Diary My School [S1-S2]
28. Undecided

" who the hell is having a night-time guest?". I opened the door of the house.

" Oi !!!".

" Gapain night-night to here ".

" Open the fence first ".

I walked to the fence." What're?". I said stand still looking at him.

" I brought you your favorite comic". Show 3 plastic bags.

" Wouldn't. Go home !!".

" You're mar-".

" I want to go in, go home". I said leave her and lock the door back into the room, not eat.

*****

The next morning I go to school as usual teaching if there are hours of lessons. Around 10 am the teacher held a meeting for an even semester. I'm going to a meeting to discuss the replay later. Meeting decision, replayed next week.

I ate in front of the school with the other teachers. Finish it back and sit in the room. My teaching hours were up at the meeting. Lately the students have not done anything, I feel relieved because I do not get angry.

Proceeds,

In the evening I visited Heru again. With my laziness, forced out of the room to meet her on the porch of the house.

" Why?". I said standing at the door of the house.

" Sit down first ".

" Yes ". I sit.

" You angry?".

" Ordinary" though ".

" Ayu I'm sorry if I didn't tell you you came back here ".

" Am ".

" And that woman is nobody she's just s-".

" Just what? Couldn't that be your friend ?".

" You're jealous ?".

" I'm not jealous. I'm disappointed . Gapain you shot me but behind my back you're dating. Be honest from the beginning". I explained it while looking ahead.

" He's not my girlfriend ".

" O "'S ".

" He's an s-".

" Uh ah lazy to talk about it. You want whatever it is up to you Ru. You go back and I'll sleep ".

" Hear du-".

" Your boyfriend brought it to the hotel? That's none of my business. Go there !!". Expel her.

" huh? Okay if you don't want to hear my explanation !!".

I went into the house and closed the door. Go into the room, whether Heru has gone home or not. I don't care about him anymore. I was just about to open my heart to her but the truth is she's just like any other man.

Tomorrow the teacher is busy preparing questions for a repeat later. I'm not so busy just helping. Because of the subjects I teach, it does not depend on the grades on the paper but morals and behavior in school. The next day, I helped other teachers to the close of the repeat day of each class clean the class and tidy up the seats.

Monday begins, I'm the supervisor in Elli and Naka's room. Their classes are quiet and peaceful. Followed by the following days, when I was supervising Gery's class aka Sales department. It was noisy, a few times I reprimanded them. Still noisily caught cheating.

" May be a friend but don't make a fuss. Another supervisor will be found. Mom in angry ". I said in their class.

" Yes buuuuuu !!!". Reply them.

The repetition is completed. Classmeeting was also held. Teachers are busy correcting and calculating grades. My job is to correct the value. Until the paper I brought it home and I corrected it at home. Sometimes overtime too.

Wednesday night I was so saturated to see a lot of paper on my room table. Take a walk to find entertainment. I stopped by the dining room alone. This place to eat on the roadside is as simple as a stall with a regular meatball cart.

I ordered some meatballs and iced tea and sat down waiting for the order to arrive while playing my phone. I see the status of my friends on holidays out of town even abroad with their respective partners. Mature luck, enjoy time with work.

" Oi !!!".

" Am ". I'm lyricizing my eyes in the direction that's in front of me.

" I'm sorry". Her speech.

" I'm sorry what?". While eating.

" I'm 2x harassing you". The son sat in front of me.

" No papa. Don't remember anymore".

" Thank you for forgiving me".

" Yes, I ate it. Book me later I pay!!! . Don't be ashamed, you're still my friend ".

" thank you". With the spirit of Putra ordering meatballs and ice shortly the order came.

" How's Reina doing?". My toot.

" I don't know. I've divorced her".

" Why?". My surprise.

" No papa. You don't need to know". Before long, I say goodbye home. " puts. I'm first yeah". Finished I paid it.

" Wait !!". Eat quickly and come to me.

" why?". We were out and in front of the car.

