Who is My Real Husband?

Who is My Real Husband?
19. Rayan and Raga


"No. How can I have love if my life is only about revenge? I don't know what it's like to love and be loved by someone. My love has long been taken."


"Maybe you don't realize you're loved by those around you."


"I have no friends, no one to specialize me in life."


"I've only been here a few days, but I know who specialises in your life. You took care of him from childhood how could you not realize that?"


"You mean, Rayan?" Dave smiled his smile as he mentioned the boy's name.


The kid he found a few years ago and his life is as poor as he is. He also had the same feeling, he also loved the young man like his own sister. If only his sister at that time did not become a victim of the crime of Mr. Surya, maybe he can still have compassion for fellow humans. At least he didn't grow up to be the heartless man he is today.


"You're evil Dave, I admit you're evil. But you managed to make him at least better than you. Fortunately he did not follow in your cruel footsteps. At least you didn't pass on your bad habits to our successors who easily snatched the lives of others."


Dave looked away, he was evil and cruel, but there was a side where his sanity was still there even if there was no percentage left in him. He did not want Rayan to follow in his footsteps, a life without love and affection let, he felt. No one else needs to feel it. Moreover, Rayan has suffered enough in his life, he must give at least a speck of light for the future of the child to be better than himself.


"What do you know about Rayan? I don't want him to be like me."


"He's good, he also told me a lot about you. Kindness, caring, compassion, honestly I can't believe you're doing that, but seeing her being nice to me led me to believe that it was possible that the kindness she was practicing on me was intervening from you as well."


"What did he do?"


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After school, Rayan slammed her body on the long sofa that was there. Before Dave got married they used to spend time on that couch. Either with Dave who finished his business and also himself who did schoolwork.


"Whose brother?" Rayan asked as he saw Raga who was learning to walk alone with distress.


"You're Dave's henchmen?" Instead of answering questions, Raga threw questions back.


"No, I'm his foster sister. You know Dave's brother?"


Raga noticed Rayan's face which seemed much more calm, calm, and innocent like a child her age.


Brutal Dave has a foster brother?


"You better get away from Dave. He's evil, he kept me here after trying to kill me five years ago. It could be that you were picked because you wanted to be a victim too."


Rayan just laughed a little. It made Raga look at him in wonder. He told you that Dave was being ridiculed instead?


He who feels Dave and Raga indeed know each other makes Rayan tell the goodness of the person who took care of him.


"Wait a minute, Brother hasn't answered my question. Do you know each other?"


"Yes. The Dave I knew used to be good, but it turned out that he had a point and he ended up trying to kill me. But it turns out that God still gives us a chance to live. You sure he's good? You're sure he has no other meaning for his kindness?"


"What doesn't make me unsure? He's evil to certain people, even he's a murderer. But he was nice to me, the way he showed me his affection was different. I don't have anyone here, I don't have any parents, but I feel like I have a family when I'm with him. If he was mean to me, wanted to kill me maybe, I'm sure he shouldn't care about my future. In fact, among the people I know, only he cares about me the most. What's keeping you here?"


"You want me to tell you you'll never understand."


"Maybe, because I'm sure your business must be an adult affair and I'm not smart enough to understand it yet. But before Dave never took anyone here and was left alive and detached like this. Does Brother have anything to do with Mr. Surya?"


Raga who was surprised by Rayan's words of course immediately turned to look at the young man. How could the young man know the name Mr. Surya. Did he tell you that far? To a younger brother who is not old enough to know a big problem?


"Why are you thinking that way?"


"Because I know Brother Dave has never had problems with anyone other than that person. Brother Dave's enemy, yes just one, his name is Mr. Surya. Even though he's already killed a lot of people, but he'll never stop committing crimes before Mr. Surya is buried in the ground."


"You know what the problem is?"


"Even if I knew, I couldn't tell. Because it's a secret, I can't possibly tell this to anyone even though Brother and Brother Dave know each other. Brother Dave said, I have to keep this a secret because the less I know then this secret will never go anywhere."


"That's what you said to your sister? What was taught to you until you thought so other than the good things you said earlier. There doesn't seem to be a good side to him if he's killed a lot of innocent people."


"He was a bad guy, but I wasn't given permission to copy what he was doing. Though if I was upset by someone I'd really like to hurt that person, but Brother Dave says I can't grow up like him. I must have a lot of love and affection for others so that I have a future."


"Where does he exemplify it all if he himself cannot give love to others?"


"He can give love, only he won't. In fact she loved me, she loved me until I was treated like this. If Big Brother knows something about my brother's circumstances, whether it's about his past or his grudges, please don't get in the way because the one with the grudges isn't just him, but there's one other guy who has the same grudge as Brother Dave. He grudges not for himself, but for others as well. I'm sure if you hear past stories from Brother Dave and one other person a hundred percent I believe that Brother will give sympathy to him. I know what Dave's doing is wrong, it's wrong, but there's no guarantee someone won't do what Dave's going to do, if you're in the same position."


Rayan ended her long conversation by going from there without saying a farewell sentence.


However, just a few steps forward, "Sister has been fed with Brother Dave? If I haven't eaten, I'll buy it. Don't be afraid I'll poison you, let's just say I'm on the good side of Brother Dave."


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