You Must Be Sorry!
88 (Fainting)

Fi who felt dizzy carried his son to the soft and clean bed that had been provided for him and the baby.

“Mama why?” Andri stroked her mother's long hair.

“Mama dizzy son, maybe it's a fever, you don't get close to mama ya.” Fi won't if his son gets infected.

He who began to shiver violently went into the blanket.

Fi who was feeling cold heat remembered the Emir, he also shed his tears. Because he could not imagine how the cry of his son when the incident took place.

“Yes God son, forgive mom, hiks..” Fi unceasingly felt sorry, because helpless, the child he loved left in a tragic way, “Will God put you in his paradise?”

Fi is more stressed, because Andri's departure by suicide.

His head full of anxiety makes Fi even more down.

Andri who wanted to pay attention was rejected by Fi. She was afraid that if her child would get sick too.

The new Rila comes with an analgesic drug directly helping Fi sit down.

“Ayo Fi, take the medicine first,” said Rila.

“Iya, thank you very much kak.”

After finishing taking the medicine, Rila put Fi back to bed.

“Son, don't touch mama yes, mama again hurts, later you catch it, can't, oh yes your name is nak?” greet Rila.

“Andri,” says Andri.

“Oke Andri, before aunt says okay, don't hug mama yes.” Rila must pretend to be affectionate with Andri, because if he is familiar with Fi, his position will automatically be safe.if one day Fi has married Yudi.

He was very sure that his master liked Fi, because the master admitted Andri was his son.

“Good aunt.” Andri who was trained to obey easily agreed with Rila's words.

“Good, now sleep to the edge.” Rila pointed towards the wall.

“Oke aunt.” afterwards Andri lays down her body to the place that Rila said.

Andri's sweet nature makes Rila love it naturally.

The smart kid, but dear, was born from the womb of Fi, the inner Rila.

After that Rila went out of the room. As he passed towards the kitchen, he met Yudi.

“You're from Fi's room?” ask Yudi.

“Iya sir, Fi again fever.”

“What? She sick?” yudi's worried face was clearly visible in Rila's eyes.

“Master take it easy, because I've already given him medicine.” Rila says so so that he looks good in Yudi's eyes.

“Good, imaksi much.” Yudi rushed to Fi's room.

Krieet...

Yudi slowly opened Fi's room, and he saw Fi being wrapped in a blanket. Andri slept far away from her mother.

He approached and sat down on the bed.

“Hum Yudi put his hand on Fi's forehead.

He who was afraid something happened to his favorite art immediately called his doctor subscription.

Please come to my house, doc, someone's sick. 📲 Yudi's.

Good sir Yudi. 📲 Doctor.

After the phone connection was cut off, Yudi saw Fi's lips move.

Then he brought his ears closer to Fi's lips.

“Emir... Emir..” Fi called out the name of his deceased son.

Unstoppable longing made Fi run towards her laughing child cheerfully.

“Emir!!” Fi called his son's name.

But when the Emir turned his head, he suddenly cried. And the waves are rising.

“Emir! Watch out! Emir!” The delirious Fi made Yudi anxious.

“Fi, wake Fi.” Yudi patted Fi's cheek to get up.

Slowly Fi opened his eyes, and he looked at the ceiling of his employer's house.

“Emir!” sontak Fi who remembered his baby rose from his sleep.

“Hey calm down first, you're just a dream.” Yudi grasped the hand of Fi whose breath was panting.

“Emir sir, he cried, and was dragged by the waves. I want to save him.” Fi thought that his dream was reality.

“Fi, you're just a dream, wake up!” Yudi shook Fi's body.

“Oh yes, Emir is gone.” said Fi by staring nanar towards his master.

The test!

Fi's cheeks were back in tears. He misses his son so much.

“Fi, who is patient, you must be sincere, if you are like this, surely the Emir will not be calm there. Istighfar!” Yudi advised Fi.

“You don't understand sir, how it feels in living a baby, because you don't have it yet, and.” Fi's increasingly swollen eyes make it difficult for Fi to see Yudi's sadness over his words.

“Although I do not have children, but my humanity is enough Fi.” Yudi took a long breath.

“Hiks... Emir...” but Fi who is still hysterical can not hear what Yudi said.

30 Minutes later, Fi, who had been lying in bed, was again enveloped by Yudi.

And then the doctor came. “Please on check dock,” pinta Yudi.

“Good sir.” then sir doctor check Fi whose eyes are open his mind drifting everywhere.

Emir's departure made Fi heartbroken, he who did not accept the reality even fell when the doctor gave him 1 injection in his arm.

“Fi” Yudi becomes more worried, looking at critical Fi. “We take it to the hospital only doc!” Yudi wanted Fi to get more intensive handling.

“No need sir, ma'am Fi was just in shock, her tension went down and got cold, she just needed a look, enough food, and not a lot of thoughts.” after the doctor finished writing the prescription of the drug that must be redeemed, he gave it to Yudi.

“Give entertainment to this mother, it looks like she is under great stress, say positive things, so that her mind is calmer.” explained the doctor.

When he finished his work, the doctor left.

“I'm sorry sir.” the doctor said goodbye to Yudi.

“Good, thank you very much doc.” after the doctor left, Yudi again sat on the edge of the bed.

“It must be hard for you, accept the reality that hurts you so much.” Yudi stroked the top of Fi's head.

He can understand what Fi is feeling, because he is also in the mother's residence in childhood. And until now he always missed his late mother.

While Yudi was still daydreaming staring fixedly at Fi's face, Andri woke up from his sleep.

“Papa?” a small and adorable voice came out from Andri's cute lips.

“What's the son?” Yudi opened both his hands wide. Andri came to Yudi. The two embrace each other.

“Mama is not healed yet pa?” Andri who wants to indulge in her mother impatiently wants to hug Fi.

“Not yet, be patient, and if mama wakes up, tell me a good thing, do not reveal about brother Emir ya.” Yudi was afraid if Andri told him about Emir to Fi.

“Why pa? Consider it good, always entertain me, every day we always play in the room, brother also often tell me, not to cry, later at the beat of the aunt Goddess and Vienna, I miss brother pa, I miss you, he has not slept and played with me for a long time.”

Andri doesn't understand, if his brother won't come back to his side.

...Seriate......