Diary My School [S1-S2]
21. Holiday Bag. II

When they finished performing on stage, I turned my body around. Heru was not near me, I came out of the crowd looking for hold around the field as big as the ball field. But the result is nil. Start panicking, fidgeting and worrying. My phone was almost out of battery, when I contacted Heru was not picked up even though it was active.

A few minutes I was standing in the middle of the field, I started to get confused. Because I don't memorize the streets of this town. Moreover, the phone that I was expecting has run out of its battery. The only way, I waited in the parking lot of the motorbike that was across the road. The parking lot is full.

The population of this city is very crowded, no vehicles stop passing. Even the people in the field are many to cross. I don't know where the guarding officer seems to be missing. My mind was starting to get dirty, I tried to follow the crowd of people who wanted to cross the street.

Thankfully, I managed to cross and I found Heru's bike where we parked the bike. I remember very well his place, under the tree with the sign 2 pink lines. But nothing, I didn't see the bike. It's 9 p.m. I stood there waiting for Heru to come. People look at me, I'm so anxious to cry and scream. But I'm afraid, I don't really know anyone here.

" Here. Where the hell are you ? I'm afraid I can't go home". I looked left right.

Not that long. " Hey !!". The voice beside me. I thought it was Heru, I lyrically source sound.

" Huh-H...... Rehan !!!". My surprise.

" A lost yeah. Poor thing. Come back with me". Bring me.

" Wouldn't want to ! Where's Heru ?".

" Where do I know. Come home with me !!". His force attracted me. No matter people see him as rude to me.

" i don't WANTUUUU !!!". I yelled at him while trying to pull my hand.

" Quick. I'm just sending you doank. Not until you kidnap". His whisper.

" DON'T WANTUUU !!!". I said, still trying to pull my hand despite being dragged to get into the car. My mind was still in chaos and began to shed tears. Because the parking lot was bright, so no one knew I was crying.

" Take him off !!!".

" Oh .. you can also get away from them". Reply Rehan.

" Oh !!!". Call me in a voice that clearly shows the voice.

" Please him. If you want to take his heart do not use dirty ways !!". Jerak Heru's.

Rehan began to catch Heru's words. My hands were also separated from her. I broke them both, aided by passers-by. Eventually, Rehan escapes in his car and some of his men. You cheating guy !!!.

" You don't-".

" Where I am, I'm afraid you're missing". Spontaneously I hugged Heru and slightly cried back.

" I'm sorry, we were separated". Gently caress me.

" Don't go far, I'm afraid Ru !!". I took off my embrace earlier.

" Fear me why-why?". Ask Heru sumringah.

" No, I'm afraid I can't go home !!". Reply ceplos.

" Yes, we have turned back !". Bring Heru.

" Where's your bike?".

" A little far, we walk papa ya ".

" em's. No papa !!". Walk out of the dark parking lot. The path we walked began to light. In shock, I stopped following Heru .

" Why is your face?". Much

" So when we were apart, I tried to find you in front of the audience but didn't meet. I think it's better to wait in the parking lot". Heru Clearly.

" The point of the face is why Ru !!!".

" I was dragged by people I didn't know in the dark. Then in gebukin. My motorbike was also brought !".

" I'm sorry Ru, because I'm the one you've become".

" Calm down, this is not how much. We're back".

We went home, my heart was still a little anxious whether this was over let alone what he did to them. Heru started to calm me down. Finally, I got home.

" What would be your reason for that face?".

" It's easy !!! Sleep, don't think too much okay !". Heru smiled at me

" Be careful when you go home. Tell me when you get to !". I said.

" Okay My Girl !!".

****

My vacation is here for another week, to keep them both. I rarely meet them, it'll be safer if they're at home. This morning, I want to visit the Mother Heru hotel. To eat together. But Dad, Mom and Elli can't come. Dad works while Mom and Elli go shopping.

My plan to shop for my last day here. I went to use an online motorcycle taxi, if I asked Heru to be afraid of why-why. On the road very crowded so pretty jammed. A few minutes, I arrived in front of the hotel where Heru was staying. I entered the hotel turned out Heru was waiting for me in front of the hotel.

" Sit here, we wait for Father and Mother are still ready !". His word patting the sofa signifies I have to sit near him.