" Would you give me a chance?".

" Well what?".

" Near to you again?".

" Sorry Put. I don't know. You fix your attitude to your parents". Get in the car and ignore the Son.

****

Classmeeting. The report division is complete. Elli got 1st in her class. If Naka gets a 3rd rank. While Gery gained nothing, just went to class as usual. The semester holidays begin. Elli asked me for a gift, because I'm the only one who hasn't given me a gift yet. Father and Mother have already. I visited her room and suddenly lay in bed.

" Want a gift or go with Gery?". My speech.

" ih brother. Shame on both ways with him".

" If you don't want two, then brother will come along".

" It's not fun if there's a sister ".

" It's all wrong ".

" Heheheheh ".

" Oh yeah, wait a minute okay". I'm out of his room. The next day I went to Mami Putra's house. Gery was there with Papi.

" Mi, take a walk" yuk ".

" Where?".

" Where to not get bored at home ".

" Take your sons". Mommy Say.

" em's. It's up to Mami. What's important is that mommy comes along ".

Until her H day, Mami could not come even though I was ready to leave. Papi can't come either because he's looking after a sick Mami. It's me and Elli. We also plan a vacation to the beach.

" Rather than throwing your money away. We better get to Papi's island". Son said that then me and Elli picked up Mami. We sat in the living room.

" huh? What island?".

" Pi, can you Pi?". The son asked his Papi.

" Go away, you guys take Gery. Poor him at home there's no friend". Reply Papi sat in the guest room.

" Where to ride what sister?". Ask Elli.

" Acopter, I'll order ".

" What's a helicopter ride. Come with dong yah". Said Gery suddenly to the living room.

" New to be invited. Okay the four of us go there. I called the guy first. Gery quickly sort out your stuff and all of you dads too !!!". The Son's orders then they were busy preparing him in the upper room.

Me and Elli just carry clothes on the body because I thought I'd Go home. Going home, I waited for them to get ready. A few minutes, we headed somewhere out of nowhere because my son was carrying my car.

" Put, we don't have clothes. We went to the house first". I said sit next to him.

" Deligence. There you bought it already". Putra Saying.

It didn't take long, we've arrived at the Island that Putra said. We had hired a helicopter to get there, it took us a few hours to get there. This island, inhabited and has been equipped with shopping and other facilities.

" Before you go to the hotel, shop for clothes". Putra Sahut.

" Where?". Ask me.

" That's there !!".Show the Son to the dress shop in front of me.

I took Elli in and picked a dress . The son and Gery waited outside while sitting down. I try to see the prices of clothes, the price is quite expensive for me. While my salary is only half I use and half I save. We went out of the store buying each one piece of clothing.

Walk to the hotel, because the island is not so wide, there are only bicycles and pedestrians. Cars and motorcycles are not used. Already at the hotel, I'm with Elli one room. Break the body and rest for a moment.

****

" Put, how many days are we here ?.

" Em I want it a week ".

" huh? Very long time !!!". My surprise.

" Say I want a vacation. It's not possible for our vacation to go back and forth". Answer Son.

" Yes the tap-".

" But brother. We only buy 1 shirt, not enough for a week here". Ceplos Elli

" Why 1?".

" No papa Put heheheh". I reply then glanced at Elli sharply.

" Sorry brother". His whisper.

" Yes already. It's easy okay ".

Finish eating and leave the hotel. We took Putra for a walk, a walk at night, the breeze was quite cold. My son took me to the clothes. Then come in with me.

" Did you like clothes here?".Ask her.

" Like it but mah-".

" Sir !!!!". Call Heru.

" Yes Mr. Son . Can I help you?". Answer the waiter.

" Wrap all the clothes here yeah ".

" Okay, sir !!!". The servant went to prepare all the orders of the Son.

" Huh. All of? A lot of right !!!".

" I'm wearing it with Elli". Seeing Elli.

" em's. Thanks to you brother". Answer Elli.

