Visible Loser
FIRST DATE

The next day, the clock passed very quickly. At the break precisely at lunch hour, I had just finished taking college hours and then intended to rush home to the boarding house. Suddenly I heard my name being called from the upper corridor, precisely the second floor corridor of our campus.

"Now !" a woman's voice was calling me.

I immediately looked up. Dian waved his hand and rushed to find a way down the stairs and intended to meet me.

"Where are you going ?" tanyakanya.

"Gosh, I'm sorry I forgot." I explained. "Today so yes ? Ok. I'm coming." I'm obviously again.

"So soon, hurry up very much" said Dian with his feet moving as if he wanted to step on my feet.

"Yes Dian." I did it. "Now where are we gathering ?" bring me.

"Yowiss, come to the canteen !" centil Dian began to look and began to dare to hold my hand.

After making sure my vehicle is locked properly, I immediately followed Dian to enter the canteen and choose a bench for us to discuss further.

In the cafeteria, I saw Dian as if he was going to be normal. But it was different when I saw the student who happened to eat this bagin as if he would whisper whisper as if he was watching and talking to Dian.

I was a little embarrassed as well, as if there were a lot of pairs of eyes pointing at my table.

"Well, dumb-ass ?" shock Dian. "What message do you want ?" continued Dian.

"Eh... Backwards. It should be me." answered me.

"Walah, kesuwen Mas." complained Dian. "Es two oranges yes Ma'am." asked Dian to the mother of his subscription stall in the canteen.

"Hmmm... This is a child, his ego is good as well." I lamented in my heart.

"Every night where ?" Dian suddenly interrogated me.

"Yes go home, to the boarding house. Keep sleeping." I replied confused.

"Be careful if you're lying !" ketus Dian with a mocking smile.

"Why is that, strange ?" my pinta.

"Say I wanted a phone last night ? I'm waiting for a phone call." this time Dian immediately revealed blak blakan complaining last night.

"Yes.. He said, you're sleeping." I replied strangely. "Well, I'm calling the phone." I explained again.

I'm actually a bit ill-equipped with women like this, but strangely enough to Dian I even could not. Yesterday's events seem to make us feel closer.

I'm a cuek actually the person, but in front of Dian as if I feel like I'm looking after Dian.

"Shouldn't promise ?" complained again.

"Oh.. Ok. I'm sorry." I replied. "What time is it today ?" ask me back.

"Three o'clock in the afternoon, why ?" Dian answered.

"As my apology, I'm waiting for you later in the afternoon at the campus front stop." I explained.

"Really ?" ask him less sure.

"Look in the afternoon." I made sure.

Five minutes passed, and finally our order arrived. Dian immediately opened the contents of her bag and rushed out her polio sebinder report. He looked so funny while he was busy writing, smart as well as he seemed. This is seen from his flexibility when starting to make a conclusion.

Our other group of friends began to fill our tables. When it came the first time, the sentence they said to me and Dian was

"Cieee... Cie... I'm both alone." got a greeting like that I just smiled and accidentally I looked at Dian. Soon Dian lowered her head back and was busy completing her conclusion.

Even the break time, did not feel over. I actually finished my school hours that day. While Dian there are still two more courses and finished right at three in the afternoon. After the conclusion made Dian had finished, they said goodbye and left me alone in the cafeteria. Dian followed them to continue her college hours.

Here I look at Dian like someone who is looking for her own happiness. Like a girl who has a trauma for something in the past and her soul begins to improve again when she meets people she feels comfortable with.

This was seen when he was focused on making up the conclusions in his report and even when we were gathered earlier, his friends seemed to be growing to see Dian so enthusiastic and excited that afternoon.

"Ah.. Bodo is very. I want to take a nap first, so that at three in the afternoon can freshly pick up Dian at the Stop." I said in my heart.

I rushed out of the canteen and immediately drove my bike to leave the campus.

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At three o'clock in the afternoon and five, I was alone at the front stop of the campus. Right in front of me a duck motor belongs to me that legendary, with not missed two helmets lined neatly on the seat.

My feelings raged when three o'clock had passed by a few minutes. I'm afraid Dian forgot to go home first and was not on campus.

