Against Restu
MR Chapter 39: Allow me to be with you
"If love is complicated, let's simplify it" Brian said.
" But Kak___"
" Anne," cut out Brian who didn't want to hear a longer explanation from Anne. Rather than that explanation, Brian needed more answers about Anne's feelings for him.
" I don't need a description of the complexities of love, because love is not complicated. What makes it complicated is us, so that love can be simple if we take it that way."
" For now, I just need you to answer my question. Don't you love me, Anne? " ask Brian with a deep look.
A gaze that seemed to penetrate directly into Anne's recesses. A look that wants an answer to his statement.
Anne knew hanging without certainty was uncomfortable. Because he used to be a listener of his brother and his best friend. Even though Anne doesn't really understand love, or a relationship. But Anne knew little that love would make people feel pain and happiness.
" If Anne says no, Anne is a hypocrite. Because saying something that is not true. Anne admitted, Anne also had different feelings for her sister. Anne was happy when we could joke and laugh together. Anne feels safe and comfortable when with Sister, Anne also feels pain when Brother is with others. But, Anne ..." somehow Anne's throat seemed choked and could no longer continue the words in her heart.
" Why Anne? " honestly, Brian was happy to be confused when he heard Anne say that she also had more feelings for him. Because Anne looked like something was heavy in her heart.
Anne smiled faintly when she saw Brian's necklace plastered clearly.
" ir ... But why?" urged Brian who was very curious about the continuation of Anne's speech.
" But Anne realized that we have a high enough barrier" she continued.
" Wall barrier? "Brian increasingly seemed clueless with the direction of his conversation with Anne.
Anne, too, pointed to where the necklace with the cross was located. And, Brian followed Anne's index finger.
" Our Lord is one, but we are different, Brother. "
Brian looked pensive when he heard Anne's last words. Because of his love for Anne, to make Brian forget about it.
" Why don't we just try to live it? As long as we're both loving and happy, I don't think it's a problem."
" Maybe ___" said Anne suddenly stopped when she saw Brian who got up from his seat and walked over to him.
Brian knelt before Anne, making the girl even more confused.
" I know we're different, but can you give me one chance to be with you, Anne?" pinta Brian with a gaze so sincere and hopeful.
" But, Kak__"
" I beg you, Anne ... If you are not happy when you are with me. You may ask to leave, but allow me to be with you, even if only for a moment."
"At least, until this heart stops beating." However, this sentence could only Brian say in his heart.
Seeing Brian so begged her, made Anne so could not bear to refuse him. Moreover, he also loved this man. But what if his family finds out? Will they support their relationship? Or, is it God's destiny so that he can be a bridge for Brian to become a convert?
Humanely not, if Anne wanted Brian to become a convert to follow her conviction? But, Anne wouldn't be pushy if Brian didn't want it. He'll try to take Brian slowly.
" Okay, but there's a condition."
A smile immediately rose on Brian's lips. She spontaneously hugged Anne. But Anne pushed him.
" Anne, why are you pushing me?"
" Because Brother is forbidden to hug me!"
" Why? Isn't that something couples are used to?" brian Protest.
Anne folded her hands in front of Chest, then wiggled her index finger.
" No, there's no such thing. Who said we were a couple. "
" uh? Didn't you just agree?"
" agreed? " repeat Anne. " Agreed to what? " Anne asked back.
Brian was astonished, he was increasingly clueless with Anne's way of thinking. Didn't he agree to be with her? But why now suddenly say that they are not a couple? Does Anne have short-term amnesia?
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How's gangs? Getting more nervous with both of them.