Who is My Real Husband?
33. Rinjani and the Burden of Her Mind

It is not easy to be Rinjani, he has to fight with uncertain feelings. Sometimes afraid to remember her husband was a serial killer who was widely reported. Sometimes he also felt angry, why should he engage in business that somehow until now Rinjani also did not know. Everything was difficult for him, let alone thinking about this alone. He could not share this with his mother, considering that his mother who also had problems with his father told Rinjani was reluctant to share his complaints.

That night, Rinjani wants to prove faster whether what Rey said a few days ago is true or not. Although his heart hesitated, he did it anyway. Cutting a little of Dave's hair was his choice, he had already pocketed the hair of the father and now the hair of his husband had been obtained.

She wanted to carry the two human hairs in the middle of the night as well, but she did so because her husband suddenly woke up.

"Honey, where are you going?" tanyanya as she looked at Rinjani who was sitting on the edge of the bed and turned her back.

"Get out of the bathroom, Mom." Rinjani re-shed herself.

As usual, Dave would give a warm hug to the woman. Rinjani's gaze this time was no longer the gaze of Hagat or gratitude of getting a husband who was so patient with her, a husband who sincerely loved her, and a husband who with all her understanding.

Why Dave? Why did you marry me? From the beginning I've felt that you married me not from the heart, but all the treatment you've given the past five years has left my doubts broken to the invisible. Now I am comfortable, I love you with my heart, I love you all my body. After that God love me to see the other side of you. What happened to you? We've been close since high school. If you have a problem with my family, why don't you just talk to me? Why Dave?

Rinjani is a little teary. I don't know if Rinjani's feelings are confusing to her. Once he learns that Dave has committed murder against his friend, has attempted murder of Rey, and I don't know how many lives he has sacrificed for unclear reasons. She did not feel a hatred for her husband. Only anger and big question marks dominated his feelings.

However, it cannot be denied when he saw Dave who was asleep like this, as a woman who felt he saw like there was a wound in his deep sleep. Dave was tired of everything. And it invites compassion in Rinjani's little heart.

Rinjani wants to know what makes Dave like this? And how did he know? Should he find out for himself? How long does it take? While he himself is also worried about the people around him who will be the next demise of Dave.

"Kok you know that I haven't slept yet?"

"My heart is frowning. What thoughts? Is something troubling your mind? Tell me the same. I'm your husband. What's the point of us getting married if you're still thinking about anything alone? Just share your burden with me."

"What do I mean in your eyes, Mom?"

"Why is it suddenly like that? What's up, honey? Try to tell me the same. What is troubling your mind? I'm sure you wouldn't be like that if you hadn't thought of something. All this time I think what I love you has shown what you mean in my eyes."

"I just feel like you've got lies, Mas. there's a lot you hide from me."

"What do you think I'm lying about?" Dave stroked the woman's cheek.

"Behold yourself. Pas Rayan came here accidentally I'm the same Dad saw the wallpaper he. There is a tomb bearing the name Arum there. When I asked him what he had to do with Arum, he just answered that she was a meaningful woman in his life. What has he given you? Until the name Arum means a lot in your sister's life." Rinjani asked like that because as she remembered the name of her mother-in-law was not Arum, but Mala and the name of her father-in-law Nurdin. He only knows the name, nothing more. Even his picture, he never saw. Similarly, Dave hid his identity from his own wife.

"Why focus on that, honey? Why not the other? Why do you ask if my sister is related to Arum? Did you know Arum?"

Right thinking too. He didn't think in that direction, not even a little. She who is too focused on her husband's affairs, she forgot to also have to suspect whatever her father was cracking down on. There is still a duty to prove his father really has another woman and produce children or not.