A Bond's
chapter 42

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may we all be healthy always

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The first thing I saw besides the infusion hose on the hand that was attached was that there were several pairs of eyes looking at me with worry, there were nindi, Nabila and.alexsander!!

Am I dreaming again?! I tried to pinch one of my hands and strangle.

"Why Tan?" sahut alexsander's worried.

"Are you okay, Tan?" nabila.

"It's okay" just drowned, I replied.

"We were very worried when you suddenly fainted on campus" said nindi.

My treatment room became quiet after sister nindi and nabila left and left me with alexsander. we are both still confused to start from where after about 2 months we did not greet each other.

"Sorry.." I sighed.

"Alexsander.sorry me" I repeated once again.

"I'm sorry." This time I can't hold back my tears.

Alexsander hooked his fingers on my fingers and looked at me.

"I should be the one who apologizes for hurting you and doesn't retaliate against you" Alexander said with teary eyes.

"Sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry..sorry.." My voice rattled with tears.

"We should have finished well yesterday" Alexander wiped away my tears.

"Tan..call alexsander gently.

"I love you but.." alexsander didn't go on and I saw the wet end of his eye.

"I know" I answered quickly.

"It can't, it can't Tan. God is forgiving of my time that only ordinary people cannot forgive others but I just can't because every time I see my mother I can't!! ralat alexsander and looked down to wipe away his tears.

"I do love you, but I'm sorry I haven't been able to continue this relationship maybe I need time...."

I cried sobbing, together but couldn't be together because of the painful past and this is the most painful heartbreak for me.

"I really love you Diamond.love you so much"

"If we had not known our parents' pasts together, we might have stayed together..."

"That's enough...!!" don't keep going!! I quickly hugged her.we hugged and both cried.

"If one day you find someone who can come back to make you smile then go with her diamond, promise me" she smiled stroking my hair.

I shook my head quickly.

"You have to make sure you're okay and live well, be a veterinarian who boasts of your mama and takes good care of your mama" I said with a smile.

"Sure.but can I ask you one thing?! alexsander.

"What?!"

"Life well, never get sick again and eat regularly and never drink coffee again, seeing you in the hospital 2x makes me sick.

"Promise?!"

"Yes, we both promise to live well" Alexander said.

"Take care of yourself, because I'll be angry if I can't take care of yourself Alexander said.

We hugged each other and both smiled hooking fingers together for the last time.

"Sychlave....."

Love each other, but decided not to be together. Is there anything more painful than this?! Have you ever felt it?!

huft...i also sighed, I was afraid of his feeling less greget brother, sorry?!how do you want to continue?!

Ragga D'Lory🥰🥰