" Okay !!". I said then sit down.

" How's your Ari?".

" He's working. I'm going to work at break time".

" uh gapain?".

" stroll. Missing the PKL time". My answer.

" Must want to poke !". Said Heru who was still playing his hp.

" No, I miss the food there so Ari took me. You're gapain anyway, hp mulu !". I peeked at her phone, Heru also away from her phone from my sight.

" Pope !".

" Okay !".

Before long Father and Mother Heru had arrived, we marched to the car. I follow him, he takes me. Maybe there are them, Heru will be safe. Chat in the car, because Heru's father is very exciting and funny. Heru is constantly busy with her cell phone. I was lazy to reprimand him.

Arrived at the eating place. I came down, lazy with Heru who was busy with his cell phone, just walking beside his mother. Sit in the middle of them.

" How's Ayu's dad doing? Still busy with work?" Ask Dad.

" Yes om. Said deadline". My answer.

" Same mother Elli didn't come ?". Ask Mommy.

" Said she wanted to go shopping, because the supplies at home were running low". My answer.

" Hereuuuu... Why hp?". Ask Dad.

" Dare well !". Answer Heru.

" If you do, the one in front of you will be lost to people". Said Dad looking at Heru. Heru heard her see us.

" He won't go away !!!". Answer Heru.

" What is missing Om?". My toot.

" No papa ".

" Want not to be Mother's child?". Ask Mommy to look at me.

" What does Mother mean?".

" yes Mother knows. It's just !!".

" Ayu doesn't understand. But mother Ayu already considered like Ayu's own mother". I said with a smile.

Food came to fill the table. Just looking at it I'm already very hungry but since there are Heru's parents, I should be polite don't be rash. So I took a little bit to my plate.

" Don't jaim it. Just eat. You're a rubber belly !". Ejek Heru to me. My eyes looked at him sharply.

" Ayu ate a lot of it?". Ask Mother

" Yes Bun. The road time continues to eat. Everyone try it". Reply Heru .Basic Heru. Uncover my secrets. Watch out later.

" No papa, eat it . Don't be shy okay". Said Father.

" That's right. Don't be so smart !!!! Uwekkkkkk😝". Heru stuck his tongue out at me. I reply dong. But he laughed in obscurity. Even though his face was still scarred at that time.

" You guys haven't changed. When I was a kid, I still love fighting". Father said while feeding the food.

" Dad !!!!". Reply Mother patted her shoulder slowly.

" As a child?". I'm thinking a little.

" No dear. Your father says it's like a fight-loving kid". Answer Mother.

" Ohh that. Heru was the first one to be nosy". Sela again.

" Barin wekkkkkkk😝 ".

" Oh yeah, eat cold". Mother Said.

We returned to eating. I still have to be polite even eating me out of bounds but still slim. (Up to now still slim, can not be fat-fat ). Before long, the food served was gone. I look at the clock at 10 a.m. I paid for the food, and we got in the car.

Around accompany Mother shopping to be taken home later. The day after they came home. After satisfied shopping, we re-entered the car waiting for Heru and Dad who were outside the car while drinking ice. Pretty shopping took a long time, now at 12 pas, I ask permission to be delivered to RS . Finally, dad wants to take me . I arrived in front of the RS, then said goodbye to Daddy's mother with Heru, the child was still busy playing mobile phones to make annoyance. Just watch out I won't reprimand tomorrow.

Heru's father's car I still see hasn't run. I heard the voice calling my name. It turns out that Ari's sister is behind me. We started to cross the street, due to work breaks and going home from school. So dense. In front of me is still Heru's father's car. I noticed, they looked like they were looking at me.

Ari's sister also pulled me because the streets had begun to deserted. At Ari's side, we crossed the road. I saw the motor speeding from the right direction like it wanted to hit Ari's sister. Immediately I push Ari forward.

# BRAKKKKKKKKKK

I don't know what happened to me, I can't move. Just heard my name scream. After that I didn't hear him anymore. I might have fallen asleep.

At that time, I was in an empty, white place. I walked straight ahead and further and further past the white place. I found my favorite flower garden, beautiful maroon roses. A big garden, I threw myself down. It's comfortable here.

