
Along the way to Puspa's boutique, Jonathan and Puspa just keep quiet and do not talk to each other. Puspa prefers to focus on driving, and Jonathan is also quiet, but the occasional handsome crossbreed man with natural brown hair still steals a glance towards Puspa and as he does so, the, Jonathan always puts out his smile. Making Puspa who has since wanted to be honest about his feelings so it is less bear to say it.
"Don't want to know why I've chosen to see your boutique more than anywhere else in town?" jonathan asked who finally opened his voice.
Puspa immediately looked at it briefly and said.
"Oh yeah, what makes you prefer we go to the boutique?" ask Puspa back a little awkward.
"I want to see how great the woman who will be with me my whole life will be!" answer Jonathan.
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Puspa immediately pressed the brake pedal quickly because he was surprised by the answer given by Jonathan. He feels it's only worse to make Jonathan continue to hope and misunderstand him. But on the one hand Puspa also still clearly remembers what his mother had said about not hurting Jonathan because it will make his father and family's good name a bet.
Puspa immediately swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. While Jonathan did not show an exaggerated attitude he just kept quiet and occasionally turned his head towards Puspa who was currently feeling very awkward.
"Are you okay?" jonathan asked with a slightly worried look on his face.
Puspa nodded his head quickly.
"Yes, sorry Jo. I was...!"
"What if I drive?" jonathan asked interrupted Puspa who looked nervous.
Puspa then shook his head quickly.
"No need, I'm fine!" said Puspa then continued their journey back to the boutique.
Some time later they arrived in front of the boutique, the security guard saluted Puspa who passed by while opening the car window and honking. Today it is very quiet, because Puspa did entertain all the fruit and also closed the boutique for one day.
Maybe the one inside is only a boutique guard and also an official boy. Puspa parked his car in a special parking lot he used to use.
Jonathan got out of the car first and immediately ran towards the door of the car Puspa section and opened the car door for Puspa.
"Thank you" said Puspa.
With a smile Jonathan replied.
"Miss Ontime!" jonathan answered very kindly and so gently.
Puspa opened the boutique door and Jonathan began to look around room by room up to Puspa's study. Jonathan looked at Puspa's desk and asked.
"There's no picture of your lover here?" jonathan asked, making Puspa's eyes wide in surprise.
"What did you say?" tanya Puspa fast.
Puspa was very confused as to why Jonathan asked him that question. As far as he knew, Jonathan was not the type to joke around. So Puspa was sure what Jonatan was asking just now was also not a joke.
Jonatan then walked towards Puspa who was getting nervous after what the man had just asked him.
"You to the boutique? when?" tanya Puspa panicked.
Puspa panicked because he didn't see Jonathan that night. Even his men no one said that there were guests for him other than Rikas.
Jonathan smiled softly.
"When the man came out holding your arm around his elbow!" jonathan replied which made Puspa's eyes again wide in surprise.
"You.. see me and Rikse?" tanya Puspa with a slightly stammering tone.
"So his name is Rikas!" jonathan turned around and made no more noise.
Puspa's hands and feet were already shaking, he was very afraid that Jonathan was angry and it would have an effect on what would happen to the family later. Puspa was completely speechless. He was trying to grab the edge of his desk to put his hand down. So that he can rest on standing firmly.
After a long period of silence, Jonathan inhaled a deep breath of air and exhaled. Puspa who saw Jonathan's attitude was increasingly made to panic. Jonathan turned around and looked at Puspa again.
While Puspa did not dare to look the man in the eye, he did not dare to look at Jonathan. Because the man's eyes were so sharp but washed away.
"I didn't just see you coming out of the boutique together with Rikka, I even followed you guys. You guys went to the restaurant right, and I saw everything that happened, how that guy kissed you...!" Jonathan could not continue his words. His eyes were red and teary.
This time he closed his eyes. He thought Jonathan must have known everything. And he would definitely not accept all of these things, Puspa really has resigned whatever will happen to him and his family. But he was really worried about his father's heart disease. Puspa clenched his hands trying not to drop the tears that had already pooled in his eyes.
Now that Puspa thinks it's better to be honest, Jonathan also knows his relationship with Riksa. It would be best if he were to come clean to Jonathan.
"I'm sorry Jo, I can't lie to my feelings. And I don't want to lie to you either. Me and Riksa love each other, we...!"
Jonathan put his index finger directly in front of Puspa's lips. To make the woman with teary eyes was silent.
"I love you, but I won't force you either!" jonathan said that makes Puspa more confused.
"I love you with all my heart, as sincere as my heart, and my only desire is to make you happy, what use are you with me but you are not happy! you have the right to love that person Puspa, you have the right!" said Jonathan.
"Joe!" lirih Puspa's.
"I'll love you anyway, I'll keep this feeling until he's bored by himself. Even though I'm not sure about it." said Jonathan again made Puspa tears really fall because it felt very moved and not happy at the same time.
Long enough they fell silent, drifting in their respective feelings.
"But we still have to get engaged, because the show is tonight. I can't risk two families' good names!" yonathan exclaimed to make Puspa again feel confused.
"But...!"
"Just calm down Puspa, just engaged. I will find the right time and reason to cancel the marriage that has been set by our family later. You believe me, right?" jonathan asked and immediately got a nod of his head from Puspa because he also had no other choice and solution.
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