Blue Scandals
06 - Green bean filling bread

A few days after Lilia visited the hospital, Reza began to return to school. There are many rumors that Reza fought until he was hospitalized. I don't know where the issue came from.

Lilia who heard the rumors to think maybe first when Junior High, Reza did not really often fight until many injuries.

Lilia thought that there might be a similar incident of robbery as Reza had experienced some time ago.

I don't know since when his mind became thinking more about that black-eyed man. When she saw Reza's eyes, Lilia felt that there was something that her friend was experiencing.

Looking at the actions and sayings of Reza's grandfather, Lilia was able to conclude that Reza had stayed away from almost everyone all along.

Lilia typed something on her phone, intending to tell Reza that her watch was on her after it was given by her grandfather during a visit to the hospital.

Lilia also intends to invite Reza to talk at length to straighten out Lilia's assumptions that have been piled up in her mind.

Lilia recently realized her actions had become even more impulsive if it was related to Reza. Even when going to see the man, Lilia lied to her mother.

Her feelings become unsettled, Lilia still doubts whether her feelings for Reza are due to pity, worry as a friend or any other special feelings.

“Dorrr!”

Lilia almost cursed in surprise. Fani laughed at Lilia's expression.

“Lu why lately bengong mulu?” ask Fani curiously.

“Why yes..?” muttered Lilia slowly.

“Lu is weird, oh yes. A few days ago I met your mother at the market. He asked who was sick because he said you looked alone.. .” Fani accidentally did not finish her words.

As Fani expected, Lilia looked surprised by what she said.

“Reza?” ask Fani while laughing.

Feeling caught off guard, Lilia finally told Fani everything.

Fani seemed to be listening in earnest. Occasionally the short-haired woman seemed to frown.

“Hah? A robbery? The operation? How is Reza now? How come you didn't say anyway?” Fani this time looked worried.

“Udah realized the heck that's why I can look. Today he is already in.”

Fani looked relieved but suddenly her mind became connected to something else.

“Lil, this is just my estimate, but you like the same-“

Not yet able to continue his words, suddenly came Gavin brought a bag of bread.

Fani who saw it finally chose silence and did not continue her question.

“Lili, I got a gift to help the homeroom teacher, this is your favorite snack right? Green bean filling bread?”

Lilia looked surprised by what Gavin said. His brain twisted the events of the past.

“Lu still wants to be Lilia's favorite,” said Fani while laughing.

Lilia tried to hide her nervousness. “Still Gav.”

“Gue inget first you often really buy green bean sandwich,” said Gavin excited.

Lilia ate the green bean sandwich with an awkward feeling. Actually, who really likes green bean sandwich is not himself. Lilia used to bring the bread to school to give to Reza.

Seeing Gavin's warm smile and eyes, Lilia realized something that other friends already knew first.

Lilia's eyes looked at Fani but her friend turned her eyes away.

“Eh, I forgot I was told to meet Bu Endah, I went to the office first ya.”

After saying that Fani immediately left just like that. Now only Lilia and Gavin remained in that classroom corridor

‘Fani damn’ Lilia finally swearing in heart.

“The green bean filling bread is not as good as the one sold in your house?” reza asked after seeing Lilia seem to half-heartedly eat the bread she was given.

“Enak really, but I had eaten a full meal,” said Lilia berkel.

Gavin looked at Lilia who was pretending to focus on eating bread. Suddenly the vibrating sound from Lilia's phone shook.

Lilia also directly checked the incoming messages.

“Eh Gavin, sorry I live first because I want to turn something back to temen,” said Lilia while taking a small pouch from her bag.

“Oh okay,” replied Gavin while keeping a warm smile.

Lilia also immediately left with a green bean sandwich that she still had not spent.

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Lilia looked around the garden in front of the library. His left hand carried a small pouch containing Reza's watch, while his right hand was still holding a half-filled green bean sandwich.

“Lilia.”

Lilia turned her head towards the source of the voice that called out her name.

Reza was carrying some books from the library.

“This is not wrong see you in the library?”

Lilia laughed then tried to move the position of the pouch to the right hand but her hand was actually grabbed by Reza.

“Wah there is a green bean sandwich not shared, this is for me aja.”

Reza immediately grabbed the green bean sandwich that lived half that and immediately ate it.

“Reza is my ex, if I want to buy it later.”

“Lateness, I'm already laper.”

Lilia let out a long sigh and gave Reza a small bag of watches.

“You don't want to do that straight thing that used to be and win it again the same as others?” lilia said suddenly.

“I've not been in a position to be able to meet everyone Lil.”

“Means?”

“I don't feel like it fits just as many people and I don't want people who become my friends to get bad rumors.”

Lilia was silent for a moment, trying to check the seriousness of Reza's speech.

“Yes at least you need to clear and not far away suddenly like that," said Lilia with an annoyed expression.

“No difference.”

“I'm the same Fani worried Za.”

Reza was silent, again the stitches in his stomach were painful.

The black-eyed man smiled. I don't know why there's a little bit of pleasure in knowing that someone's worried about her.

Reza took a long breath. “I'm sorry and please let me apologize to Fani too. There are things that I can't explain, but I'm not trying to stay away because you guys are wrong.”

“Continue? You want to say something?”

Reza laughed looking at that annoyed-looking Lilia.

“Where did Lil go? I will have regular conversations with you, to Fani, to others, but I can't if I have to be close to others.”

Lilia looked at Reza with astonished eyes as she did not understand what she was saying.

“Uh-already, you focus on studying diligently okay? Every now and then if I meet later I say hello,” said Reza trying to convince Lilia who looked upset.

Reza went on to devour the green bean sandwich and finish it off.

“Don't fight a lot, don't hurt much more,” said Lilia slowly.

Reza smiled but sighed. “Lil, don't talk about something that makes people baper.”

Lilia looked at Reza with a serious expression. But Reza shifted his eyes.

“Gue unplug first, want to give this report to Mr. Billi,” said Reza while showing a stack of books and a piece of paper.

Pukkp…

Whether due to being carried away or hand reflexes, Reza rubbed Lilia's head for a while.

Reza immediately realized his silly actions and immediately passed away while Lilia pegged at his place for a long time.

The use of the word that Reza said was sometimes different, also just now Reza's hand that stroked her head made Lilia unable to process the incident.

'Just now, Reza just rubbed my head? Huh uh??'

Lilia's consciousness only returned after a while. The brown-eyed woman instantly covered her reddened face.

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On the way home from school, Lilia expressed her frustration to Fani who left her with Gavin alone.

Fani who heard that laughed and stayed focused looking at the road.

“So how was Gavin saying what?”

“Not saying anything because I went straight away,” replied Lilia briefly.

Fani who heard Lilia's reply only laughed bitterly. He felt a bad feeling if the state of his friendship was made clear.

In addition, somehow Lilia did not want to talk about it further. Although now can see clearly the difference in the way Gavin looks at him.

Arriving at home, Lilia immediately changed clothes and washed her tired-looking face.

The afternoon breeze that entered through the window of his room was like carrying old memories. Somehow Lilia felt uneasy with the current situation.

After being able to clearly see Gavin's expression, he became uncomfortable but afraid of harming.

On the other hand, the more days Lilia felt the more unable to control her attitude. Every time he saw Reza there was a strange feeling that weighed on his heart.

Lilia was afraid of misbehaving and made her school days chaotic. Therefore, the brown-eyed woman seemed to choose to keep acting as usual as if she did not know anything like before.

Lilia could only hope that her school days could still survive peacefully and there were no serious problems.

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