DOCTOR DAVIN AND SANTRI BARBAR
Chapter 59. Explanation

"I mean you're weird" said doctor Davin, making Fazila widen her eyes. Then pull the blanket over his head and then. I

Fazila was getting upset, that was not the answer she wanted to hear. She feels Doctor Davin pulling a thread, playing with her feelings.

"Go back there! Isn't Danisa looking for you?" Fazila spoke in a sharp tone. I had to say the name of the woman. The name of the woman who had managed to shift her position in the heart of doctor Davin. Until now it feels like Fazila is still unusual to accept. He is not willing, whatever the reason.

"Why would he look for me? He just asked me something about the clinic, didn't ask to see you. Meeting you is much more important" replied Dr. Davin.

Fazila snorted in annoyance. I don't know when Doctor Davin will try to lie to him. When he fainted, he would rather be by her side than help Fazila and take her to the hospital. Why do you care more about him now?

Fazila threw the blanket and sat down.

"Are men like that? After having a wife still has a sweet mouth on other women. I don't know what if Danisa finds out that you came here and said you met me instead of her being your wife?"

Doctor Davin laughed crisply at the words that Fazila uttered while Fazila laughed, laughing crazily. More like laughing at your unlucky self.

"Stop laughing! Your laugh makes me hurt!" fazila shouted while covering her own ears.

Doctor Davin immediately stopped his laughing activity.

"I'm sorry I don't mean to laugh at you, but you're funny anyway" Davin said, staring at Fazila's red face. Whether red from anger or red from shame has been laughed at by him.

"Nothing's funny!" fazila's annoyance made Doctor Davin even more anxious. His hand was about to be stretched out to pinch Fazila's cheek, but before he realized Fazila did not want to be touched by someone who was not his mahram.

"Who said there wasn't? First you've been saying I'm married and have a wife? When are we getting married?" god doctor Davin.

Fazila threw a pillow at Davin's doctor and the man caught it. I don't know why today Doctor Davin is so annoying in Fazila's eyes. The man always switched the conversation when he mentioned Danisa's name.

Doctor Davin caught and saw the pillow, immediately he realized that the pillow was wet. There were tears that had run down the river forming a map.

Indeed some days this girl did not allow Bik Ina to change the bed linen and pillowcase in her room. He did not want anyone to disturb him in the room, where all this time he only spent his days in bed, not want to walk out even if only five minutes.

"You're great when you're sad to be able to make a painting this great. Is this a masterpiece when you're sad because you miss me?" Doctor Davin chuckles.

Fazila remained silent, she did not dispute the man's words even though they were not all true. Longing will not make him cry for days, but realize his man already belongs to someone else and his misses are no longer alive which makes him hurt even though he does not know for whom the heartache is really.

"Second ... I just realized that you consider myself married to Danisa, how is it possible?" ask doctor Davin. Confused as to why Fazila could deduce such a thing.

"Ask yourself! How could you choose her to be your partner, why ask me?!" Fazila looked away.

Doctor Davin is seen scratching his head, more confused if you have to ask yourself who has no answer.

"I see for myself you're standing at the bank with Danisa, why should you argue?"

Doctor Davin frowned. How could he stand there while when Danisa married doctor Davin could not come because there was a patient who was serious and had to be operated on at that time.

"I heard myself when you gave the wedding invitation and invited directly to Miftah," continued Fazila.

Doctor Davin shook his head with a smile. Apparently Fazila really thinks of himself as being married to Danisa. Though she only represented Danisa, a friend of her profession because at that time Danisa and her future husband were both busy. In addition to working in hospitals in this city both also work in hospitals that are outside the city, plus they have important business there so there is no spare time to visit the boarding school.

"Does this have anything to do with your unhealed pain?" ask doctor Davin while looking fixed Fazila's eyes. Look for answers there because the mouth can sometimes lie. If indeed he means he must be proud because he means a lot to Fazila. Who wouldn't be happy to be loved so much by someone he loves so much?

Fazila looked down, powerless if his gaze should meet with the gaze of doctor Davin.

"Have you heard the motivational words of Habib Umar bin Hafidz, no?" ask doctor Davin with a voice so soft in Fazila's ear.

"Ti–dak."

Doctor Davin let out a long sigh before finally speaking again.

