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At 11pm I returned from the invitation. Around 2pm Dad took me to pick up Elli and went to eat at the Mall. We ate and then went shopping. While telling me my school grades. At half 4 we went home. At 8pm, Dad took us out to eat with Mom.
" Sister !!". Call Dad.
"Yes yeah. What's up?".
" At first thing this morning I was invited to my sister's friend's wedding".
" friends? Who's yah?".
" The invitation was only attended by 50 people".
" Who's yah, I don't think he's ayu". I'm getting curious.
" But I promise you never to take this business to school. Fear disturbed".
" what the hell is Dad. Yes, it's not !". I muttered casually to Dad when Dad put on a serious face.
" The son is married to Silviana. The son is still in school as usual only Silvi is pregnant !".
" Huh !!".So surprised I was. It felt like lightning was striking my entire body down to the recesses of my soul.
" Why brother?". Dad asked.
" No papa yah". Cover up the disappointment that began to arise with a review of a sweet smile.
" Pad's promise, don't let personal problems interfere with the school. Okay !!".
" Okay yeah !". I did smile at Dad but my heart hurt so much. It was so painful that I was sick for 2 days. Mom took me to the puskesmas. I got an ulcer and a fever. Because I'm in a bad mood to eat.
I was visited by my friends, they entertained me so much without alluding to the problems of the school at that time. Brother Ari also visited me and gave me a cute doll to accompany me to sleep. Hearing the word 'marriage' I immediately threw away all the belongings from the Son.
Maybe you know about me being sick. But Mom didn't ask me. Heruterlihat come to visit and comfort me.
A few days later, I returned to school still unfit. In between the mother to the school go to class to follow the lessons as usual.
Still as usual. Heru is nosy to me, maybe that way she comforts this heart. My best friend always invites me to talk so that I do not daydream. Sometimes moved by their various ways to make me not dissolve in sadness
The break hours begin. I'm taking Ohta to the UKS so I can rest for a while. Until I slept in the room. I don't know why it feels so noisy next to me.
" Put, why are you like this?".
" I'm sorry Ru !".
" You know. Ayu is so fond of you. I heard how he could smile again ".
" I'm sorry Ru !!". I'd love to see that apologizing face.
" Now Ayu is sickly thinking of you. You married didn't invite her".
" I couldn't have invited him Ru. I can't bear to see him sad".
" You guys like each other why do you have to sleep with another girl?". Heru timpal again, sounds like an emotion.
" The long story Ru. The point is I was framed by people !".
" But that's really your son?".
" Yes that's my son from my relationship with Silvi".
" I'm disappointed in you Put".
I heard their conversation. That is surely Heru and the Son. Withholding tears that I might no longer be able to bear. Until the break is over. Ohta and the others picked me up. They looked at Heru and saw the Son in the room.
" Here. Since when are you guys here?". Ask Ohta.
" Since the break but the Son of the morning has been here ". Heru
" God !!". Ohta spoke so heavily. Heavy I know what the reality is.
" What's up?". Ask Heru bungung.
" So you don't papa, do you?". Said Era approaching me in bed UKS.
" Aren't you papa?". I said smile when the pillow was soaked. From earlier I buried this face on the pillow, my voice was so small that only the vibration felt.
" But kam-".
" Ssstttt". I told those who saw me cry.
" Oi !!!". Heru saw me couldn't bear.
" Hehehehs". Heru suddenly hugged me. My friends went to class first, waving far away.
" I'm sorry I didn't know you were here".
" Now papa". I again wiped away the seed seeds that continued to drizzle profusely on the cheeks.
" Ssssttt don't be sad". His whisper helped wipe away my tears.
" em". I smiled but sounded as hard as I could hold it.
" Yes, I've taken you to class". Heru held my hand. I pulled it and opened the curtains that bound each mattress. I approached the Son and stuck my hand out to him
" Congratulations yes. I hope to be a good father". I smiled at him and shook hands. I went with Heru to class leaving a sting that was still unfolding.
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The next day, my condition is pretty healthy. I was also allowed to bring a motorcycle to school. That morning Heru picked me up. We went to school together.
In the morning, I was shocked. My son is in my class sitting in my chair. I haven't put the bag on my back yet, I got out of there without greeting it. Just a few steps my son held my hand. I can't let go, the grip is very strong.
" Hey listen to me !". His complaint.
" Pass !!!". I'm still trying to pull my hand.
" But listen to me for a moment ".
" Okay !!!". The son let go and spoke softly to me.
