Don't be my Destiny Fox
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Zia was accompanied by Mr. Hadi, entered the hospital building to visit Papa Rudi and meet Gavin.

Although Papa Rudi is only his father-in-law, but Zia's concern for him is the same as when Zia worries about her parents.

So kind and caring Zia to both parents Gavin, because always assume they are a substitute for his parents.

Gavin exited the room they had rented to stay there in order to keep an eye on Papa Rudi.

Gavin was about to catch up with his wife who had just arrived at the hospital.

To be honest a little worried about letting Zia travel far in a young pregnant state, but Gavin could not forbid Zia to visit Papa Rudi.

The two carved smiles as they were met in the corridor. Gavin walked quickly, approached Zia and then pulled her in his arms.

He missed his wife too much, wanting to hug her in a state of almost broken heart.

At least by hugging Zia, he could feel a sense of calm for a moment.

Because of the worry and anxiety his heart could not subside before seeing Papa Rudi's condition improve.

"Mas," Zia said in a choked voice.

Zia seemed to normally feel the destruction that her husband was currently feeling.

Gavin's hug was so tight, it felt so heartbreaking. Zia knows that Gavin is in need of a backrest and someone can make him strong.

When it comes to the lives of parents, all children will definitely feel the destruction. Not looking at women or men. Because they are true, they have the same heart.

"You have to be strong for Mama. Mama will be even more sad when she sees her children are fragile. Because you're the source of Mama's power to face this ordeal." Zia said as she rubbed her husband's back to provide calmness.

"Right now only do'a can we give to Papa. You also have to believe that Papa can get through the hard times."

Zia carefully gave advice and encouragement to Gavin.

Zia realized, saying all that was easy, but not easy to run if in that position.

Gavin let go of his embrace, his hands directly cupped Zia's cheeks, then reviewed a wide smile.

"I will be strong as long as you are beside me" Gavin said in a tone of praise.

Zia smiled, feeling happy because Gavin could smile widely even though he knew his heart was worried.

"Then I'll accompany you all the time here." Said Zia enthusiastically. She also wants to be with her mother-in-law who currently also needs the spirit of the people around her.

"Don't make it up, it's not good here for our baby," Tegur Gavin disagreed.

Gavin lowered his head, landing a kiss on Zia's stomach as he rubbed it slowly.

"But Mas, I want to, too,,"

Zia's words were cut by Gavin.

"Darling, you also have to take good care of our baby. So don't linger long in the hospital, what else to stay here." Gavin said.

"There's a hotel near here Mas, we can stay there right.?"

"I don't think our baby wants to be far away from his Daddy." Zia begins to persuade Gavin by making their child her reason.

"REally.?" Ask Gavin enthusiastically. His eyes until sparkling. Zia nodded quickly.

"Even last night I had trouble sleeping again, he'd want to be in his Daddy's arms."

Zia puffed out her stomach, rubbed that stomach and stared sadly.

"All right, I'll think about it later."

Gavin began to consider Zia's wishes and opinions, because to be honest he was also not calm leaving Zia for too long.

****

Gavin and Zia head for the ICU. The feeling that was not too worried, now feels more and more awkward after staring at the room.

Moreover, in front of the room there was Mama Ambar who was standing at the door while peering through a small glass.

Whose heart would not be troubled to see that pitiful sight.?

Zia knew exactly how her mother-in-law felt.

"Well," call Zia Iirih.

Mama Ambar seems slow to respond to Zia's call. His chaotic mind made him unable to concentrate on the surroundings.

"Zia," said Mama after turning her head.

Mama Ambar's eyes are very puffy and red. Like crying long enough.

Zia hugged Mama Ambar. Rubbed his back repeatedly without saying anything. Zia just wanted to make herself a place of support for her mother-in-law.

Not long after, Mama Ambar's cry sounded broken. Zia could feel her mother-in-law's body shaking.

"Mom can cry until you feel calm."

"I know it's not easy, because I've been in a position like this."

"I kept crying until the water would no longer flow, it might have run out because I cried for too long."

"It felt a little calm after crying, but my crying had no effect on their condition."

"So I stopped crying and began to pray do'a for their recovery."

"While we cannot resist destiny, at least we have tried to change it by praying."

Slowly the cries of Mama Ambar began to weaken. His body was no longer trembling either.

Zia could only feel Mama Ambar's heavy breathing. Keep doing it over and over again until it gets calmer.

Mama Ambar let go of her embrace. He looked at Zia with a difficult look to explain.

"I'm sorry Mama," she said sincerely. Mama Ambar grabbed Zia's hand and held it.

"Mama's mistakes are too big, an apology may not be worth what you've done to her, even if she says sorry to you all the time."

Mama is full of regrets.

Zia who had been there for him every time was in a state of slump, but ever broken her heart just because she never got pregnant.

Had it not been Zia, maybe the apology from Mama Ambar would not have been easy to accept.

"I've forgiven Mama,,"

Zia carved a sincere smile. Zia understands the lack of human beings whose place is wrong and wrong.

Although forgiving is hard, but putting hatred and revenge on someone will only destroy themselves.

...****...

"Mama sure you don't want to come with us.?" Ask Zia.

He asked that 3 times. She invited her mother-in-law to take a break at the hotel, but Mama Ambar continued to refuse on the grounds of not wanting to leave her husband.

"You guys, Mama's gonna sleep in the next room. After all, there is Sari who accompanies Mama."

Mama glanced at her housekeeper who just arrived 1 hour ago.

He deliberately told Sari to come with him and bring change of clothes and other equipment.

"Yes, we went to the hotel first." Gavin.

"Don't forget to call me if there's anything."

Mama Ambar nodded.

Gavin and Zia rushed to the hotel to stay there.

"You bought us that many clothes, Mas.?"

Ask Zia astonished.

He stared at the row of paper bags in the back seat of Gavin's car.

Gavin had just gone to the shopping center to buy a change of clothes because neither he nor Zia had brought him.

"Hemm," Gavin just pulled out a flat deheman. He was busy directing his car to get out of the hospital basement.

"Oh my goodness, you are, you are,,,"

Zia stopped her speech as Gavin's index finger stuck to her lips.

"Later to Zi's protest, I'm tired."

"My body is also not good, it feels sticky since this morning has not been bathing." Complain Gavin.

"Wait after I take a shower,,"

He said softly, rubbing Zia's head.

Zia nodded in understanding. Gavin's appearance was already random - scramble with a face that looks tired and resist sleepiness.

Fortunately there was a hotel near the hospital, so it didn't take long to get there.