"Stop thinking too much. A piece of iron was damaged by its own rust. Don't let yourself be corrupted by your own thoughts. Don't worry too much, your life story has been written by the best screenwriter."

Fazila looked up, looking into Doctor Davin's eyes with dewy eyes. The words delivered by Doctor Davin touched his heart deeply. All this time he seemed to forget if the soul mate has been determined by Allah SWT. Fazila was privileged in his heart, his heart unable to accept the path of destiny from the Almighty.

"I will study harder to be sincere" Fazila said later.

"Chila, listen to me!" Doctor Davin said seriously.

"Since we were together, in this heart there is no other woman's name" Davin said, touching his chest.

"Ah why is this?" fazila's mind was getting harder and harder to control his feelings.

"Chila don't be too happy, the beautiful sentence at the beginning of the ending is not necessarily happy ending." Fazila tried to warn himself because he believed the sentence would mean upside down if he added the word 'but'.

And Fazila was afraid that Doctor Davin would continue with the sentence, saying,

"But God says otherwise, we are both destined not to be together. We are not partners and must learn to forget each other, and to accept what is already His provision." Fazila instead said the sentence that was written in his heart so that Davin's doctor heard and laughed again.

"really, right? Why do you like to laugh? I'm not funny!" shouted Fazila.

"No Chila, God willing in lauful Mahfudz there our names are together as a mate."

Doctor Davin's words made Fazila display his sweetest smile that had never been seen again.

"I'm happy you can smile back like you used to. I miss the times we could interact every day like we used to. I miss the vivacious, spoiled Chayak," doctor Davin's ceroros. His eyes seemed to see the past before his eyes. The time when he felt Fazila was very troublesome and disrupted his days. Now it becomes its own longing.

Fazila's cheeks blushed red hearing the ravings of doctor Davin. From the long word it was just one word that meant so much to him, 'Chalakan'. Fazila was happy to hear that.

"Why is your face red like that? Are you a shy girl now?" doctor Davin's claws.

"Where's the boy?" asked Fazila while covering her face with both hands.

Doctor Davin fused his eyebrows together, thinking what Fazila was asking for.

"Make what?"

"I'm ashamed, I want to hide in the shell" Fazila said.

"Why don't you guys sneak into a turtle shell?" doctor Davin's tease then chuckles.

"Can how?" Fazila's face was sad when she remembered the woman.

"I told you my soul mate was you, not Danisa. Danisa's a man's wife!" doctor Davin.

"How is it possible? I saw you at the security guard that time. You're on a collision course with him" said Fazila, not wanting to be lied to.

Doctor Davin shook his head, sometimes Fazila was stubborn, unwilling to believe others' explanations if he didn't see the evidence.

"Just a second!" The man opened his hape and then typed something on his keyboard.

A few moments later, a notification sounded, a sign of a reply coming in.

"Nih look at Danisa's husband! Not me, is it?" obviously doctor Davin again while holding out a wedding photo with her husband.

Intrigued, Fazila grabbed the phone in Davin's hand and watched him with a tense face. The girl widened her eyes, apparently she was fooled just because the man's eyes and face shape were similar to that of doctor Davin.

"So? How could I have seen it wrong?" Fazila felt very ashamed of Doctor Davin.

"He's Damian, he's an ENT specialist at the house where we work," obviously the doctors Davin and Fazila only look nodding because the explanation of Doctor Davin is in accordance with what he heard when doctor Davin spoke with Kyai Miftah. Danisa's husband also started D and is also a doctor.

"Danisa had failed to get married until he was traumatized close to men because the candidate did not come on their wedding day, but Damian could conquer his heart even through an uphill struggle."

Fazila just kept quiet listening to Davin's doctor's explanation.

"Why silence? Still can't believe it? Want to ask why I know about them? Me, Damian and Danisa used to be one campus and now happen to be reunited at the same workplace" explains Dr. Davin. No one wants to be covered up because Fazila will surely wonder in his heart. Although this explanation is not very important, but with this he hopes Fazila can breathe with relief now.

"I believe you" said Fazila, raising the corner of Doctor Davin's lips upwards, curling a sweet smile.

"Hey Chia! Why did you bring a man into your room?"

The sound of shouting from outside made the two of them flinch in shock then turned towards the door.

Fazila's red face blushed suddenly pale.

Seriate.