DIRASTA (ON GOING)
01. Not Me

IS THIS the destiny of an affair child?

Let alone gaining affection and being noticed even my existence was never considered to exist.

“Bu, Dira can come to breakfast?”

“Udah no food, so the girl do not be lazy” replied my mother sniffled

“But Dira laper mah”

“Mah, papah left first” Pamit my father

“Ema is also mah, have no appetite” Add my sister Ema

“Destroyed atmosphere aja” Grutu my mother

“Nih, make new lo I drink dikit” Bang Dewa gave me his milk.

Fortunately I entered the class on time, before the lesson started I had arrived.

“Dir, the task of gw” Salsa threw his taskbook at me, I did not have the courage to refuse it because it was Salsa getting more arbitrary towards me.

And none of the kids at this school would be friends with me, don't be friends just never come near me. They always look at me weird, cupu and bla bla bla.

The school bell rang, I hurried to pack my books in my bag.

"Where are you going to hurry up very quickly" Salsa quipped that I did not care about.

"But nantangin"

"You know what the hell Sa, I have what's wrong with you"Unconsciously those words just escaped my mouth. Immediately I lowered my head while biting my lower lip.

Salsa pulled my uniform collar" Here Lo cupu" and pushed my body to the ground.

"What the hell is Lo Sa, Lo it's too much to know not" said Dani my classmate

"Cihhhh, you want to belain this cupu hahhh"

"Gw no less, as a guy I'm worried about Lo's behavior"

"Lo is also Ra, so the girl is very weak" After saying that Dani waltzed off to go out of class.

***

I've replaced my school uniform with t-shirts and long black jeans. I work side by side at one of the cafes near my school.

Actually the main reason I work is because I really need it, every month my father gives me allotment of pocket money but Ema always takes it from me not even leaving a little for me.

“Ra, you don't want to rest first?” That's my only friend and co-worker Sami.

I shook my head

“Yaudah, if you are tired do not need to be forced” Sami Bright

“Ok” Answer

You could say Sami is a good-looking man anyway. To be honest, I like her a little, but what a woman like me deserves.

Because the number of customers today keeps my work so busy that I forget it's past ten o'clock. I immediately finished my work. It can be bad if the house knows.

"It's not finished Ra" Sami asked

"In a moment" I answered briefly who was still busy finishing my work.

"Gw help ya" He bargained

"No Sam, it's a little bit more"

"Alhamdulillah finally run too" said my speech sumringah seeing my work is neat. I rushed to the locker to get my bag.

I've been standing in front of the cafe waiting for the taxi I've ordered from the online application.

"Ra, still here" I nodded

"Still waiting for ojek" he asked again

"Yes" I answered

"You have anther" Tawar Sami

I move both my hands "Not for Sam, just keep his motorcycle coming"

"Ohhhh" I knitted my brows when I found Sami still standing beside me

"Why are you still here???not home???"

Ask me for wonder

"Ntar wait for Ojek Lo to come"

"Lo sure don't want me anther" he asked again

I breathed my breath out" No Sami, thank you" I said

"That's my ojek coming"

"Mbak Danira" asked Mr. Ojeknya

"Yes sir" Then his ojek father gave me one of his helmets which I immediately put on my head.

"I'm Sam first" Pamitku

"But tomorrow you want Ra gw anter" Sami said a little chanted because ojek's father had run his bike.

“WHERE ARE YOU FROM!!!” Screaming dad with a face full of anger, I just looked down there was no guts to look at my face.

“ANSWER!!!!PLAKKKK” A slap landed on my cheek.

“Basic children do not know themselves, want to be what you are at this time just returned home” That's the voice of my mother who just came out of the room

“Well, ma-sorry Di-Dira.”.

“PLAKKKK” Again a slap landed on my cheek.

“Most he runs out poya-foya pakek money mamah” Accuse Ema to me which makes dad even more angry with me.

“Jawab Dira, what are you doing out there until the next hour just come home"

"I-I "Dad threw my body down on the floor

"SINCE WHEN YOU SAW KAYAK GINI, REPLIED DIRA AND AGAIN YOU STOLE YOUR MOTHER'S MONEY HAHHH"

“Neither Dira did not take money mother” Deny me who began to tear

“Where there is a mouth to ngaku" said Ema again

“Grow your hand” My mother's orders I follow immediately. Mom hit my hand with the handle of the duster.

Printkkk printkkk

That's about the sound of a dab handle colliding with the back of my hand.

“Bu, sorry Danira, Dira promised never to do that again" I pleaded

"So you now say that you turned him down" I just looked down for the accusation, which I'm definitely not the culprit

I looked at the face of my father who did not flinch at all to see my mother punish me.

POV Author

When Danira was about to enter her room, Ema suddenly pulled Danira's hand and took her into her room.

Ema cornered Danira Kedinding's body, looking at her cynically.

"Gw will not make you feel comfortable in this house" he said

"My fault what is Ema"

"Gw knows who Lo really is"

"meaning?"

"Children't***** who ruined my family" Ema picked up Danira's rough hair making Danira grimace in pain

"e-ema"

"It should have been my family did not have to go to Lo"

"Lo equals Lo equally, equally like someone else's name Base****** dammit" Ema's words really got Danira's heart pierced.

"What are you talking about is really evil Ema"

"Evil which is the same as that cheap Lo"

"Ema Lo's enough to insult me, but don't ever say anything about my mother" Ema pushed Danira's body out of her room.

Danira went into his room, spilling all the claustrophobic stuff on his chest. Danira did not expect that his sister Ema would speak as well as she could.

Time and again Danira strengthened herself, if not herself who else would be willing to strengthen her.

Danira took a picture of her mother on her study table. He stared deeply at the face of the man whom he so longed for his presence. Danira was eager to hug him at this moment.

Buk, Danira never hated her mother Danira sure mother is good man Danira sure mother never destroy the family father.

Danira hugged her mother's picture frame, drowning her face in the folds of both her hands. He did not want his message to be heard outside.

But apparently in front of the door of Danira's room was already standing someone who heard all the sadness that Danira felt at this time. Yes that person is a God, Danira's stepbrother.

DIRASTA (ON GOING)01. Not Me

DIRASTA (ON GOING)
01. Not Me