
Arriving at home, Anne seemed to feel again that her name was empty and lonely. Lonely because no one else called or sent him a message. Although the time difference is quite far, it does not hinder for them to communicate with each other. But now, all of it has disappeared like ashes. Nothing else makes Anne feel upset, angry, jealous, longing and saying I miss you, I Love you, and so on. All that remains are the memories that are still stored in the memory.
For some reason, Anne suddenly felt anxious to have a short memory, where she would easily forget what she had gone through so as not to be too stifling like this.
In order to shift the uncomfortable feeling, Anne went to her painting studio. Every scratch of the sketch he pours into that white canvas sheet. People say, a poet will pour his feelings through a writing, as well as a painter who will pour his feelings through a stroke of his pen.
If it has been focused like this, the clumsy hand seems to be unable to stop to make a painting that has its own meaning and meaning. Just as Anne was about to finish her painting, the door opened.
Anne turned to the door, and saw a middle-aged man standing firmly on the doorstep.
" Papa" said Anne.
" Can Papa come in?" papa Ken's permission before continuing his steps into Anne's painting room.
Anne nodded, indicating that she agreed. After that, Anne again finished her painting which was a little more finished. From behind, Papa Ken tried to notice the painting that was being made by his daughter. Since having a daughter who loves to paint, Papa Ken also began to learn how to read the meaning of a work of art.
And ... Now, his heart was very full when he looked at Anne's painting which had such a deep meaning.
Papa Ken got closer to Anne, then sat down next to his daughter.
" What's so stifling that Anne made a work like this?" ask Papa Ken.
The finger immediately stopped when he heard his papa. At first, Anne just kept quiet and smiled wryly. Then, glance towards Papa Ken with eyes that have been reddened and condensed.
Anne nodded. " It feels so crowded here ..." Anne banged her chest, making Papa Ken instantly grab her daughter's body into her arms. Although Anne forbade the Bodyguards to shut up and not say what had happened to her that day. Papa Ken kept finding out when he saw the change in his daughter's attitude.
Because he himself took care of Anne from childhood, making Papa Ken very sensitive and sensitive if there is a change in attitude from his daughter. It's just that she was trying to keep quiet so as not to make Anne even more sick.
" I'm sorry Papa Anne" the inner Papa Ken who felt guilty for failing to guard his daughter's heart.
Anne's cry suddenly broke in her arms. If for a few days Anne tried to be okay in front of Mama, Papa, and Kakaknya to cover up her true feelings, but now she really vented everything.
In that quiet room, there was only a wordless cry between the child and the Papa. Seeing Anne cry like this, it made Papa Ken's heart very sick.
After crying for a long time, Anne let go of her embrace. Papa Ken immediately helped wipe away the remains of tears that soaked the beautiful face of his beloved daughter.
" Is it relieved?" ask Papa Ken who is trying to stay calm and fine.
Anne nodded. " I'm sorry, Pa." The first two words were spoken by Anne after crying.
" Why did Anne apologize? Precisely Papa who should apologize for___" somehow Papa Ken's throat suddenly choked as if unable to issue the next words.
Anne shakes. " Papa is not wrong, because Anne herself who .. decided to continue living it even though Anne knew .. if there will be a time like this." Anne said that because from the beginning she knew that the barrier between the two was very high and sturdy, but she kept going instead of retreating from the beginning.
This is the risk of loving someone with a different faith, where there will be hurt and heartache when both no one wants to give up. So, the choice was there from the beginning. Stop before being injured, stop after the wound, or stay even if the wound is very deep.
Is this kind of love without a happy end? Of course there is, because every relationship will not be separated from the name of hurt and happy. And this does not only happen in love with different beliefs, but in all types of romantic relationships.
Then, if it is like that, do not have to be in a romantic relationship if you do not want to get hurt?
Not like that too, because in fact every human being will have a sense of his name 'love' and in life is not only about happiness. There will be sorrow that accompanies him to live more colorful, not monotonous and boring.
