Blue Scandals
46 - Regret
...(.(.❗Triggered warning ❗Containing self-harming scenes, situations related to excessive anxiety and depression implicitly) ...
Tuuttt…
Zora bit her lip, she tried to contact Deon many times, but there was no answer since. The feeling of dizziness in his head overcame hunger. Since morning the girl had not eaten a single bit after a video was widely circulated.
The person who told him the first time about the spread of the video was an unknown number. The link sent by someone brought it to a site that presents various bl*e movies for its users.
Zora knew one of those videos. It was a recording of the moment the short-haired girl had a relationship with Deon, her lover. But in the video that looks only his face, the face of the man in the video seems to have been edited so as not to be seen.
Zora's chest felt tight, feelings of anger, annoyance, confusion and panic mixed into one. He did not expect someone he trusted and loved to do such a bad thing to him.
“B*ngsat!.”
Zora squeezed tightly into her hair, after being angry she cried. The look of his empty eyes led to the cutter on his study table.
Drrrrtt…
Suddenly, a lot of messages came into his phone. The short-haired girl opened it, many messages from unknown numbers came in.
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From: 0812xxxxxx9
How many decks?
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From: 083xxxxx7
Can you give me special service?
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After deleting the two random messages she read, Zora deleted all the other messages without opening them.
His fingers stopped as his eyes read a message from a name he knew, Deon.
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To: Zora darling
Have you seen yet? My friend has been so excited to know you hehe.
Don't be so wrong with me, just wrong your friend, Lilia who does not want to help even though I have already told you about this video hehe.
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Zora's expression changed, only to realize that the man she was dating was a jerk. His forehead wiggled. ‘Why did he call Lilia's name? Lilia know about the video?’
Zora's anger grew bigger, in fact the short-haired girl admitted her mistake because she did not listen to what Lilia had said at that time. But he who is desperate now needs to blame someone.
His sense of inferiority became more and more so when he remembered a schoolmate who had a perfect and hamonic life called Deon as one of the causes of the video was circulating.
Although she knew what was wrong was herself, Zora blamed Lilia for the video. His mind began to be disturbed by the emotions and low self-esteem stored for years made him blind.
After sending a message to Lilia, Zora hit her study table many times. His hands were red, but he felt no pain.
Whereas last week he just sneered at the actions of Sella who chose to end his life, but now he actually thought the same thing.
Zora understands very well if a video like that is spread, of course his life as a woman will fall apart. This time he regretted his actions.
His head hurt and his body felt weak because he had not eaten anything all day. But somehow the short-haired girl did not feel hungry.
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At the same time at school…
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Drrr...
Lilia stared doubtfully at Julio, then pulled out her phone from her pocket. His heart rate increased when he saw the notification of Zora's name on his phone.
After reading the message from Zora, Lilia's face turned pale, for a few seconds as if she had heard nothing.
The brown-eyed girl looked doubtfully towards Julio. “Pak... How is it?”
Lilia thrust out her phone with trembling hands. He wondered to himself. Is it because he did not want to see Deon so the video was spread?
Julio's expression changed after reading the message. “You know Zora's home?”
Lilia shook her head, holding back tears. His mood was now in a complete mess.
“Hmm, you just wait here, I will ask Gio.”
Lilia lowered her head without answering, tightly grasping both of her hands.
“Not anything okay? Don't beat yourself up, even if I don't blame anyone. It's Zora's own fault, so you don't blame yourself.”
After saying that, Julio immediately ran towards the UKS room. Though he should not take too much care about his students, but this time he also acts excessively again.
While on his way to the UKS, Julio runs into Reza. “Reza, briefly... .”
The man who felt his name was called turned his head. ‘Tumben Mr Julio looks panicked?’
“Ya sir? What's up?”
“You can go to the BK room with Lilia, or you can call Fani to sow Lilia.”
Reza frowned. “What's up sir?”
“You just go there, I hurry.”
After saying that, Julio immediately continued his footsteps towards the UKS. A confused Reza headed straight for the BK room as Julio requested.
Julio opened the doors of the UKS violently until the teacher who was on guard was surprised. “What's up sir?”
“Gio is still here right?”
Srraatt.
“Gio, do you know where Zora is?”
Gio opened his eyes slowly, the pain in his head and lips began to make him more aware.
“Follow sir Julio, let Gioo rest first," said the health official.
“Can't be bu... .”
“What's up sir?” ask Gio slowly.
Julio turned his head and whispered into Gio's ear for fear the health worker heard. “Take me to Zora's house now, I can information she will....” Julio hung up his sentence and then sighed.
Gio looked at Julio with an expression of disbelief. ‘Eh? Does Mr Julio know? Who gave it to you?’
Various negative thoughts began to attack Gio. ‘It must have spread huh? Try me sooner to tell Zora. ‘
The onyx-eyed man got out of the UKS bed and walked out of the room.
“Loh how the hell this sir Gio will need to rest first,” said UKS officer.
“Sorry ma'am, this is an emergency.. .”.
Julio went with Gio. The UKS officer simply stared at the departure of the two with a puzzled expression.
The pain in Gio's lips and temples is no longer felt. During the trip, he had also tried many times to contact Zora but did not get an answer.
Gio's hands clenched, he was eager to beat up the jerk who had already damaged his cousin.
“B*ngsat.. ,” murmur Gio ogled. Julio who could hear it remained silent and did not comment, he wanted to stay focused so quickly until it was safe.
When he arrived at Zora's house, there were many residents who crowded in front of the green house. Gio immediately went down and ran into the house.
The noisy atmosphere in that place made Gio's head even more sick.
“This where the ambulance did not come?” asked one of the middle-aged men with an angry expression.
“What to pack?” ask other mothers who have just joined.
The mood was shocked by the screams of a man from inside the house. “Not use! nusahin his job! "
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