You'll Be Mine
Denying feelings

“Ja-ngan go …. Can you accompany me for a moment, Young master?” zesa asked in a hesitant voice.

A housekeeper asked for his master's company in the room. Perhaps only Zesa would dare to ask such a crazy thing. Moreover, he asked that to the most powerful young master in the house. Zayden who is the head of the family in the house was suddenly asked for help by a domestic assistant who had not even been working for a month.

“Do you know what might happen when ...male and female are in an enclosed room without the company of a third person?”

Zayden turned the body until Zesa's hand holding the tip of the pajamas was released.

“Sa-I just want to ask about salary,” please Zesa quickly.

“Gaji? Do you need money?” zayden asked as he walked closer to the bed.

Zay sat on the floor, next to the girl lying on her side. The distance between them is only one. That cold face was even more shady as it stared at Zesa's face.

“Can retreat a little, Mister?”

“Why?” Zayden asked as he rewinded his face a little further.

“Her mask is a delay,” chirps Zesa with face covered in half using a blanket.

The man immediately smiled amusedly. Just this time he heard Zesa roar. The girl who was always afraid to look at him was seducing him.

“I didn't hear wrong, did I? You dare to seduce your master? It seems, it's a way to ask for a salary with the latest methods. But, without you seducing me, I will give you your money like our original agreement.”

Zesa smiled faintly. The red lips of the pomegranate looked beautifully bristled, as if attracting the man to taste strawberry-scented honey. The girl turned her back to Zayden in embarrassment to see the man look at her.

As Zesa turned his back, Zayden immediately came out. He almost lost his mind as his neutrals continued to capture the sight that aroused desire. Zesa's back and neck were as seductive as his lips, so Zayden was afraid of not being able to control himself. He once crossed the line and kissed Zesa's lips violently.

If I do it again .. I'm not sure I'll be able to control myself like last time. Also ... she is not my lover and she must have felt harassed when I kissed her without permission.

Zayden forgot to take his medicine. He lit a cigarette and smoked it deeply. The puff of smoke coming out from her lips formed a small circle that widened as it swept away the night wind from the balcony floor of her room.

He was preparing to smoke a cigarette back, but Zesa's nag the other day suddenly flashed through his mind. Zay threw out a freshly smoked cigarette once. Zesa's ban was like a hypnotist firmly attached to Zayden's mind so it felt as if the girl was standing before him at this moment.

Tch ... This is absolutely crazy. Why should I fall in love with him? If I knew she didn't like me, I wouldn't have shown my attention to her. Do I have to go back to how I used to be?

Like rice that has become porridge, mistakes cannot be corrected. Now, Zay's wounded heart turns, he can't turn back time. Starting from the collision, they finally get to know each other. If Zayden could have entered the time machine, he would have let Zesa go by then.

The longer, the more unsettled his feelings become. Just a month stay and get to know Zesa, Zayden has been made confused. Even the work in the office could not take his mind off Zesa. Every item Zayden touched always displayed a shadow of Zesa's smiling face.

Unable to fall asleep, Zayden chose to go to the study. Staring and checking the files brought by Bayu this afternoon. For a while, Zayden would do his job at home.

Zesa paced in front of Zayden's room. It was ordered by Sumirah to awaken Zayden. However, he always remembered Zayden's mischievous fondling. If so, his face was all red.

“I've been up since. Em ... exactly .. I don't sleep anymore because of you,” clawed Zayden who is well dressed.

That morning, Zesa felt the house was too quiet. The usually boisterous voices of Zayden's sisters were not heard at all. The girl was looking for them probably asleep in their room. But they weren't there.

Zesa asked Sumirah. Apparently the other young masters were doing their own jobs, minus Zayden. Flowers are a little worried because they go out early in the morning without breakfast first.

“They are already big, already can take care of themselves. Don't worry too much about them,” Sumirah said while arranging the dishes on the dining table.

“Then, Zesa eats in the kitchen only,” said Zesa while carrying a plate containing food.

“Sit!” zayden's orders, slow but firm.

For several days the man was banned from coming to the office by Damar. Aaron has abilities that are at the same level as Zayden, but he is quite capable of being relied upon to replace his older brother's duties for a while. Zayden believed that whatever decision Aarn made must be the same as what he thought.

I don't want to sit near Zay, but he's creepy when he gives such a cold look.

Zesa sat down beside the man as ordered. The girl should be ready to serve Zayden at all times as long as the man rests at home. Not to mention if his arrogant nature is rumored, Zesa feels like she wants to abuse him. Unfortunately, it's just a hidden wishful thinking.

“You keep trying to avoid me. Wh why? If you feel awkward because ..” said Zayden while glancing at Sumirah who was tidying up the newly washed glass. “Forget about that kiss. There is no meaning to me either,”.

It was as if it was taken flying into the high sky and then being blown away instantly. Zayden said the kiss meant nothing to him. Though Zesa had fantasized that the sweet words of the man yesterday was a seriousness.

Heh …. I was foolish to expect love from a man who thought of kissing as a joke. I've felt that it's not possible, but.

Zesa ate in a hurry. The food on the plate ran out and he immediately went to his room. Crying while covered so that his voice does not come out.

Sumirah sighed.

Idiotically. Why talk like that when you're hurt? If you like, just say you like. You strange young master.

Sumirah regretted Zayden's attitude of choosing silence rather than expressing her feelings. He understood why the man did not want to confess his feelings. Trauma to a creature named woman makes Zayden's heart difficult to accept the feeling of love.

In the dining room, Zayden simply stirred the rice without eating it. His appetite is gone. He felt a chest-stifling pain.

Why do I feel claustrophobic? It was like something was in the way, but I felt no pain other than emptiness in my heart. What the hell happened to me?

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