You Must Be Sorry!
50 (Abortion)

After going through a long journey, the Goddess finally reached her destination.

The atmosphere of the village is quiet, minimal houses and trees are everywhere making the Goddess a little afraid

He did not dare to get out of his car. “Wait for Clara alone ah.” because shaman houses made of woven bamboo add a horrifying impression in the eyes of the Goddess.

“Awas only if up to the Clara did not come.” then Dewi tried to dial the number of Friends.

“Sial! No more signals!” want the sense of the Goddess slamming her phone.

”Do I just go home? But if I go, I will lose, besides coming all the way here, I also still have to carry this fetus in my stomach.” Dewi was hesitant to decide what, which made her reluctant to leave, because the cost for abortion there was very cheap.

In the middle of his glue, suddenly someone clawed his car.

Titiin!

The goddess looked behind him. “Thank God, he has come.” fear Goddess was cut off at that moment.

Now he dared to open the car door. “After you came!” The goddess showed her annoyance, because it was Clara who had made her wait a long time ago.

“You yourself why didn't you come in? On the matter of nyai has been waiting for you from earlier,” said Clara.

Bam!

*****! After locking the car door, Clara and Dewi both headed for the shaman's house.

“Do you want him?” ask the Goddess a little doubt

“Aman..” replied Clara.

Tok tok! Clara knocked on the door of the house made from the plywood.

Krieett .. quickly an old woman full of gray hair opened the door.

“Yes Lord!” sontak Dewi held her chest in shock at the figure of the grandmother who was so shocking.

“Based on young people today, there is no courtesy!” the shaman was offended by the attitude of the Goddess.

“Quickly apologize,” whispered Clara.

The abstaining goddess below, that time followed the advice of her friend.

“I'm sorry grandma, I have no intention to hurt grandma.” The goddess shook the hand of the shaman who had wrinkled.

“Alright, I'm sorry, but don't call me grandma, you can say nyai right?” said the shaman.

“Can nyai.” the aura of the shaman who is so gripping makes a Goddess so submissive.

Surely the knowledge is strong, no longer wrong, the inner Goddess.

“Come! We go inside, it is not good to stand for long at the door,” said the shaman.

“Good nyai,” answered both.

Then Dewi and Clara followed the shaman's steps towards the house that has a clay floor.

Damnit damnit! Why would I step on the floor like this again anyway?! inner Goddess.

He felt uneasy, as the soles of his feet touched the ground so cold.

“Please sit.” the shaman invites Clara and Dewi to sit on a pandan mat that smells of garlic and red.

Instantly Dewi felt tight when the smell of delicious spices was slurping in her nose.

“Hoek!” he felt like he wanted to get nauseous.

”Heh! Don't fuck up my house with your bowels!” pekik the shaman.

“Sorry nyai.” The goddess is made not warted by the shaman.

“Who is your name?” ask the shaman.

“Goddess nyai.” The goddess extended her hand.

“Call me, nyai Larasati.” Larasati received the Goddess's hand.

“Good nyai.”

“What is your purpose here?” ask Larasati even though she knows.

“I want to abort my content nyai,” Dewi also expressed his meaning.

“How many months has it been?” ask Larasati.

“Maybe it's only 7 weeks, because last month I did not come month,” explained Dewi.

“Pity you son, have a brash mother, and irresponsible father.” despite Larasati shaman abortion, but he always felt guilty, but he always felt guilty, when it will destroy the innocent babies that the couple brought no heart to him.

Actually Dewi felt furious and offended at the harsh words of Larasati. But what can be done, Larasati is not Alisyah or Fi, which he can persecute.

“Are you sure you'll drop it? Because I see, this kid will bring you good luck.” Larasati explained his vision.

“No, I don't want to, I don't want this kid.” The goddess firmly does not want her baby to be born into the world.

“But if you do, it will be the beginning of disaster for you, but it's up to you anyway,” said Larasati.

“Even if he exists, it will be a great collapse in my life.” The goddess Kekeh did not want the presence of her baby.

“Alright.” because Dewi still wants to. Larasati also took a potion wrapped neatly in a white cloth.

Damnit damnit! It was so scary playing! inner Goddess.

After that Larasati put the ingredients that have been mashed smoothly into a glass that has been mixed with water.

After that, Larasati shakes it until it blends with water.

“Minum.” Larasati gave the medicine glass to the Goddess

Although disgusted, but Dewi had no other choice, he was forced to drink the concoction of drugs given by Larasati.

Glucose gluc!

The goddess almost vomited, as the murderous medicine entered her throat.

“Must be finished, don't waste a single bit!” larasati.

After finishing the drug given Larasati, the face of the Goddess turned pale.

Then Larasati gave 1 pill tablet to the Goddess.

“Drink this.”

The goddess followed what Larasati said. He also took a pill that he himself did not know its usefulness.

“Please drop it on the mat, but first open your clothes.” said Larasati while giving Dewi a cloth that has faded in color.

The goddess hesitated, as she looked towards Clara. Clara nodded her head.

Yes, after all, it has been done, Inner Goddess.

Then the Goddess slept on her back on the mat she was sitting on. Next Larasati began to massage the stomach of the young pregnant Goddess.

“Aduh, slow down, sick.” The goddess grimaced in pain.

“This is nothing, later after the pills and potions react, you will feel your waist as if it will break, your stomach will shake, do'a course you do not catch up with your child.” words from Larasati make Dewi swallow her saliva.

Fucking shaman! Can't he say it more gently? inner Goddess.

After that Larasati increasingly tighten the sequence in the area of Goddess peranakan.

“Akhh!! It hurts!! It hurts so bad!!!” The goddess shouted because she could not stand it. His stomach is like going round and round. Feeling pain and twisting.

Clara who was next to him just stroked the top of the Goddess' head. Because he himself had felt the touch of his life Larasati 3 months ago.

After 1 hour of roaring in pain, the sorting event was over.

“Go home, later tonight your fetus that is in the process of destruction will come out,” said Larasati.

The goddess sat down and put her clothes back on, wiping her tears.

After the Goddess was neat, he also gave the envelope to the shaman.

“Thank you very much, hopefully this treatment runs smoothly.” The goddess shook Larasati's hand.

“Aamiin.”

After that Dewi and Clara came out of the house of Larasati

“You give me how much?” ask Clara who wants to know.

“500 thousand,” replied Goddess.

“So much you!” Clara laughed bitterly.

“For what to give a lot to the killer.” said Dewi.

...Seriate......