YOU OR I ARE THIRD!!
Deteriorated

At this moment, no matter what had happened to Sapphira, she was seen curled up with her face hidden behind her bent knees.

Sapphira's body trembled, as if heart-wrenching sobs were heard roaring.Safira wanted to scream, but she could not do that, so all she did was cry with a little loud sob.

Why did the ordeal come to him in so many ways?.Safira really did not expect that her life would become like this!!.

Though clearly she used to be a strong woman, is it because of her pregnancy hormones that she becomes irritable and sad?

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While Safira was still curled up while hugging her body, Arnam did not come for long.

Arnam who saw Sapphira's body curled up with a slightly trembling body, he immediately approached Sapphira out of anxiety.

“What's up?”arnam asked softly, he was about to rub Safira's head, trying to calm her down, but before that happened Sapphira immediately dodged.

“Why?, is there anything that makes you uncomfortable?.Where?, say?”ask Arnam now with a worried look.

But unfortunately Sapphira remained silent, as if he did not hear Arnam's words.He tried to dampen his sobbing.

“Why should it be like this..?”mumbled Safira slowly almost sounded like a whisper.His hand that hugged him slightly clenched as if he was angry for some reason.

Arnam who heard that, he certainly felt confused.On the one hand he wanted to calm Sapphira, but every time he wanted to rub the head or back of Sapphira, Safira always dodged,as if he did not want Arnam to touch.Not to mention he still did not get clarity about Safira's attitude.

Finally, Arnam could only stay in front of Sapphira with his head slightly lowered, he tried to see the look on Safira's face.And Sapphira who realized that, he even more hoisted his face with his head lowered deeper.

“I don't want to be in this situation.., I really can't!”obviously Sapphira sounded quivering as she said that, with a hint of emotion the annoyance she overflowed.

“Do not worry me Sapphira!, if there is anything just say”obviously Arnam involuntarily said in a tone that sounds assertive.He was really confused by Safira's attitude, he said,not to mention he still felt angry at his mother's words earlier.

“Maaf”At last Arnam said again after just being quiet for a moment, as if he had realized that he should not express his frustration.

“Can go you...!”sapphira said in a voice that sounded weak and trembling, but also sounded repulsive, as if he did not want to see Arnam.

“Please go!,tinggalin me...,awhile!!!”safira continued, who realized that he could not expel Arnam directly.

Arnam who heard that, he looked doubtful and indecisive.Feeling frustration, Arnam unconsciously rubbed his own face violently.He wanted to try to calm Sapphira, but because Sapphira expelled him, then Arnam had no other choice.

Without saying, Arnam went out.

Brakk!!.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Safira's sobbing grew louder.But she tried to calm her emotions while sighing with some difficulty.

Unbeknownst to Sapphira, Arnam did not leave the house.But he was standing in front of the house, trying to wait for Sapphira to calm down.

Flashbacks

Safira thought Rena called her, but it turned out that Rena sent a voice recording for her.

“Record?, why did he suddenly send a voice recording?”safira asked astonished.He wanted to play the tape, but still a little doubt.

Lately Sapphira's relationship with Arnam a little better, though not too obvious.Because Sapphira just being receptive to the attention that Arnam gave.Not more than that, but,even so occasionally Sapphira will answer Arnam's questions.And it is an advancement for Arnam, because usually Sapphira just ignore or answer his questions with a nod.

“Do I open it?”safira asked doubt.Safira wanted to open it, but he was afraid if it was a bad thing that would make him sad.Lately Safira's mood is unstable, he is also irritable, sad, sad,annoyed just because of trivial things.

But however Safira had to face it, so with all her might she tried to strengthen her heart to open the tape.

[“What's up?”a clear voice was the voice of Arnam.]

Sontak Safira who heard it immediately enlarged the volume and sharpened his hearing.

[“At last you came home too, how long have you never visited mom?.Just because of that woman?, really a bad influence!”rima said after a while the atmosphere was only silent for a moment.Sound tone clearly sounded like being offensive to him.

Safira who heard that, he had wanted to pause the recording of the sound for a moment, because he was not ready to hear the sound of the next recording.But when he heard Arnam's firm tone, he canceled his plan.

[“Bu!!”arnam said sounding annoyed mixed with a little anger].Sapphira was a little happy when Arnam defended her, but even so she was still not calm with what they were going to talk about, so she unconsciously bit the tip of her nails.

Every word heard on the tape, unknowingly made him bite his nails harder and harder, so much so that his nails were broken.

When I heard Rima's next words, unknowingly her eyes were wet, when a drop of tears just fell.

“Mother promise mom will recognize Sapphira's child as mother's grandchild, provided you want to have children with Rena”ucap Rima without burden.

Suddenly Safira who heard that was immediately stunned.

‘So I mean mother, mother will not admit this child unless Rena is pregnant with Arnam's child?!’thought Safira was not out of thought.He unconsciously rubbed his stomach a little flat and not yet clearly visible bulge in his stomach.

“I mean, mom will treat him well”Advanced Rima again.

Safira had not finished trying to calm his mood, but then Rima's words instead made her tears flow more and more.He cried with an emotion that can not be expressed.There is anger, not accept, he said,disbelief, disappointment, and many more emotions that Safira could not name.

For the next, Safira immediately turned off the voice recording.He did not care about Arnam's next answer.But clearly Safira really felt hurt, so he could not hear the contents of the recording again.

Rima's words that said she would 'treat Sapphira's child well if Rena was also pregnant' seemed to make her even more angry,so if Rena is not pregnant with Arnam's child will the mother of Arnam treat her grandchild badly??

And finally after that Safira was crying with emotions that could not be expressed.Safira tried not to scream, because he did not want anyone to know if now he was crying.

End Flashback

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