" Gery, why did you shut up ?". Ask Son.

" No papa yah ".

Quite a lot of luggage that we brought in Gery and Putra's help, to the hotel back then I rest in my room. My phone went off again.

Me: Hello

Herr: Hello. Ayu where are you?

Me: Hello. I didn't hear

Heru: Where are you. Are you the same son?

Me: Oh, what a bad signal here.

Heru : Ay-

" Lazy !!!!!". I turned off the phone from Heru.

" The feeling of networking here is fine !!!". Elli's Sahut.

" For some reason. Lazy if Heru calls ".

" Cie is crashing". Goda Elli's.

" Why don't you go with Gery there". I said.

" Wouldn't. I am ashamed !!".

" Shame but want to !!!". My ejek.

By 9pm Elli was asleep in bed. My eyes are still not closed. I went out of the room to go downstairs. Behind this hotel is the beach, I was interested when I saw it from the window of the hotel, when I had dinner last night. I walked there, quite a night wind piercing my bones.

" Silent here ". I said myself and then sat on the rest of the tree that was in the middle of the beach. I don't know what I dream of. I think of Heru I haven't answered him he's moved on very quickly from me.

" Fuckin !!! Men are the same !!". My omel stomped my feet straight into the sand.

" Same how?".

I have the lyrics to my left. Apparently Son. " huh? No papa !!".I answered and he sat down beside me.

" You miss Heru?".

" huh? No one". My answer.

" Hey I'm sorry, I'm not reciprocating your feelings !!".

" Put, why are you with Reina ?".

" I don't know. I was persuaded by his appeal. She used her body to tease me. Sorry me". Ask her while looking at me.

" Daughter, I don't even know how I feel about you now". My reply.

" I know. I'll give your feelings back to me. Before Heru takes you".

" What son do you not know of your fatal mistake ?".

" What?".

" Don't you know?".

" Seriously don't know ".

" It's cold here".

" Who told you to come here at night wearing no thick clothes". He gave me his jacket to wear.

" em's... Thanks !!". Smile me.

" yes. So what's my mistake ?". Ask curiously.

" Shame !!!".

" Why embarrassed?".

" You've kissed my lips 2x". I said and then I closed my face.

" Why is it closed?". The son took my hands and opened them. I saw my face close and close. My head is getting backwards. The closer he gets the more my head falls back.

I don't keep my balance. I almost fell backwards, fortunately the Son caught me by positioning his arm behind me. I can't say anything about this kind of situation. Our eyes looked at each other The son returned my sitting position but he suddenly just hugged me.

" put-".

" I miss times like this the same as you".

" at-".

" I'm sorry I kissed you without permission. I'm sorry I was rude to you. That's the effect of drinks and stimulants !!".

" What is the drug doing?". The son let go of his embrace.

" Reina put it in my drink because I don't want to sleep with her anymore".

" Sons !!".

" Yes My Sauw ". Her smile.

" Can I hug you again?".

" What do you want here in the room?".

" huh? Not so !!!". My speech.

The son hugged me again, yes the comfort was still there I found while with him. But, I was still afraid to expect too much in return for his love for me. Many times it hurt my mind even though I have forgiven it but the wound is still there .

" Oi !!".

" Ofm ". We're still hugging.

" If I propose to you? You accept it, don't you?".

" huh? Meanin?".

" I want to marry you !!". Putra.

" If you are serious, correct your attitude and behavior that was Put !!".

" Yes, it must be. As long as you're my wife ".

" mmmmm". I'm thinking.

" Why em? Did Heru shoot you when I wasn't around ?".

" yes. I just can't give you my answer yet. He's caught walking with another girl ".

" No, it doesn't have to be the same ".

" But Put. Our marriage has been cancelled".

" I know. Later if we've fixed married no one breaks it". Said me.

" If I accept Heru. How are you going?".

" Yes I'm back naughty again. Life is nothing you feel empty !!".

" The dreadlocks ". We both went back to our rooms.