DIRASTA (ON GOING)
03. Belittled
Sometimes I want to see myself, but with the eyes of others - Danira Egawasta
I'm getting ready to go to school, put on my uniform, prepare my textbooks today and tie my hair.
I saw myself in the mirror, my beautiful mummy. Who else would praise me.
"Eh *****"
"She why you call me that"
"That's a worthy call for you"
Plakkkk
My hand slapped Ema's cheek.
"Dira, what are you doing?"Bang bang Dewa
"Bang, Dira slapped me so hard when I just wanted to return the book I borrowed but she suddenly slapped me"
"But bang ...."
"I didn't think I told you why I didn't get permission because you didn't come home and I needed the book"
"Don't think you'd behave like this, NEVER NYAKANIN EMA OR YOU..." Bang the God pointed right at my face his teeth were grinding in restraining his anger. I can only duck.
I'm sorry I shouldn't have slapped Ema like that. I have to apologize to Ema and God bang.
I sighed as I watched everyone enjoying breakfast at the dinner table, as usual no one cared about me.
Even the God bang still looks angry at me.
"Well, Dira's leaving first"
"Yes"
It's been almost an hour I've been standing waiting for public transport, but I've always been nowhere. The clock in my hand has shown at 07:35, rather than me being late and getting a better punishment I do not go in all.
I walked towards the cafe where I worked, remembering the incident this morning my tears occasionally dripped. I cried all night, I had to cry this morning.
I wiped my tears because the cafe where I worked was only a few meters away.
Arriving at the cafe I headed to my locker and changed my uniform with work clothes.
"Danira, how are you here?" Sami asked confused
"Emmm hehe"
"Lo not school?" I shook my head
"Lo's eyes are slammed? You're crying out Dir?" Ask Sami
"E-no, I've read semalem novels too much to be a gini deh" I replied lying
"Why don't you go to school?"
"Again males"
"Since when did Lo males go to school?"
I was throwing my breath rough
"Have you had breakfast???" Ask Sami
"Now, fried rice"
"Make me?"
"Udah eaten, was deliberately I want to try a new recipe so Lo cobain"
"Wahhh thanks Sam"
I ate fried rice made by Sami, Sami cuisine is indeed unmatched.
"Where?"
"This is so good" I said
Sami wiped the sweat on my forehead
"Pedes yes"
"Ehhh iy-iya but it's good" I replied nervously
"Servant" Call the guest who just came, and I immediately approached them
"It's the sis of the menu" I put the menu book on the table
"Lo Dira, right?" And when I looked at them, they were Salsa and her friends.
"Lo waiter here?" Salsa said in a mocking tone, I was just silent as a laughingstock by them
"Oke-okay I miss all the expensive menus in this cafe" said Salsa haughty, as I was about to return to the salsa pantry by deliberately sticking out one leg and making me fall on the floor. Salsa and her friends laughed at me.
"What's this?" Sami said while helping me stand up
"Wowww, the cupu has a hero turned out" Pekik Salsa
"Please take care of your attitude" Sami said
"That's amazing, the paddler with ash ups wkwkwkwk" Ledek Salsa
"Ra, they're outrageous" Sami said
"I'm okay" I said
"Heh, which game is my order!!!! I want this cafe to go viral to go bankrupt" Pekik Salsa
I don't want any commotion because of me, I don't want to lose my job, even though I know after this Salsa will continue to bother me.
"Ra, your mouth is bruised" Sami said
"Eh Sam, it's okay I can take it myself" I said
"Sorry Ra, I don't mean"
Today my job at the cafe got me home a little later than usual.
"Ra, I'm anter home yes it's too late for sure there's no public transportation" said Sawar Sami
"No Sam, I don't want house people to think that's okay if I come home with a guy" I explained
"You sure? It's so bad you know Ra" Persuade Sami but I still kekeh with my stance.
I waited almost half an hour but there was no public transportation that passed, the online ojek application that I had ordered had not found the driver. Finally I decided to walk while waiting for who knew there was public transportation passing by.
I saw a car stop, but I ignored it. A man came down drunk he saw and walked towards me. I still ignored him, but for a long time I began to feel uncomfortable because he saw me as if he was stripping me from top to bottom.
I stayed away from him but apparently he chased me and managed to pull my hand.
Because it was dark I could not see clearly the man's face. Moreover, his head was covered with hoodie hoodies that he was wearing.
"What do you want, let me go" I kept thrashing. The man grasped my hand so firmly, with all my might I pulled my hand from his grasp. Until my body slammed back and my head hit the shoulder of the road.
After that I felt the pain running all over my body especially my head and my vision became dark instantly.
"Shitt didn't even faint"
"Dog Lo apain???"
"There's nothing I just want to make a flirtatious doang ehh even fainted"
"How come?"
"Udah bring in anyways kasian afraid of anyone with the same people"
"Jude deh"
I felt someone crush me and the pain spread through my entire body.
My tears flowed withstanding the unbearable pain.
I went home in a mess, I drowned my face in my pillow hoping no one would hear it.
With how they did that to me, the only thing most precious in my life they just destroyed.
They even paid me with the money they had.
Am I that sehina???
I could only cry and cry. Even after my pride was trampled on, I couldn't defend myself.
"Ra, Danira"
"Yes bang" I replied in a raucous voice
Ceklek, the sound of the door opening
"Ra Lo why?"
"Go, Go bang I want to be alone"
"What's going on"
"Go bang"
The God Bang pulled me and held me in his arms. I cried so much but there was nothing I could say to the God bang.
Bang God cupped my face "Ra, why?" I shook my head
Bang the God exhaled his breath violently. I'm still tight-lipped.
"Well, if you still don't want to tell me, you won't make it"
"Change your clothes, and rest" I nodded
Duh sorrykeun guys
In this part I changed a lot
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