DIRASTA (ON GOING)
02. Birthday Anniversary
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I prefer raincoats to umbrellas, though it is raining but the rain does not wet me, what about you.
IF I may ask that I do not wish to be born for the present, tomorrow or the future. I want to be a better version of Dira I don't want to be in this world at all.
God can that happen???
TOK.TOK…
“Dir, can I enter?” It was a God bang, I wiped my tears short and walked to open the door.
I let the God bang in.
“Hand Lo...” I hid my hand from God's bang
"It's okay to not be sick" I told a lie
“Gw know it's sick, this I bring P3K box to make Lo clean at least Lo's wound" Order bang Dewa
"Yes bang thank you" I received the P3K box given by the God bang
"Sama I want to apologize" he said
"I'm sorry why bang?"
“Gw know not you who take the money mamah" he explained
"The culprit is Ema" Explain it
But everyone wouldn't believe if Ema was the real culprit and everything happened anyway.
"Gw hope Lo can understand, Ema has not been able to act mature"
"Yes, I'm not angry with Ema"
Am I not your sister, too?
"Dir, Lo why?" The call bang God broke my daydream
"Not really bang"
"Lo mending rest, tomorrow again if you go home from work do not be late" Once my eyes widen
"Ba-bang God knows Danira's work?" Ask to doubt
Bang God nodded "Gw accidentally saw Lo"
"Oh"
"But Dira please don't tell this to my father or mother" I beg you
"Please calm down"
"Other times if Ema asks for snacks Lo do not love, papah already give us each ration" I nodded understand
The God Bang took out something from behind his clothes.
“Oiya, I want to give this to you"
"Happy Birthday" Bang God scrambled my hair
Whaties??? Bang Dewa inget if today is my birthday.
“Thanks bang” My answer is short
“Ok, I went back to the gw” room
“Bang, Dira can ask for something?” Bang the Gods nodded
“Dira can hug brother?” My avenged ask is nod by the God bang.
"Thank you for Dira's birthday"
“Udah Ra, you can escape the arms of lo”
“Ma-sorry bang”
POV
To be honest there is hatred in my heart every time I see the plain face of Lo. But on the other hand Lo is my sister even though we were born from different wombs but we have the same blood.
I don't know what my attitude is wrong but I still can't accept Lo completely Danira.
The Flashback
At that time I was still sitting on the Junior High. I often see the cry mamah without me knowing what the cause is. Every time I ask him why he always says it's okay.
Even I had caught Mamah wanting to kill herself, I who did not know anything could only cry at that time.
Until finally I squirm in front of my eyes my parents are fighting, even papah who had never been rude to slap mamah in front of me. I could only cry to see my parents arguing.
At that moment, I also left the house. Sometimes papah came home just to take his clothes and then go again. And every time I see it, I just shut up and cry.
"Well, why is papah never home" I asked
"Other workers dear so can not nemenin us" explained mamah
But I know that my parents' relationship is not okay.
Since then, she has been crying and daydreaming. Even though the condition of the mother at that time was pregnant with my sister.
I don't know what's really going on in my family, until Papah comes home with a baby in his hand.
Flashback Off
"Mom, can Dira have breakfast?"
"Don't know if you want to make trouble still asking for food" said Ema Ketus
"Well" Call Danira but I don't budge a bit
"Sit here Ra" I ordered
"Bang Lo why don't be pretentious with him who has to visit"
"Lo diem" I snapped
"THIS TIME CAN NOT BE A DAY JUST NOT NO STORM" SNAPPED papah
"Bah, he's just asking to eat he's also papah's son"
"Kalo from the beginning papah can not assume he's a child why bring him to this house?"
"Silence you are a God"
"Bah, all this time God has always been silent over all papah treatment"
"And it's not wrong that he shouldn't be treated like this"
"Bang" Mamah held my hand
"Come on Ra" I pulled Danira's hand out of the house
"Bang"
"Ra's Ra"
"Bang"
"Good Ra, I said ride yes ride" I snapped
I saw Danira's body shaking, maybe my attitude was too much for her.
"Sorry Ra"
"Bang, sorry Danira" he said softly
"I'm sorry Danira's presence in this world has made my brother's family difficult" he said again that made my heart pierced.
"It's not all Lo's fault, it's wan--" I was stuck in my throat when those damn words came out of my mouth.
Hmmmmm how can I say that.
"I'm sorry Danira's real mother is bang" he asked by putting his hands together in his chest, Danira's eyes began to shed tears and somehow his tears made me sicker.
I pulled him in my arms "Lo's not wrong Ra, you don't have to apologize" I said
"But everyone hates Danira bang" he said in a snoop
"There's I'm taking care of Lo"
"Bang, why did Danira have to accept all this, Danira never asked to be born"
"Dad hates Danira"
"Mom hates Danira"
"Ema hates Danira"
"But I love Lo, Ra" I tried to calm Danira who had shed her tears.
I can't defend her in front of Mom and Ema but I can't see Danira as sick as she is now.
He is my brother and I am his brother.
"Udah ya don't cry, just wait until school Lo" I wipe his tears are still flowing
"Thank you bang" he said
"Smile first dong" Danira pulled the corner of her lips up displaying her smile even though I knew it was just a fake smile.
"Inget don't come home late at night again, beyond the danger of Ra let alone Lo girls"
"Yes bang, bang God be careful huh"
I drove my car out of Danira's school gate, and my mind went awry afterwards.
I become weak when faced with this situation. It's not an option I have to choose but I just have to make peace with this.
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