YOU OR I ARE THIRD!!
Toni's Reason and Toni's Past

Arnam who heard the explanation from Toni, he immediately clenched his hand until his fist turned white because it held the anger that felt soaring.

Somehow Arnam felt guilty and angry,he actually intends to tell the truth about himself slowly so that Sapphira can understand.But Rena who is the cause of this problem even complicates Arnam's relationship with Sapphira.

“What jet have I told you is ready?”ask Arnam who wants to go straight home and see the current state of Sapphira.

“Already tuan”answer Ton directly.

Without waiting for long Arnam also immediately rose from his seat“Come we go straight home!”arnam said in a commanding tone, he walked out of the room ahead of Toni.

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When Arnam had been on his private jet, he was seen just silent with his hands clenched tightly.Nobody knew how Arnam's mind was at the moment, he said,although Arnam looks only silent with a calm face.But know that Arnam is very worried about the situation of Sapphira.

“Why can you be this stupid and directly obey my mother's orders” revealed Arnam without staring at Toni who was standing next to him.

“Sorry sir, it's all my carelessness.I really can't refuse your mother's orders” Revealed Toni with a calm face.

“Say the reason!”

“The guy threatened to fire me, and not allow me to work next to you” Toni explained.

Arnam who heard that, he just kept quiet and closed his eyes.

“Stupid!, although I allowed her my mother to fire employees as she wished, but where possible I let you to be fired by my mother”ucap Arnam flat but with a fairly slow voice.

And here Arnam knows if he can't turn on Toni completely.It's true that all this time Arnam just kept quiet and monitored the company from behind the scenes,because most people only know if the company belongs to his mother.

During this time, his mother often works at will, he will fire employees that he does not like, even though the employee is very talented.Of course Arnam will approve it, because even though Arnam fired a talented employee, Arnam,there are still a hundred other talented employees who want to work in his company.

In short, even though his mother is making trouble, then Arnam will take care of the problem!!

And even so, unbeknownst to Rima, Arnam had arranged a job for the man fired by his mother to work in one of his branch companies.

“Have you been able to go”ucap Arnam who wanted Toni to stay away from him.

Toni who heard that was forced to walk away from Arnam, she just kept silent while staring at Arnam with a complicated gaze.Actually that's not the only reason Toni, but also the reason,because Toni also obeyed Rima's order so that Arnam could focus on his company for a moment.Especially at this time Toni and Arnam have planned about the emergence of Arnam in his parent company.

Time continues to pass so fast, the jet they use is still not up to the goal because it requires quite a lot of time.

Toni who was sitting at a distance from Arnam, he just kept silent while imagining his past to bring him to meet Arnam.

Flashbacks.

At that time Toni was still a cheerful male figure, he was a friendly person to anyone he knew.And Toni who at that time was about twenty years old, he was friendly to anyone he knew,he still looks unstable for love.For 20 years it was the first time he was dating

Toni has a lover named Clara, even though they have only been dating for a few months, but Toni who feels very loving her lover, she has planned to marry young.Although it was not in her goals all along

“Hopefully Clara liked this food”ucap Toni who at that time just came home from her place of work in one of the elite restaurants.Although Toni only worked as a waitress, but the salary was quite large, but,to be able to meet daily needs and also be able to meet the needs of the college.

Toni is currently no different from the figure of a man who is too drunk in love, he who does not know Clara for sure and clearly does not care about it, he said,all he wanted right now was to marry Clara in order to have her whole life.

Before long Toni arrived, she immediately knocked on one of the boarding houses that her lover lived in.

Because of his love he with the lover, he was even willing to work more to pay the cost of the lover, the cost,Toni also gave money to the lover like a husband.Gajinya during this time even he gave more for the lover than for his own needs, as well as for his own,he is willing to eat mediocre so that the lover can eat well.

Feeling that there was no answer from inside, Toni also intended to wait, but because the door of the boarding house was slightly open, then Toni chose to enter.

His intention he wanted to make the lover surprised by his current arrival.

But once Toni has entered, it is precisely he who feels shocked and shocked, with a look of disbelief he saw a pair of men and women who were fighting behind a blanket.

The long stifled voice of the man and woman who were none other than his lover, as if he had managed to resuscitate his daydream.

“I go home first yes, I'm afraid if your lover knows I'm here”ucap the man who immediately got up from the bed, and started wearing his clothes that.

“Do not!, Here you go, I still miss”ucap Clara with a spoiled tone.He looked at the man who had just wrestled with her with an unwilling look.

“I'm afraid if later your lover will know about our relationship”tap the man again, he's always known if Clara has had the lover,even though he was made an affair he was willing because at least he was the one who took the first experience of the woman.And maybe only he ever touched the woman?

“Let it go, I don't care!, which obviously I've had enough of using it”ucap Clara spoiledly and still continue to wrestle spoiled beside the man.

“Clara!!”toni shouted in her murky tone, she did not realize that she was only a spectator among that pair of despicable men and women!!

Toni never touched Clara because she loved and respected her lover so much, but what does she get now?, traitor!!.And what did his lover say?, he was only used??, Toni felt unexpected about it.

Clara who heard that turned to the source of the voice, she was shocked and in disbelief, but before long she had a flat face along with her cynical smile.