" I'm sorry !!".
" Yes". I don't need to look at his face. Fear of pain is back, right?.
" After the child is born, I will return to you !!". His word.
" huh? Don't need ".
" why. I'm sorry yu, I just found out you like me too !". Clearly again.
" The boy needs you more than me". Better to give up, he's married and has a family.
" But ak-".
" When I can't take you anymore. You just focus on taking care of your wife and child ".
" Hear me ak-".
" No need. I'm disappointed !!!".
" OK if you want that. Let's just say we don't know !" Shouted the Son and left. Once glanced at him, his face was so cold could it be emotion?.
I tried to hold back my crying. And follow the lesson as usual. I need to focus on my school. For my future to be assured.
Day after day I passed until my heart got a little used to it without him. I promised Dad that I should get a top 3 in class. I also sometimes walk with Heru to relieve boredom with books.
I don't think I'm nearing a semester break. Schedules are shared, each class is cleaned. This time I sat with my son. I can't protest this matter, inevitably I have to accept it.
Later that night, I studied on schedule. I'm trying to memorize a lesson that's repeated. Until 9 pm I slept and the dawn after the prayer I also repeated my memorization. Then take a shower and have breakfast and get ready for school with Heru.
The clock hasn't started yet, I'm sitting outside reading the books I brought with me. Oiya this time I'm in a room with Eshi, Ohta and Era. There's nothing different. Their partners remain the same.
The repetition begins after the paper is distributed. I started it with bismillah. I did not pay much attention to the Son whose conduct grew more unnatural to his feet on the table. No one wanted to reprimand him including the class supervisor. We left it until time was running out. Me and the others are out first remaining sales boy.
This time the son's behavior was reprimanded by the Headmaster.
" Yet still acting you. We've given you a chance not to appreciate". The headmaster in the class. The commotion that morning I witnessed from the classroom door. To make a crowd of people including Heru.
" It's up to you how. Pass or stop. We're just giving you a chance !!". Snapped him until the veins on his neck were visible. He was very angry but was arrested.
Heru is upset by the behavior of his Son like Heru wants to break into the classroom. Just the first step, I stopped him, gave the code by shaking my head. Heru stopped because he understood my point.
" You should be able to think. Not only are you ashamed but your family !".
I see, the Son lowered his leg but he hit the table hard. We were all shocked by his behavior.
" You got SP 3 !!". The Headmaster came out with a very scary face.
When the second exam begins the Son is not seen in the classroom. Maybe he truant I thought. But I followed the replay as usual. Until the next 3 days the son still did not go to school. People think Putra quit school because he got SP 3. (Call Letter to 3 was so serem during school. Either continue or stop ).
That day when I came home from school I made an appointment with Heru to Putra's house at night, to bring her back to school. I was furious to see his behavior was not possible I did not interfere when it was this severe.
Maybe I thought my son was a rich man's son. Dad said his Papi was a successful businessman in the service field. Looks like a car and the magnificent house of the Son. When we got out of the car. We asked the guard for permission to meet the Son. We were at the door. And out came Papi his Son.
" What's wrong with Ayu?".
" I'm sorry to bother Om. Son exists?".
" There's. Go in first ".
" Thank you om". We went in and sat in the living room. Before long, we welcomed Silvi with a stomach that was big enough.
" Hey brother !". Apply to us.
" Hey..how healthy is it?". My toot.
" Yes, brother ". Sia was sitting near me.
" Slowly". I said seeing him like sitting up.
" Yes thanks ".
" Vi. Which son?". Heru.
" He's not home. But papi's phone might be coming home soon ".
" Why is your face?". It was clear his face was bruised everywhere. Does he have KDRT?
" No papa. I fell down brother ".
" Keep your health as much as your baby". I said bernekor.
" Sister, thank you. And I'm sorry I was mean to big brother. Taking the son of the brother". Clearly, face.
" It's not papa. I'm sincere". I said with a smile. A waiter brought us drinks and cookies. Then put it on the desk and go.
" Drink first Brother ".
We also drink . I don't know what the commotion is outside. Enter Mami and Putra with the condition of the Son who was scolded by his Mami and feted.
" Mommy's tired like this !!". He said while entering the house.
" I'm sick !!".
We just saw him. Silvi approached Putra. Trying to calm her Mami down so as not to scold the Son. But the treatment was even reciprocated Putra by encouraging Silvi. I was surprised and wondered why the Son was rude to women let alone his wife.
" No papa Mi". Silvi's speech was helped by Mami Putra.
