Diary My School [S1-S2]
29. Worriedly

Tomorrow~

" Sister like her sister got a fever !". Elli.

" em". My answer is still lying in my bed.

I don't know what time. Elli feeds me a little at a time and then takes my medicine and goes back to sleep. That night I ate at Putra's bribe.

" Where's elli?". Position sitting on the bed.

" Come out with Gery ".

" Hemmm. I'm full". I said as the Son scooped food at me.

" Again yes. Open mouth.aaaaaaa".

"Emm" The food's already in my mouth.

"aaaa. Mmmm...Pinter !! Let's heal".

" Yes ". My phone rings. I let 3x ring and then I picked up.

Me: Hal

Heru: Where the hell is. Busy right?

Me: I'm sick Ru.

" Who, Heru?". Ask my son. I reply with a nod.

Heru: Why it hurts. Son doesn't keep you there?.

Me: Eng-Eng

" Eh Heru. You must be envious. I'm both here. Haha". My son spoke on my phone.

" Put .. sssstttt". I said.

Heru: Ehhh shit Lo ya Put. Look out, wait for my reply.

Me: Don't take heart. Son joking Ru. I'm here four.

Heru: Yes but you both continue to be with him. When is the reverse?.

Me: I'm here a week.

Heru: Long time . I'm waiting for your answer.

" Ehh shrewd !! There's no answer. Ayu will be my wife !!". Saying Son on the phone

" ihhh storm. I'm driving this out !!". I said to the Son and then he sat quietly to the starting position.

Heru: I won't be your wife. Look at it !!.

I: Heru. Do not take heart. I want to rest first.

Heru: But ak-a

" Your son is out. I'm going to sleep !!". My orders. My son left my room.

Tomorrow my condition starts to improve a little. I took Elli for a walk and we separated from Son and Gery. I invited Elli to visit the island's typical knick-knacks store.

" It's funny to make a gift". Says myself.

" Great yeah Lo. Call the Son so soon". Say someone in the store.

" When are you here". I replied when I saw him standing next to me.

" I know this island again. My son always brought me here". The reply was to pretend to see the goods in the store.

" Takes you?".

" yes. I don't know, we sleep together often". He whispered in my ear.

I silently stared and Reina just left. After I felt the pain again.

" Sister !!". Elli approached me

" em".

" Yuk's way again".

The way to the other store after I got bored, I went back to the hotel. Elli is still sitting playing by herself on the beach. I walked to the hotel by myself. Entering the elevator itself, somehow the elevator stopped on the 4th floor while my room on the 8th floor. Stop suddenly and the lights go out.

" why is this ?". I asked myself for confusion.

Immediately I pushed the emergency button on the elevator I was riding in while waiting for the officer to arrive. I tried to call Elli not to pick her up. So did the Son, whether he was doing it at this time. Almost an hour of waiting, not strong. I started sweating and lacked air. My vision was getting less strong and blurred.

****

" Sister finally woke up too". Said Elli who I saw in front of me.

" Grandfather !". I woke up from my sleep.

" So the big brother carried Putra !!".

" em. Where's he on deck?".

" Get out she said, sister !!".

I woke up from my bed, like he had dinner with Elli and Gery. My son has not yet returned to the hotel. When Elli and Gery were asleep I was still waiting for her to come home to the hotel.

But nil, I'm getting sleepy waiting for her near the reception desk. I went back to my room to see it was 2 p.m. I'm sleeping, maybe I think he'll be home tomorrow. The next day I wake up and get ready for breakfast, it's just me Elli and Gery.

" Mommy, where are you Dad?". Ask Gery when he eats.

" Don't know. Try to call".

" Already Mom, but not active !!". Reply Heru.

I tried to call her, but her number was off. " Where is he. I don't memorize the area here". My speech.

" If you're not around, how do we go home".Gery said lethargicly.

" Calm down, there's no way your dad could just leave us alone". My reply calms Gery down.

The days we spent were lonely. Shut up in each room let alone Gery looked moody. 1 day before going home, I began to fret over how to go home. While the helicopter has to be ordered, my money is not even enough for 3 people. I kept calling my son many times.

Finally active. But not in the lift . I tried calling until he picked up.

Me: Where's your put?

Son: I'm in..

