Wife Sah Rasa Kebaban
Injured and disappointed.

Away the body goes for the sake of one desire in tears. Never asked, what is your long journey for? Because the only goal is to find you.

If the heart that yesterday can still be seduced, surely this story is not a sad story. If only I could control a little bit of emotion. Surely today is not a story of self-torture. Tortured for our own mistakes. No one else deserves to be blamed. Just yourself.

Ale looked at the pale face of the wife who still had not opened her eyes after the operation. They had to give up the feeling of losing before having, especially for Ale. This is regret over all his regrets.Today he must be able to face the shadow of Aisyah's rejection of him. And this is the karma that must be lived.

"I'm sorry Ai," she softly by tasting the friendly back of Aisyah's hand that feels cold.Then, She rubs slowly with affection. Maybe unfortunately it is not a sudden taste. But did it come at the right time?

"Emm," Aisyah squirmed slowly in her moaning voice. His hand was shaking. However, it was obstructed by the connected infusion hose on his hands. He began to scan his surroundings.

"Why is it like this. What's going on?" he said with a very weak voice. He had not noticed Ale sitting beside his hospital bed.

Ale immediately grabbed a bottle of mineral water beside him to give to Aisyah by using a pipette hose.

"Ai," he said ventured to call his wife who was now staring questioningly in a frown on her forehead.

"Why are we here? What brother?" he asked by looking at his hands.

He raised one hand. However, Ale immediately lowered slowly.

"Don't move too much Ai. Your condition is still not recovered," Ale said after successfully fixing the position of Aisyah's hand and also the infusion hose that looks twisted on the wrist due to her movement just now.

"Abang hasn't answered my question yet. Wh why? Doesn't my brother no longer care about all my explanations. Why is it here now?" his question then threw a lazy face looking at Ale.

"I'm sorry Brother Ai. forgive me," he begged with tears that he was unable to keep from flowing.

Aisyah began to read this strange gurgle from her husband. Wasn't he the same man who had insulted her with all his anger? He is also a person who doubts the fetus that resides in his womb. But why is everything the opposite now?

"I'm sorry? What's for?" he said with a loud voice.

"I'm sorry for wasting you and all your honest words, too,"

Aisha is getting clueless now. He began to realize there was a strange taste in his intimate organs. Butwhat? Aisyah began to feel her stomach which although still fairly flat, however, her instinct as a mother-to-be clearly unable to not be strange with the situation she now feels on her body.

"My boy?" he said slowly but tended to imply for an answer to his suspicions.

"Our son-in-law is Ai" Ale said, grabbing Ayesha's hand. Aisyah slowly took off Ale's hand.

"I know, there's no reason to incriminate you into forgiving me, Ai. However, if the opportunity like any other human is still mine. So, please just give me this one time," she asked, lowering her head.

"Don't confuse me with that ambiguous sentence of yours Bang! Please say it in a simpler sentence that I can easily understand" said Aisyah, who still does not realize what her condition is.

"Our son is dead Ai" he said slowly by touching the cheeks of his woman.

"Died? Even I haven't given birth to her Bang, how could she have died" she protested. However, no doubt both his hands come down also down the belly of his queen.

"Did you?" Aisyah shook Ale's arm strongly with one hand. Ale just kept quiet of course with tears coming back into his defensive embankment.

"In fact, my regret did come at a time that had left Abang Ai first. He's not on my side anymore like what you said yesterday afternoon,"

"Agot take it from me? Wh why? Is it because you think that he is the result of the despicable deeds you suspected me of? Why are you evil Bang, why?" he said hysterically by pulling on Ale's arm which was only able to cry silently in front of him.

"Good morning Mother Aisyah," a female nurse came in with her work journal.

"How is today Sir. Has anyone been complained about by Aisyah's mother?" her tanyanya kindly looked at Aisyah.

"Suster, where's my son?" the female nurse was without a doubt confused by Aisyah's question. However, at a glance he looked at Ale who just lowered his head.

"Sorry Mother. Ibu Aisyah's foetus can't be saved, it's for Mom's own good,"

Aisyah stared fixedly at Ale who was now also staring at her.

"Now you are satisfied with all that has happened to me? Say it! What more suffering do you want to see in my life? Say it!"

Ale shook his head many times rejecting all of Aisyah's negative thoughts.

"Prophe Ai. God never takes anything from us, but replaces it with something more beautiful,"

"lik! What is more beautiful than the misfortune that has befallen me today? There's nothing!"

Ale hugged his little wife's body tightly. Give a little peace that he himself doubts if the wife is willing to accept it.

"Deliver! I don't want you pretending to be nice to me. Liar brother! Brother loser! it's evil!" he said while still trying to keep his body away from Ale who even more tightly hugged his body.

"Yes, you evil brother. The most evil in the world is Ai. Say it! As bad as it is,"

"Free! All the blasphemies as bad as I can lay on you and all the apologies and millions of regrets you were unable to bring back my son who had left without having seen him, in fact,"

Ale kept silent without chiming in Aisyah's curse that was cast against him. There are a lot of words. However, in fact only scratches the wound if he has to pour. There are millions of apologies that he is not currently pleading for.

The woman is angry. The woman was disappointed. The woman is in mourning. The grief of all his delay was realizing his dirty thoughts.

While it's far away somewhere else. A woman with her hair down to the side, without speaking through her phone.

"Then, did the woman also go with her child?" ask by crossing both of his legs.

"Foolish basic! Why don't you do it any harder. So that there would be nothing left between the two, "he said, then cut off his voice call unilaterally.

"Why does luck always accompany the village woman? And why is Ale still so busy looking for her whereabouts, not me who's real and always there for her?"

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