YOU OR I ARE THIRD!!
Farrell

Safira is now in the same restaurant as Arnam.

Safira is on the 4th floor.Safira looks a little awkward and uncomfortable to be there.He did rent this restaurant occasionally while working while carrying his son.But it was only in the second floor restaurant, but it was only in the second floor restaurant,and not as big and luxurious.In addition to the existence of Farrel sitting in front of him, it makes him more uncomfortable.

“Now go straight to the point, what do you want to discuss?”ask Safira directly.

Farrel just kept quiet, he looked at Safira fixedly.As it were, he really enjoyed the scenery that was in front of him at this time.Farrel did not blink even he did not glance in the other direction though, he did not even glance in the other direction,it was as if he did not want to waste a second of time staring at Safira.

Realizing the unusual gaze of Farrel, Safira immediately cleared her throat to eliminate the uncomfortable atmosphere she felt.

“Ekhmm”hopefully with the dehemannya that Farrel can be conscious, or at least turn the other way for a second.

“Farrel”call Safira, but Farrel is silent.

“Tuan”tap Safira the second time with a slightly loud tone, and finally Farrel blinked his eyes.He looked down, and raised his head to look at Sapphira with a look of dislike.

“Didn't I say if you can just call my name right away when we're not in the office”ucap Farrel expressed his dislike of it.

“Can hentaijanya directly?, I rush”balas Safira a little indifferent, he lazy to serve Farrel.

Safira used to be kind to Farrel, he was always friendly to Farrel, but ever since he knew Farrel's feelings, why the upset and anger in him appeared

Didn't Safira ever warn Farrel not to like it, let alone hope more!, because it can make their relationship tenuous.

“You know that I like you”Cap Farrel whether it's a question or a statement,

which is obviously difficult for Safira to distinguish because of Farrel's unclear intonation when Farrel said that.

“Didn't I have warned that there is no word 'like' or 'love' in this friendship.Because when it happens, then our friendship will end”Safira revealed slightly indifferently with a tone of dislike.

Maybe it is a human thing to love someone, but this is not in the right circumstances.Especially they are too comfortable in friendship, so for Sapphira to like and love Farrel is impossible!, the!,it really is impossible!!.

How could Sapphira love Farrel while she was still thinking of Arnam?, even though she did not know how she felt right now for Arnam!.

Is his anger and disappointment still more dominating than his trust in Arnam?

Or is his disappointment no greater than his love for Arnam?.

“But I really love you, I sincerely love you and like you.You will know if we can not manage the feeling to like someone we want, he said,although I know this is not right”Farre said that while looking at Safira.

“I know that, but don't love not have to have!, because not everyone can have both!!.”ucap Safira as if affirming if Farrel can love him, but he can't have it!.

Because Sapphira realized she could not forbid Farrel not to love her.Isn't that what could happen to anyone!!?.

“But I really want to always be next to you, accompanying you to tell a story or whatever, as long as there is you I will definitely be happy.Please!, accept me, accept me,I'll accept you for who you are”ucap Farrel pleading.

“You're crazy!!”as Sapphira was upset, she did not like to be forced.Imagine it, when Arnam used to pursue Sapphira, she even took nearly ten years to melt Safira's heart,can you imagine how determined and strong Arnam was to get Sapphira??.

Although Sapphira used to curse and swear Arnam's absorbency which he thought was strange.Because at that time Arnam seemed to have a double nature, he could smile and laugh with Sapphira, which he said was strange,but when in front of others he will be indifferent and flat as if the one who laughs and smiles in front of Sapphira is someone else.

It's scary!!.Perhaps that is what Safira thought of Arnam Five years ago, for Sapphira did not realize that Arnam had liked him for ten years.

“Yes, I'm crazy!, isn't this because of you!!”farrel said a little shouting, until some people who were there turned to him.

“Don't make me angry Farrel!, especially if I curse and swore at you, because I don't want to be a bad mother to Sabrina”happy Safira with lips clenched in anger.

“I will accept you as you are, I will consider Sabrina like my own child, even if we have children, I will love Sabrina more than our child later”ucap Farrel with words full of promise.

“It really doesn't make sense!, you can't be a good father!.And besides I don't want to accept your love.I'm now afraid if your son will get a bad father, I can't imagine that!”said Safira deliberately did not want to mention 'our children'.After all Safira did not intend to marry let alone have children with Farrel.Dan Safira just think how unfortunate Farrel's son and the woman who will marry Farrel later, if Farrel still remains obsessed with him.

“As long as it's our son, I will definitely love him more than I love myself!”said Farrel sure.

“Truly people are insane!!”gerutu Safira who really felt fed up and could not bear to curse.

“Basic Farrel damn, because he tried me not to curse so failed.

Goddamnit! godammit! damn it!.”umpat Safira vented his regret, but the next second he immediately tried to calm himself, he stopped walking for a moment.

Safira really did not want to if his sense of regret would continue until he was at home.

When Safira was silent, she accidentally saw the man she knew heading to the toilet.Deg' her heart beat fast due to shock and shock,he did not expect that the person he was avoiding was in the same place as him.

“Arnam”pekik Safira surprise.

In a hurry, Safira stepped on her foot, she ran!, but not away but closer towards the familiar figure.

Sapphira should stay away or hide so that Arnam does not find existence

nya!.But, regardless of why he even intended to approach the person, he was curious and wanted to make sure if the person he saw at a glance was Arnam.Even if the person passed through the hall Safira still chasing him.

“Arnam”yelling Safira and directly patting the back of the man who was behind her.

When the man stopped stepping, Safira's heart again beat louder, and faster,

either because of the effect of running or because of nervousness, which obviously Safira suddenly changed her mind, she wanted to hide and stay away as the man was about to turn his head towards her.

Why is he chasing after Arnam?!

Shouldn't he run away and hide?!!.

“Stupid basis!”mumbled Safira cursing herself.

“Yes who?”ask the man when he turns around.

Hearing a different tone of voice, Safira immediately puffed his head up, and it turned out that the person was not Arnam.

“Eh? em..em, I'm sorry people” replied Safira awkwardly and a little bit of a whimper while scratching his head that does not itch.

Without answering the man stepped back and ignored Sapphira.

“Damn it!, turns out not Arnam”murm Safira who again continues to curse.

“And when I was sure it was clearly Arnam, but why is it not the heck"sorry Safira.The next moment Safira pondered.

“Sial,why do I look disappointed anyway, should I be happy because it is not Arnam.Thus I can calm down, because it means Arnam can not find us”ucap Safira while patting his cheek.

“This is not you Sapphira!, you can not expect Arnam to find you and Sabrina?, do you think if Arnam will take you home?, heh!obviously that's impossible!”Sapphira continued to talk to herself, occasionally hitting her head as if eliminating thoughts that she thought were useless.

“After all you left Arnam, and it is natural that he was disappointed and did not look for you”lirih Safira who immediately turned around and walked out of the restaurant with a face that somehow turned uninspired.

Safira now tries to accept that Arnam is not looking for him, but Arnam does not know if he was kicked out by Rima.

...*****...

Nightfall.

In a dark room, there was a pensive man who laughed occasionally.No moonlight or light illuminated the silent room.The room was really dark and scary, no light,as if anyone who was there would feel claustrophobic as if they could not breathe.

“Sayang....,honey....”the man kept chattering in an unclear voice, saying,

he was pensive, and occasionally drank alcohol, and laughed for no reason as if he was thinking of something that made him happy.