" Put !!". Call Heru.
" Gapain are you here?".
Heru approached the Son." Wahhh bad lu Put. You're drunk, aren't you?". Heru.
" Diem Lo !!".
" Hey My Sauw. I'm kangen".The son walked towards me. It seems the way the road is not bad. Like he was drunk. My son hugged me. I tried to release her with Heru's help
" puts. Not gini. Poor your wife". Heru said to keep her away from me.
" Take me off !!!". My complaint. All helped me before long the hug came off and the Papi came from upstairs walking up to us.
#paakkkkk
Hard slap to Son." Shame Put your behavior like this".
The son sat in silence . Mami Putra then forced her Papa inside and left us in the living room. I sat near Heru and I was the Son with Silvi.
" Put, school tomorrow because we're still testing". My word.
" Pop sorry I don't want to interfere but be the man responsible for his own mistakes". Continue Heru.
" I'm dizzy. This is not the life I want".
" So calm down".Silvi tried to calm the Son by stroking his shoulders.
" Silent Lu gatel chick !!! It's all your fault. This is what you want because of you I lost everything !!!". His face pointed at the wife's face.
" Put can't do that. She's your wife don't be rude". Sela Heru, sitting near the Son while Silvi is with me. To avoid violence again.
" I know it's my fault. But I've repeatedly apologized to you brother". He said to the Son with tears constantly falling
" Vi, don't cry don't be sad not good for your baby". My murmurs comfort him.
" puts. Tomorrow follow us properly and pass the SMK together, together as before. Don't you want to?". Heru added firmly.
" Ru, I want !!! But I can't live like this. I'm dizzy !!!".
" Sister, how can you forgive me !!!". Silvi nangis said.
" It's easy !!! Fall the boy !!!". Say it out loud.
"HAHHHHHH !!!". Heru and I were shocked to hear that.
" okay. I killed this kid like I wanted a sister". Silvi got up from the sofa and walked off somewhere.
" Vi, where are you going". I screamed and followed.
" Lo crazy ya Put !!!". Heru.
I followed Silvi into the kitchen. At that time the kitchen no one knew where the waiter was. Silvi's looking for something I don't know. He was holding a knife for a long time.
" AGHHHHH!!!!". I screamed spontaneously until I took a few steps back. Take the whole house to the kitchen. Heru, Son, Papi, Mami and the other servants .
" Keep your shit. Gapain's?". Mami said in panic.
" Take off that knife !". Said the Son's Papi.
" WILL NOT !!!!". Silvi's speech was holding right in front of her big belly. His hands were trembling but he was so brave.
" Vi, please let go. Poor his baby". My leg is a little closer.
" Vi, patience !!!". Herus. The son just silently watched Silvi so eager to kill her baby and herself.
" Put, pull your words back !!!!". Shouting Heru. The whole kitchen was very crowded, panic continued.
" Vi, calm down ". Heru and I approached Silvi. Silvi kept holding the knife in her hand. The closer we get, the more he retreats.
#BAKKKKKK
Silvi slipped backwards. With the following rapid blood continue to come out of ************ its. Silvi fainted. Tonight is full of drama, Putra quickly takes Silvi to the hospital. Heru and I followed their car.
We arrived at the hospital and waited for Silvi in the IGD room. Me and the others were sitting waiting while the Son kept going back and forth in front of his door.
#PAKKKK
Another slap that the Son got
"This is a hospital". Her mother said she broke up the dispute.
" Until anything happens with Papi's grandson, you Papi brackets underground !!".
The condition began to calm, around 9 pm I have not yet returned home. I called Dad who had just come home from work that day.
Ayu : Yeah. Brother at RS.
Father : Why. Brother why?
Ayu: Not yah. Long story. Silvi went to the hospital because of the bleeding.
Father : So how . Are there Papi and Mami's sons there?.
Ayu : Complete Well. Brother will be home, yeah. Still waiting for Silvi news on IGD .
Father: Father and Mother are there . Wait !!.
Ayu: How's Elli?.
Father: Elli's place dear grandma. Soon Dad will arrive. Wassalamu'alaikum's chat.
Ayu :Walaikumsalam.
I also approached Papi Putra. " Om, Mom and Dad want to see Silvi". I said slowly. I know he's not okay right now. Can be ignited emotions despite trivial things.
" Thank you, son. Your father's been paying attention to us".
" Everything Om ".
" Surely Om ashamed to meet your father. Because yesterday Om was angry with him".
" No papa Om. I said I forgive you ".