However, the end of happiness of love of different beliefs is only three.
One, don't mind if they stay different.
Two, there's one that relented so that it became one.
And three, equally let go when the heart has not found the fulcrum. Because sometimes, happiness doesn't always have to have each other.
" If it's like that, Anne should be more able to forget. Because Anne's life journey is still very long, it doesn't stop here. And Anne should remember, if there's gonna be a rainbow after it rains. So Papa hope, this beloved daughter of Papa will not constantly dissolve in sadness, because she must be happy. "
" Papa hoped, in the future there will be no more crying like this. Because Papa's heart will hurt more if he sees his favorite daughter is fragile. "
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When a job requires Papa Ken's side to go to New York, the middle-aged man decides to go alone instead of delegating Kean to leave. Though, this project that runs is Kean and Brian, but Papa Ken asks to take over because there is something he wants to do.
Arriving at the company's Marsello group, Papa Ken immediately walked to the meeting room with his assistant and some bodyguards. When he entered the room, how surprised Papa Ken was when he saw not Brian in the room, but Daddy Samuel.
This is their first meeting since two years ago. Events in the past, as if spinning back like a broken cassette. Where, their first meeting was so surprising.
" Welcome to Mr. Kenzo's Marsello company" said Daddy Samuel as he extended his hand.
For the sake of a mere formality, Papa Ken also grabbed the helping hand.
" You just came by yourself?" dad Samuel asked when he saw that there was no Mama Dira next to Papa Ken.
Papa Ken grinned." Wh why? Are you waiting for someone to appear?" sindir Papa Ken's.
Daddy Samuel tries to look ordinary when he gets a subtle satire from Papa Ken.
" No, I asked because as far as I know a Kenzo Clarence Fabian has never gone into his own service since his wife returned," replied Daddy Samuel who made Papa Ken's hand clench.
" That's true, but unfortunately for the trip this time he did not want to come because he was enjoying the happy times for the birth of our fourth grandson," papa Ken's lie is trying to show that his family relationship is so happy and harmonious. In fact, Papa Ken actually deliberately did not invite Mama Dira.
" Oh, then congratulations on the birth of your fourth grandchild. I also wish I could feel something like that."
"But, now it seems a little impossible." this sentence he could only say inwardly when recalling how his son's current condition was.
Seeing the look on Daddy Samuel's face that suddenly changed, made Papa Ken wonder what really happened? And why doesn't Brian look here? Did he deliberately not want to meet her?
Afterwards, the two middle-aged men sat in their seats and the meeting began. After the meeting was over, there was still such a thing that stuck and his heart.
" Thank you Mr. Kenzo, hopefully our future cooperation continues to run smoothly" said Daddy Samuel.
Papa Ken forced to smile. Although he was eager to end this cooperation, but he had promised Kean to maintain and put aside internal problems outside the job. However, they must be professional at work. You must not bring the affairs of men into the work. Moreover, this cooperation is both editing for the company of both.
At first, Papa Ken was about to leave but he was uncomfortable asking. So, he turned back to look at Daddy Samuel who was still in his position.
" Oh, yes Mr. Samuel. I didn't see Brian, where was he? Wasn't he the one who handled this cooperation?" ask Papa Ken.
Seeing Papa Ken who asked where his son was, made the look of Daddy Samuel's face back sad.
" Bu__at did you ask her whereabouts? Don't you not like it? "sindir Daddy Samuel.
Papa Ken's forehead shriveled when he heard Daddy Samuel say.
" I just___ " Papa Ken confused what to say. But, if he does not meet then in vain his arrival here.
" There's just something I want to talk to him about. So, can I meet him?"
" I'm sorry, Brian's not here."
" Then where is he? "
" She___"
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Oh my God, this chapter is long. Hope you guys are not reading it. Can anyone guess where Brian is?