You Must Be Sorry!
108 (Crying Water)

After the conversation, Fi and Yuri also cook chicken as a side dish that day.

Lia who was mopping the floor with Reni started chatting.

“Ren.”

“Ya Lia? What's up?” said Lia while still mopping the floor.

“I think Fi will yell at us, or demean, it turns out he is behaving as usual.” Lia said her heart.

“You're right too, honestly I feel bad for being mean to her all this time, I'm sorry, if I knew her fate would be this good, surely I'd be fine with her.” Reni is wrong.

“Iya-ya, not to mention if he gets to be with the master, out of my pride, maybe I will resign, huffff..” Lia took a long breath.

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Asir who was in the cell was feverish because he could not sleep since he stayed in prison.

His once smooth face is now flushed due to mosquito bites.

“Sial! It could really be crazy for me if it takes longer here.” Asir massaged his temple which continued to hurt non-stop.

When eating Asir was not tasteful, because the menu given is boiled tempe.

As a result, his masculine body became thin and saggy.

He also now has eye bags and panda eyes, he who used to be handsome 95% now down to 75%.

His mind was tormented with what happened to him.

Whatever I will pay, as long as I get out of here, Inner Asir.

He who was miserable was also visited by the prison warden.

“Asir!” the prison guards called his name.

“Ya sir?” answer it weakly.

“There is a guest for you.” then the warden opens Asir's holding cell.

“Is there any good news from Hitman sir?” Asir hopes he gets something good for the day.

When Asir had arrived at the guest chair, the look on his face became wry, because what came was Alisha, the mother whom he always tormented his mind since he was small.

Asir sat in front of his mother with a feeling of sincerity.

“If you don't want to help me, why come visit me?” Asir was still angry at his mother.

“Yes, my mother will not help you, because you are an adult, what you do on your conscious basis, so you must take responsibility for yourself.” said Alisyah firmly.

“Then, what is your purpose here? What to mock me?” The furious Asir threw away his face.

“No, but to visit you, even though you have been disobedient with mom, but mama is still your parents, mama wants to see your situation now,” explained Alisyah.

“As you can see, still alive.” replied Asir excitedly.

“This!” Alisyah put the rice box on the table for her son. “Mama know you must not like food here, eat son.” Alisha persuaded her son.

“I've eaten.” Asir refused to accept his mother's gift.

“If you've eaten, you must not be this good as Asir, mama knows you, mama knows your nature, and mama loves you son.” Alisha clasped her son's hand.

“Don't be a sweet ass ma, if you really love me, mama would be my witness, help me, but what? Huh huh? Mama hands off, even supports me to be punished, and from the first mama never thought I existed!” Asir did not understand, his mother's firm attitude because of the actions he made himself.

“Asir, I don't need to explain anything to you anymore. Because of course, you have also felt, the result of what you have forbidden so far on you.” Alisyah felt sorry for her son, but what could be done, she wanted her son to realize.

“Go ma. The presence of mama only makes me more sick.” said Asir without seeing his mother's face.

“Alright, mom will go. Asir, maybe now you're not aware, but later you will understand what you've been doing all this time is wrong. To your mother, Fi and children, you also need to know, the result of your crime, your son died.” Alisyah brought back the Emir's death.

Or rather, Asir did not want to know what happened to his son.

“Asir, the Emir died because Vienna son, although you do not love him, do not consider him a child, but the Emir who is not yet an adult, will help you in the hereafter Sir, sir, he'll ask God not to send you to hell. Even if you have tortured and mentally killed him, son, hiks.” Alisyah regrets her failure to educate children.

“I don't care, go home!” Asir kicked his mother out.

“Alright, take care of your health, stay grateful for what you get now, and. eat yes son. Just once, cherish me as your mother.” Alisha got up from her seat. He left without being seen by his son.

No matter how bad a child is to a mother, but the mother will still love her child.

Asir who was still sitting on the chair slowly shed his tears.

He also remembered all his inhuman acts to his mother, wife and children.

“Jesus God...” Asir covered his face with both hands.

“What have I been doing all this time God?!” then Asir saw the rice box that his mother brought.

“Mother, hiks..” Chapped lips Asir quivered, his eyes reddened, his nose out of the water.

Buk up!

Buk up!

Buk up!

Asir hit his chest which felt tight and heavy.

He who had never shed his tears all this time, was now weeping bitterly.

“Mother...I'm sorry... Emir... forgive papa.” instantly he remembers his son's sweet yet pitiful smile.

...Flash Back On!...

“Emir!” asir's shrill voice called out the name of his son who was playing robot-tobot with his sister in the living room.

“Ya papa?” sahut Emir with a smile on his father.

“If the call comes to the person, not even stay in the Emir's place!” Asir snorted annoyedly.

Then turn the first one towards him.

“Sorry papa, if the Emir is wrong.” despite getting an intimidating look, the Emir still smiles broadly at his father.

“What is this?!” Asir shows the money he found in his son's picture book.

“Money pa.” replied Emir as is.

“Papa also knows Emir, this is money, but where do you get it from?!” An annoyed Asir hit his son's head.

Puk!

Asir who did not think about his strength, made his son's body look down and almost fell.

“Sorry pa. Ta-tadi Emir can be on the floor.” The Emir stroked his head which was achy and twitching core.

“Lantas, since you saw there was money on the floor, did you just take it? Without thinking it's a sin or the owner must be looking for the money?”

Asir's eyeballs almost came out while scolding his son.

“Sorry pa, Emir don't know about it.” The Emir who was scared and felt pain over the blow of Asir shed his tears.

“What is this?” Asir wiped the rough cheeks of his son. “While stealing you feel no guilt, you are caught crying, you are an Emir man! Never show your tears, even in front of your parents.” Asir felt that whatever his son was doing was wrong.

...Seriate......