Me: Tomorrow we will go home. How do we get back, you have no news?

Son: Today I am back.

Me: Where are you going to follow me?

Son: Don't be !

Me: Why? I worried?

Son: Don't !!!

Me: Why did you disappear. Gery glum keeps in the room.

Son: I want to turn it off !

Me: Pu-Pu

" God, why else is this a child?". I said nagging myself in the room.

I waited for hours downstairs, sure he came home but at 12 p.m. Her shirt was still the last one she wore. He walked in without looking at me. I chased him until I got into the elevator.

" Put, what's wrong with you?".

" No papa ".

" Why did it disappear ?".

" No papa ".

" Put, why are you doing this?".

" No papa ".

" I'm worried ".

He answered without looking at my face for a second. Respond calmly without any sense of wrongdoing. Disappointed in his attitude.

" Ayu's. I pull my words !!".

" What words ?".

" Married you !!! ".

" You mean what?". My reply.

" No papa. Come home tomorrow without me !!".

Arrived on the 8th floor. The elevator opened, my son just left me. Who doesn't get sick in this way? Giving hope but immediately asking to be forgotten? If I had known this, I wouldn't have agreed to follow her all the way here.

The goods have been packed but I will not bring them because of the Son's gift. I held back my emotions and sadness, so that Elli would not know. At this hour, Heru keeps calling me.

Sally: You are coming home tomorrow, right?

Me: Em

Sally: Can I pick it up ?

Me: Em

Sally: Why are you answering?

Me: Gak papa Ru

Heru: Until the Son does strange things again, I do not hesitate to do rude things.

Me: Dad papa

Heru: Tomorrow morning I pick up .

Me: I'm at Hotel SunMoon 8th floor no 199

Sally: Okay just wait there !

I woke up again from my sleep because the phone kept ringing.

A**ku**: Hello

Sally: I'm in front of your room.

Me: Huh?

I turned it off, saw the clock on my phone at around 5am and rushed to open my room door.

" Oh !!".

" The morning is right ".

" Lion. You're crying out? Why are his eyes so swollen ?".

" Not really ".

" Where's the son?".

The door of the room in front of me opened, out came the Son who looked angry with Gery. Gery keeps him from leaving.

" Where are you going?". Said Gery at the Door. The son saw the two of us but left just walking towards the elevator and chased after Heru.

" Where is your dad going?". My toot.

" Say he went to Mommy's place ".

" She?". I said.

Heru was still chasing after Putra until they both got into the elevator. Like her, Son left us at the hotel and went somewhere. He promised to get us back, but eventually he left again.

I pacified Gery for a moment, actually he is a figure of a boy who is obedient sometimes spoiled if he is familiar with people. I asked Gery to pack his things and we sat in the hotel lobby waiting for Heru to return. Before long Heru returned and entered the hotel, his face was clearly seen as angry.

" Here you are from ma-".

" Are you ready?".

" It was kam-". I'm.

" Okay, follow me yeah". He saw Gery and Elli sitting on the lobby couch.

Long story short, we went home at home. Actually I'm tired, but I can't refuse Heru to take me on the road tonight. It feels lazy to meet. At half-eight I was ready and picked up Heru.

" Where are we going?". I asked to sit in the car.

" We go to the Son's house. Like there's him and Reina ".

" You know where it came from?".

" Ayu's. Why the hell are you still expecting him? Is she obviously Reina?".

" We also have a girlfriend".

" You didn't give me a chance to explain everything ".

" Am ".

" After going to our son's house ".

" What?".

" Look at me later.. !!".

Our son's house has entered both. I don't know why this house is so crowded. I looked for Mami and Papi among the people, heru continued to hold my hand walking at his direction and met the Son with Reina.

" Ru, what does this mean?".I saw Heru.

" Hey Yu !!!". Sapa Reina's.

I reply with a smile. My son did not even see my face. Heru just stayed by my side.

" This is what?". My toot.

" My son and I are back !!". Reina replied casually embracing her husband's son. Shocked, but I have to stay strong and ordinary.

" Oh congratulations !!".

" thank you. Enjoy the drinks and food here". Reina

I took Heru away from the two of them to find Mami where. Thankfully, I saw Mami and Papi still healthy and chatted with Reina's parents. I stopped my steps to approach Mami.

