
Aisyah stared at Ale's footsteps with hope mixed with anxiety. It was hoped that Ale would smile happily at his confession just now. However, the sense of wasp was clearly greater than his expectations were.
Ale stopped right in front of Aisyah.
"What did you say? My child, our child? Then should I be happy with your ruse? Tell me what the reason that requires me to believe your words is Aisha. Say it!" the hardic.
"Because you are my husband Bang!"
"If you still think of me as your husband, why is it so easy for you to go with a man who is not your halal partner? Then, where was my position back then, as what?"
Aisyah swallowed her coarse salivation before answering Ale asked.
"You're always in my heart Bang. Forever. Even though the time I was waiting for was just a pseudo-shadow. However, it turns out that he came carrying you with a huge wave accompanying him,"
"lik! Your words don't match the words you consider to be an honest one,"
"It seems as though as much as my explanation is no longer able to change all your bad judgment of me. I'm not a stupid human being Bang. I'm not gonna cry blood just for proof you never even needed,"
Ale's still flinching. I don't know if he started to accept little by little the words of his wife? Or is the iceberg in his heart that just froze. In fact, not a single sentence was uttered from his lips.
"I am aware and know myself. However, if later you can begin to absorb my words and then, Brother justified it, maybe at a time that is no longer on your side. Then, don't cry regret," Aisyah left Ale who still didn't care about it all.
Maybe the sacrifice didn't take long to complete. Why couldn't Ale understand him a little? Why the selfish side that he always put forward? Many questions that he now leaves with people that he really still loves.
As Ale was still silent with a struggle on his own mind, someone without patting him on the shoulder softly.
"You?" he said when he saw that Alvian was behind him. Alvian smiled kindly then nodded.
"Can we talk for a minute? There are a lot of misunderstandings to clear up. I'm Alvian," Alvian extended his hand. However, Ale did not welcome him, and his hands only fell silent on void space.
"There is no need to mince words with long stalling time. Say it! What you want to tell me,"
Earlier earlier. Alvian silently watched what was being debated by two people of different sex who turned out to be this married couple.
He told me all about Aisha. From the first day he found Ayesha lying on the shoulder of the road on dry grass to the events they experienced today.
Alvian without taking a deep breath - deep, then, he let out slowly. Pumping up all the energy that was eroded due to his ridiculous nature that he was beginning to regret.
Alvian patted Ale many times on the shoulder as he saw Ale bowed miserably.
"There's still time. Go after your wife! He loves you so much. A few days closer to talking to him often. Little do I know if he really loves, loves and misses you very much. Then imagine how he feels right now? When the person who is highly expected turns out to be unable to trust his honesty?"
"But I've repeatedly hurt her heart and feelings. Even just now, do I still deserve an apology from Aisyah?" he said he felt very guilty.
"Go! There's no answer to a question that isn't looking for a solution,"
Ale immediately drove his iron horse darting through the deserted streets.
His gaze was fixed on the crowd of people who had no idea what their focus was there.
Ale slowed down the speed of his second wheel because it was impossible to also force through the crowd of people in front of him.
Ale decided to pull over. I don't know what premonition is dominating his mind so that Aisyah's words about the regret sentence earlier felt real in his ears.
"It looks like this child is pregnant young" said one resident who put his finger on the pulse of the woman who was the victim of the hit-and-run.
Degh's!
Without waiting any longer, Ale immediately ran through the crowd of those people. He was already indifferent to the many lips and eyes that looked strangely at him.
"Propay dong Mas.Human is not a fence, just push around," chirped one of the men who immediately blocked Ale's shoulder for stepping on his foot.
"Well, Brother?" said wonder.
"Ngapain Bang's. You know that woman lying around?" beni asked after taking off her check on Ale's shoulder.
"Woman?" without waiting for an answer from Beni Ale immediately ran over.
His body decays to the ground in front of Aisyah's weakly drooping body on the lap of a middle-aged man who is now looking towards her.
"His family?" ask the man.
"I am her husband" she answered with tears that had spoken first.
Is this the meaning of the words regret from Aisyah earlier? Is this the time that no longer stands with him?
Ale immediately carried Aisyah's still-at-home body shut her eyes. Many times Ale checked his wife's pulse that was getting weaker.
"Please hurry up sir! My wife and child are in danger" he asked, continuing to pat and kiss Aisyah on the cheek.
"Ai, hangin! If I'm not the one who deserves to be your reason for holding on, at least hold on to our son Ai, please," he said, re-embracing the wife's frail body.
Ale walked quickly as Aisyah was brought into the room of a clinic in that place.
"His husband's father?" ask a man with a stethoscope hanging around his neck. He without fixing the location of his oval glasses when he saw Ale who was still in tears.
"Yes doc, I'm her husband,"
"Let's come with me!" Ale walked behind the doctor. Leaving Aisyah who is now in the care of the sisters and nurses at the clinic. Sometimes he looked at the wife who was still unconscious.
His feelings can no longer be explained. Regret is definitely the first among the other guilt. There are many reasons and when they will be answered. A lot because and he is the main cause. I don't know what the doctor who is now sitting in his chair is going to say.
"The injury your wife is experiencing is very serious Sir, and is it true that your wife is pregnant?"
Ale nodded with many negative thoughts that he was no longer able to get rid of.
"Then, how are my wife and son doing?" he asked with a trembling voice holding tightness in the chest.
"With a heavy heart, we must immediately remove your baby from his mother's womb,"
And now all sentences if only, if possible and if. It was definitely entering Ale's mind.
"Doctor mean?" Ale was still trying to bring out positive thoughts in all the bad shadows that were before him.
"Your son we cannot save. The condition is still quite vulnerable in addition to the violent impact that hit the mother's back, really we have to move quickly, before it's too late,"
And finally, the regret was no longer worth pondering. Time is running in fact already on the side of other people. I don't know who it is. Only time will give you the answer.
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