Lying around beautiful flowers and the sun was not hot, the breeze was beautiful while looking at the blue sky that kept moving. I accidentally heard a cat scream.

I don't know where they came from. I look carefully, it turns out that the cats that come to me a lot are the cats that I used to keep but have died. I picked them up on the street, I don't know how many I kept carrying abandoned cats on the street.

" O God I miss Naru !!". I'm riding Naru, one of my cat names. Since I was constantly dying, I already did not dare to take the cat anymore. It feels like being left behind is very sad.

I played with them, they were so obedient to me. Just walk them following me. How cute their behavior, makes me feel here. I was tired and fell asleep surrounded by them.

Before long I woke up, the sky had turned full of stars and the moon in front of me was illuminating the view. Filled with fireflies that flicker throughout the flower garden. What a beautiful night view. Makes my mind calm.

I don't know how many days I've been at the park. I feel like someone is calling me out of nowhere. I'm trying to find a voice I haven't met yet.

" It turns out I'm gone. I'm sorry Mom, Dad. I can't make you guys happy yet. Because I went first ".

I began to fall, but my cats comforted me, a little made me smile. They ran from me and I chased them further and further away from the flower garden.

" Let's not leave me !!!".

The sound was like coming from behind me. I turned back the body, it turns out there are Heru and Ari. Why are they here?.

" Deck, don't go. You are strong !!".

I couldn't bear to see them drop tears. I see them very hard. I turned my eyes forward and walked away.

#BRUKKKKKK

" You're strong, you have to stay alive. Until whenever I keep loving you !". My son in front of me and hugging me, what a comfortable hug for me. Is it because my heart still expects him? It's probable. Only he can make me comfortable.

****

Before long, my eyes opened little by little. I move a little bit of my fingers. Ahh, it turns out my body still hurts. I don't know where I am, I just feel like I'm back in my world. I saw Father and Mother near me crying with smiles.

" O God, thank God, my brother is conscious". Said Mother.

" Sister is not papa, right? I know big brother is strong !!". Said Father.

" Yes !!!". Call me, I want to ask Ari but my mouth is hard to speak.

" Yes, my brother fell asleep for 3 days in the hospital. Take it easy, brother Ari not why-why dear". Obviously dad to me.

" Anyou don't papa?".

" What deck, sick?". They gathered near me. I'm grateful that everything's okay. However, I was looking for someone who was not among them.

" Put-ut-ra !!". I said.

" Ayu, the Son is still on his way here !". Heru.

Long story short, though,

My body is getting better. But not much movement. My mother said I had a bad injury. I was thrown away while on location, it's the story of Heru's father to me who saw me. I could talk back, all the wires and tools in my body were removed with only the infusion left in my hand.

The son only visited me for a while and then went back to see his wife. Just looking at it, I feel a little better. Heru also did not come back home, because he wanted to keep me with Mother, Father, Elli and Brother Ari.

At night that guards me Heru and Ari's sister. They sit on my left right. My condition is still waking up in a sitting position on the bed.

" I'm sorry, because I'm you guys wretched and unsettled !". I said slowly.

" Why beat yourself up on deck, no papa !!". Answer Ari.

" You better be honest, what exactly are you hiding?". Heru.

" There's nothing ".

" Why is it that just around us, you keep having bad things?". Ask Heru.

" Ru, don't do it. Ayu is still sick !!". Reply to her.

" If he's not honest, we won't know. And he keeps wretched !". Heru.

" I promised you, if you're fucked. I'm going to hurt myself. I don't want you guys involved !!!".

" Whose promise?" .Ask Heru.

" I'm grateful that Son and Silvi are fine there !!". My word.

" Deck, what do you mean. Try to be honest !".

I just kept quiet not answering their questions. Heru's behavior might get upset with me and then she goes out of my room.

Day after day passed, Heru had no news that he might have gone home. Due to the severe injuries to my legs, I had a bit of difficulty walking. However, today I want to shop because tomorrow I return . I shopped with Ari, patiently helping me walk. I don't wear a cane or even a wheelchair.

Walking is normal but still limping. I feel like I'm starting to shop. Like Rehan has not been arrested, still want to harm the people closest to me. This time Ari's leg food given the drug is not clear. Fortunately, a visitor told us.