" Ru, what do you mean bring me here. You want me to keep sad?".

" You know, I was chasing after Son at dawn. I didn't even get to punch him in the face. He hurriedly prepared this. I don't know what the reason is". Heru Clearly.

" em's. We're going back". I said, languidly looking down.

Heru quickly got me into the car. On the journey just daydreaming about the fate that does not go with the Son. I wanted to cry, but I kept holding everything inside. We were at Heru's house.

" Sister !!!!". Said a girl I often saw hugging him.

" Have you eaten?". Answer Heru.

I just kept quiet to see their behavior.

" Go in yuk". Take Heru and I into the big house, sitting in the living room.

" This is Feby my foster sister". Heru Say.

" Hey brother. I'm Feby, Teacher's brother at my school huh? I just moved in ?". Sitting beside me.

" em's. Ja. What class are you in?".

" Class 2 sis. Sales Department ".

" So come in later finish the holiday ?". My toot.

" Yes brother. I'm sorry, I'm not Heru's girlfriend. I'm just the Ade in the lift ".

Hearing that explanation, I apologized to Heru and Feby. We chatted as usual. A little forget about me on the matter of the Son, welcomed Mother and the cute child brother Yani. Make my heart look at it. I carried him a little not afraid of me.

" It's good to be in a cradle". Heru Say.

" Lion. Same with brother yuk. Stay with brother !!". I said to Yani's son.

Heru approached me and whispered to me.

" Want to have children? ".

" huh? No !!!". I replied spontaneously surprised she just laughed at my behavior. After we were satisfied we talked in the family room. There's not long left me and Heru there.

" Oh !!!".

" em". He seems to be focusing on watching tv.

" If you're serious about me. Can I ask for 1 thing ?".

" Seriously. Whahuh? Scrap !". The spirit sees me.

" em's. I want you here not far away".

" You mean you want me to stop being a pilot?".

" I know, it was a strange and selfish decision from me. Sorry yeah". My face bowed.

" Oh, if you want that. I can do it ! But are you saying this out of pity for me ?".

" Not really ak-".

" Or me as your escape, when the Son repeatedly disappointed you ?".

" Not ak".

" If only so. You're not serious about me but keep thinking about my son".

" Ru ak -".

" I love you, from the beginning it was a pity even though I kept judging you. If it's just to play with my feelings I don't want to !!".

" OK if you don't want to hear my explanation. Excuse me !!!".

I left that house. Heru also did not hold me, took a taxi and arrived home and then to the room. I'm sick of all the men at me. Never consistently talk to yourself.

*****

Still on school holidays. I'm just at home watching anime become a NEET figure like unemployment never leave the room. When I am depressed or sad because of a problem, I run all the way to the anime to forget about it.

" Sister !!". Elli knocked on my bedroom door.

" em". My answer is still focused.

" There are guests !!".

" Who ?".

" The same guy as a kid !!".

" Huh?".

" Snake up !".

I opened my room door. And Elli is still in front of the room .

" ih big brother stinks. How many days have you been in the shower ?"

" Don't mock". I went down the stairs and soon I was in the living room wearing a nightgown, messy hair.

" Just woke up?".

" Em no. Whyyyy?". I sit on the couch.

" No papa. Want to come here ".

" Try telling me first. So I'm getting ready for that".

" It's on the phone but not picked up".

" Oh hehehe sorry, I'm watching in the room ".

" yes. Oiya, I'm here just wanting to tell a story ".

" Just a story ".

" I managed to refer to Anggi. They're both just dating. So I managed to persuade Anggi ".

" Thank God Rey, Deifa is not lonely anymore ".

" yes. Later we make an event at my house a regular party anyway. Come yes".

" certain. When's it?".

" This is his invitation. Come with your girlfriend".

" Our singles !!". I'll take the invitation.

" Yes bring anyone so you don't get lonely hehehe ".

" It's so funny !! ".

After that, Rehan and Deifa told me to go home. I opened the invitation while walking to the room. Turns out the invitation was tomorrow night. I can still find clothes today.

" I'm going alone !!!". I said on the stairs to my room.

" Pity the singles !!". Ejek Elli to me and then down the stairs while running.

" It's also single !!!". My reply.