia. In the past, the household was never peppered by the slightest problem. Yes, as long as their lives are fine. Could it be that the big problems that befall them are a sign of the end of their story.?

Now Zia is giving up her destiny to God. Even if later he and Gavin have to separate, Zia hopes there is still happiness out there that she usually gets apart from Gavin.

...***...

Zia wriggled softly, the first sight she saw upon waking up was the handsome face of her husband who was still asleep. Gavin kept hugging her all night, making Zia feel sorry for having to let Gavin sleep alone for the next 1 month.

Zia slowly removed Gavin's hand from her waist, then shifted away to get off the bed.

The beautiful woman picked up her clothes and those of Gavin scattered on the floor.

The two had just had a night of love. The night that Zia and Gavin never missed, except when Zia was lost.

"What do you want Zi,,?" Gavin's hoarse voice stopped Zia's steps. The woman immediately covered her innocence with the clothes on both hands.

Zia turned around, looking at Gavin who was awake by sitting on the side of the bed bare-chested and wearing only d*lam pants.

"You took a bath."

"You guys to the restaurant from here.?"

Zia tried to close the 2 sensitive objects perfectly. The woman was afraid to make Gavin excited again when she saw both of his things.

"Yes, I went straight to the resto after this,,"

Gavin was in bed from his seat, walked up to Zia and immediately raised his wife's body.

"Bas.!" Pekik Zia's. Both hands reflect in a necklace to Gavin's neck, making the clothes fall on the floor.

"Mandi together," whispered Gavin as he stepped into the bathroom. Zia simply abides by Gavin's wishes.

...**...

Before leaving the apartment, Gavin first hugs and kisses Zia on the forehead. Not to forget, he also melu**t short lips of his wife who always makes him opium.

"I'm leaving first. Call me if you need anything." Gavin rubbed Zia's cheek gently.

"Don't get out of the apartment too often," she told Zia. The man is only worried that Zia will look for happiness out there after he and his family take Zia's happiness.

Zia nodded obediently.

"Yes, um,,"

"Heart on the road,,"

"Hemm," said Gavin, throwing a smile.

He came out of the apartment, Zia could only wave her hand as she continued to stare at Gavin who was slowly starting to disappear from her eyes.

"How will the fate of our household later mas," said Zia cirih. His heart was like in a crumb every time he thought about the fate of his household who did not know what it would be like.

If only Ambar's mother had not interfered too far to insult him repeatedly, even asking Zia to allow Gavin to remarry. Perhaps Zia would not experience this kind of painful pain.

Zia wiped away her tears that just dripped away. Each tear contained thousands of wounds.

The woman tried to smile, trying to strengthen herself which was becoming more and more fragile.

The sound of crying and whining of children made Zia not enter the apartment.

Zia turned to the source of the voice that was on the right side of her apartment.

"Sister David," murmured Zia.

Zia sees David and Ciara, also middle-aged women who are trying to calm Ciara in her arms. The woman who looks like baby sitter Ciara.

"Papa has to work, baby. I promise you'll be home soon." David rubbed Ciara's head repeatedly. He looks anxious to see Ciara who continues to cry, while the men can not invite Ciara because they have to attend an important meeting outside the city.

Ciara's cry made Zia's instincts lead her closer.

"Beautiful morning," Sapa Zia was friendly. Ciara immediately turned her head, she stopped crying when she saw Zia.

"Gorgeous aunt," said Ciara. Zia smiled waving at Ciara.

"Zi, are you here.?" Ask David.

Zia nodded kindly.

"I'm in the apartment next door. It looks like brother David is a new resident," said Zia.

Zia and Gavin have been buying this apartment for a long time, and know that the next apartment is not David.

"Ah yes, we just moved 3 months ago," said David. Zia nodded her head a few times.

"Why Ciara.?" Ask Zia politely.

"Cia wants to join papa aunt,," Ciara already answered Zia's question. The little boy will cry again.

"Cia's a little fussy today. She was hot last night because yesterday was too excited for the holidays."

"So don't want to stay at work,,"

David looked at the luxurious watch that was on his wrist. It seemed that he did not have much time to persuade Ciara not to go along with him.

"Just get up, let Cia be with me," Zia said without seeing David. Zia focused on looking at Ciara.

"Ciara want to play with aunt.? Ciara likes to play what.?" Ask Zia with a style of speech made like a child to attract Ciara's attention.

"You aunt. Cia likes to play Barbie doll and make up," Sahut Ciara enthusiastically.

"Okay, if so we play now. Papa Cia let me work first," Zia took Ciara from the baby sitter sling.

"Okay aunty."

"Bye Papa,, be careful on the road," Ciara said with a cheerful smile. David silently looked at Ciara who easily collapsed with Zia. There was no drama to persuade Ciara.

"Wait what else, brother.? It's late." Zia's voice made David flinch.

"Don't worry, let me take care of Ciara."

"I'm free today," Zia explained kindly.

David smiled widely, slightly glazed - the glass stared at the two beautiful women before him. It feels touched to see his son can be that close to the woman he just met 2 times.

"There's plenty of Zi, sorry to bother."

"I'll be right back,,"

David brought his face closer, making Zia reflect back.

His heart almost slipped, thinking David would kiss him. Apparently the man kissed both cheeks Ciara alternately.

"Papa go first, baby. Don't be naughty well,,"

David passed from before Zia and Ciara.

"Aante,,,

"Tante,,, Come on,,,"

Ciara repeatedly called out to Zia.

Apparently the woman was daydreaming. He thought about Gavin. Somehow his heart was so slashed because it could not give happiness to Gavin, like the happiness felt by David for having Ciara.

"Do I have to let you go, mas,,,"

Zia murmured in the heart. Zia feels guilty for not giving a child to Gavin.

...***...