A Bond's
chapter 39
Happy reading
May we all be healthy always
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The rain out there still did not subside, still in rhythm with the thick of the night.I sat by the window of my boarding room with a blank look to the streets with tears flowing down by itself. my mind floated a few months ago when I came home to see my mom. my mind still remembers a piece of memories about the photo album I had never seen and the photos in it that were between mom and some guy and back then I felt it was just a normal memory just mama's friends.
Until I finally found out, if one of the men in the photo was alexsander's papa!! Oh lord...
"So the point is, Mama Lo was the one who destroyed my family!! alexsander's scream was like a very sharp dagger stuck right in my heart".
At that time I was slim tight, trying to take as many breaths as possible, I really needed air.
A.a..what???! the photos I was holding were scattered on the floor.
"Ja.ja..so this is what you left me with?!" I was claustrophobic again really need fresh air and unconsciously this tear came out by itself without being prevented.
"No.no..!! there is no way my mother was that cruel!! my yelling.
"This is the reality of diamond, Mama Lo who has ruined my mama's life, to the extent that my mama
spent the rest of his life in a wheelchair with a sick soul" Alexander added.
My breath is getting crowded now my head feels dizzy, memories of Junior High suddenly appear in my memory. when mom and dad fought until I finally fell down the stairs and hurt my thighs that were worn until now and even my whole life. And remember me if my mom and dad had a fight because mom was cheating. And you know mama was having an affair with alexander's dad, my dad's one-on-one boyfriend that I love.
"Oh Allah.Why is my life like this?! why should I accept the consequences that my mother has done in the past?! is this karma for me? and why should Alexander be hurt by my mama's actions by what she did in the past?!
So as of now, who is really that evil??!! me or him??!
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"He hurt you again, Tan? what else is he? he really is the most asshole. Nabila sitting next to me staring into the streets.I will make the same calculation he said Nabila fiery.
"Don't!! don't fuck him again, just bil..!! He has suffered a lot.
"Tan, you........
"I was wrong"
"I'm wrong!!"
"Obviously the wrong mom!!
Nabila was confused maybe was digesting my half-in-the-middle sentence.
"What does alexsander have to do with you?! tanya Nabila then with a face still confused.
I lowered my head, then began to tell everything from the beginning until now and even my memories that had just recovered from the events of a few years ago.
oh yes brother, about according to the ending sister, happy is it??sad huh??or.......🤫🤫. uh but next part is not yet over.
Ragga D'Lory🥰🥰