“Why can you do this to me?!!”ask Toni who looks so shocked and in disbelief,

his tone now sounded angry and desperate, his heartfelt love and trust was betrayed!!.

“Why?,Heh!, you finally know this truth.Actually I have only benefited you so far, even though your money is not much, you know how much,but I'm satisfied to have made you willing to do anything for me, Clara said, walking with a blanket over her body, she walked closer and closer to Toni.

“What's the reason Clara?, say!”tanya Toni clutched Clara's shoulder and looked at her with her despairing look, she moved both her hands firmly until Clara's body was swayed by the quarrel.

“Because I hate you, hate you so much!, do you know what your mother has done to my family?”clara said cynically and paused her speech.

“Your mother has become the ruin of my parents' marriage, a marriage that was initially very harmonious and turned bland because of your mother!”Shouted Clara expressing her emotions, her eyes staring hatefully at Toni.

Toni who heard that, she was just silent.Toni knew if indeed his mother was not a good woman, he had asked his mother not to do the dirty thing, it was,but his mother rejected him firmly, so he prefers to leave his mother and work hard to meet his own needs.

Is it worth her mother's fault that she bears??

Why should he bear all this??

His love and affection was truly sincere!!

But why should it be ruined because of the mother's fault?, why?! whyyy?! why?!.Toni felt like she could only express that question in her heart which now felt smashed.

“Yes because you are his son!, you stupid!!. I originally wanted to make you fall in love with me, to the deepest bottom.And now I succeed right?!, I am very satisfied with my achievements.From now on I want us to end this relationship!!”without seeing and caring about Toni Clara, she decided to break the relationship.

Toni who heard that could only be silent, and did not know what to say and respond.

Finally he knew the purpose of Clara approaching him not because of love, but because she wanted to make him hurt.

“But we will soon get married, and our wedding plans have also started near”ucap Toni reminded.He said as if he did not care what Clara had done in front of him,

it was as if Clara's words and bad intentions didn't matter.

“Hah?, married?, are you sure?!”said Clara who immediately stroked her stomach.

Toni who saw that looked directly at Clara's stomach with her thinking gaze.

“Yes your guess is correct, I am pregnant, and you definitely know who the father of this child is without me having to tell!”clara said in a tone that sounded proud without guilt.Clara did not care even though Toni always took care of her like Toni took care of herself, what she cares about the most at this time is the satisfaction of successfully hurting Toni,but is it true that he is satisfied at this moment??

“Clara..”.Toni who did not know what else to say just looked down with her desperate gaze.

“If you think I'm cruel then I don't care, isn't your mother also cruel?, she's the one who ruined someone else's marriage?, isn't that Toni?!”clara is getting cynical.

Hearing that, Toni just went and walked away from Clara's boarding house in a state of chaos, her hands looking clenched with anger, but her eyes were blank with despair.

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Here Toni now, she is on top of the tallest building.Toni looks just silent with the look of her eyes staring down.

It feels like his life is ruined...

His life means nothing....

He has ended....

“If I die maybe the pain I receive will be gone.” thought Toni with a blank look as if emotions had taken hold of her.

In the next second when Toni had jumped.

Suddenly Toni feels sorry for doing such a stupid thing.Supposedly she tried to live better and prove to Clara that she could live well without Clara though.

And Toni thinks if her regret is meaningless because she will die.But until a few minutes later she does not also feel falling or feel pain in her body, precisely her body as if being lifted by someone.

“Am I dead?”muttered Toni who was closing her eyes.

“Why don't I feel sick?, or am I already in heaven?”muttered Toni who did not dare to open her eyes.

“Heaven?,heh?!.Where there is a heaven accepting suicidal people, do not be stupid!, even hell alone is reluctant to accept people who die by suicide”pap a voice that sounds cynical.

Toni who heard that, he immediately opened his eyes.And at that time he saw if his body was being lifted by a man with a body that is quite sturdy, and,the man who is currently in front of him looks authoritative, he is like a savior angel to him.

Toni can also see if the man who saved her, has used the safety on her body and also the rope that binds her body to lead into a helicopter, with a propeller that is circling, and,it was as if the voice around him had become silent and there was only the sound of a propeller.

“Thank you!”said a voice that turned out to be the voice of the person in front of him

Shortly after, the rope wrapped around the body of the man in front of him began to be pulled, and Toni who was in the grip of his hand began to be carried into the helicopter.

* Inside Arnam's helicopter.

Arnam, who was now sitting, was just silent as if waiting for Toni to be aware of his shock.

“Thank you tuan”ucap Toni suddenly with a sense of pleasure.Toni was happy when he knew if he was given a chance to live, but did not bring up his happy feelings until the expressionless face he raised.

“If you want to die, try not to be cowardly.At least die to help people who need help”ucap Arnam sarcas accompanied by a wise-sounding tone.

“Iya tuan”answered Toni obediently.

“Where is your home?, let me inter”

“I do not have host.Allow me devote myself to you tuan”ucap Toni with kneeling position.

Tony has promised himself,if he will devote his entire life to exist beside Arnam which is a salvation for him.He is also willing to sacrifice his life for the safety of Arnam.Maybe it is one way Toni expressed her gratitude.

At that time Arnam was 15 years old and Toni was 20 years old.Training hell was given to Toni who had firm stubbornness.

End Flashback.

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