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May we all be healthy always
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My sobs have not stopped when it was two hours ago we were at the boarding house. Nabila has also been silent beside me and occasionally patting my back, he knows there may be no point in comforting me who is in the denial phase by not being able to accept any input from others.
"You have to let me make the same calculation as that jerk, exclaimed Nabila with annoyance.
"Udah bil, justin! i'm lethargic.
"Where do I tell him Tan, he is already....Nabila.
"Didn't fuck me?! mean you?! my germs.
"You shouldn't be like him, he's a real jerk, a talent and a pro!!
"I'm not sorry my bil guman.I'm not happy and will never love my most precious possession with him. I take a breath that I regret just why don't I know what's on his mind right now?!
"Tan, he told you, that he only thinks you bet, BET..!! nabila looked at me.
"Yes.but I don't believe what he said bil, there must be something" I said.
"You're really stupid, Tan!! Nabila rubbed his face in frustration.
"Indeed" I replied. Can love really make someone stupid, bil?!!
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To be honest, this relationship that I thought was amazing and the relationship that I would think I would be able to keep forever ended up in vain. This heart aches, hurts when I see him join hands with another girl even though I don't believe in his reasons for leaving me.
"This is the milk you ordered.Nabila's voice roused me from daydreams.
"Tan, please don't torture yourself, Nabila returned to thrust a glass of milk at me.
"Eh, will we go to the mall tonight? buy clothes that I have been looking for a long time as we watch said Nabila.
"I have afternoon classes, I replied slowly.
"How stupid?! Nabila.
"If my absence is less able to get tilapia D" said as he shook his head.
"Hmm how about a night nap in my hostel? cecar Nabila again.
"Bil.not trying to comfort me yes, I just need to myself while sighing.
I saw alexsander with Bagas and Samuel and a beautiful blonde girl, although lately I saw her coming back to change girls every day.I pegged as alexsander walked in front of me, we had a brief backup before he finally decided to throw his face away.
"Al. We need to talk" I said slowly looking at him still standing behind me.
Without looking at it one bit....
"There's nothing to talk about anymore" he replied. And you don't bother me anymore!! then walking away I took a seat in the corner with his friends to avoid me.
My eyes are heating up, it hurts to be ignored by our loved ones so cruelly.
"Tan, are you okay?! we go home to Nabila.
"I'm good bil, I replied while leaving this caffe because maybe tomorrow and so on this caffe will be a black list for me.
it's still headed for conflict huh but it's still a long way hmm..!! yuks keep reading, brother.
today I want to crazy up 4x deh this is up the 3rd today well stay 1 up again yes.
Ragga D'Lory 🥰🥰