At that moment of confusion, Nevi suddenly appeared out of the campus gate. He also joined Risa. Because Risa first saw me, so she told Nevi to stop the pace of the bike and approached me.

"Ngapain Mas ?" greet Risa. "Haha.. Bengong at the kayak busker stop." said Risa.

"Have a son." answered me.

Since I hadn't seen Nevi in a long time, me and Nevi hugged as usual.

"For a long time we have not seen Broo." said Nevi. "Main play to Kost Mak Jah." take her again.

"Sorry Nev, the end of this I also have many hours of practice continue yesterday still often to the distribution of Revelation as well" I replied. "Continue the weekend, I went to your hostel as well. You never existed." obviously me again.

"Telfon if you want to play, man. Sometimes I am at Risa's house. In the Tlogosari area." he replied.

"Haha.. I think you two are getting serious." I quipped.

"Okay mas test, serious.serious." joked Risa reply.

"Yowiss, hope you guys keep going. Adem and Ayem are until their time." I said.

"Amiin, Ndre" said Nevi.

"Mas, my question hasn't been answered yet ? What else is there ?" Risa also asked back to her.

"Semester five has disbanded yet huh ?" Ask me to Risa.

"Ciee.. Who is Mas Nyariin." Risa is mocking."Lah, that means it's my force." he explained again.

"Here you are, sucro zone aja lu Sa." joked me.

"Haha... Su'udzon time." answered Nevi.

"Oh yes. Waiting for Dian yo Mas ?" Risa's asking surprised me.

"Ciee.. Dian who's the baby ?" knock Nevi towards her boyfriend Risa while her eyes scoff at me.

"Honey.. Dear.. Pala lu peyang." strange, Risa even still the same as before to Nevi.

But I am sure, Risa's affection for Nevi has also begun to grow like a mango tree that is willing to bear fruit. Haha.. Unless the mango tree is grafted.

"Class A semester I have not disbanded anyway Mas, earlier. I think there's still an extra hour." explained Risa. "Ditelfon or in sms aja Mas." continued Risa again.

"Yowiss, I'm still waiting here." I replied.

"Ehem.. We know we are, yes, later." ledek Risa again.

I was confused as to what to answer, when Risa mocked me like this. Because I'm the same Dian also nothing.

I finally answered them with a smile.

"Yowiss Mas, I unplug it first." said Risa while telling Nevi to turn the motor back on.

"Wait aja Mas, later I text Dian also deh. If until waiting for him." continued again while continuing to pass after Nevi managed to run the bike.

"First yes Broo," said Nevi.

"Ready Nev. Ok." answer me.

After almost an hour, finally many students came out of that gate. Looks like it's the same with Dian. But Dian hasn't shown up yet.

I waited patiently for him at the side stop of our campus gate. I was finally surprised by his voice from behind.

"Wait a long time, Ndre ?" greet Dian.

"However, just arrived at me." answered me.

"Risa just texted me." she explained. "Have you known Risa for a long time ?"

"Yes, that's it." I replied.

This time Dian's face was a bit strange, her face was so cold. Not as usual.

The heat is also calm, different at that afternoon. When I was pulled by him into the canteen even when he called me from the corridor on the second floor of our campus.

But eventually he followed me too, he was willing to ride my bike a second time and put on the helmet I had brought for him.

We then drove from the stop, through friends Dian who were walking to their respective boarding houses that were not so far away.

Even Dian's friends cheered when we passed them. They think we're made.

Anyway, feeling really tacky for me.

But when I look at my bike, when I accidentally point it at Dian's face. Dian did not smile or respond to anything at all. His face was cold and mysterious.

On the road, it was like we were going through winter. No words came out of our mouths. Because I felt a little less comfortable, I finally ventured into starting a conversation.

"Non ?" I said hello.

My question was not answered by Dian. But Dian suddenly hugged me from behind. Her warm body began to melt our cold susana.

Dian then reached out her right hand towards me with the palm up.

"Ndre, hold my hand." he asked.

I was surprised and I accepted his invitation. I welcomed her hand with a left hand and our hands finally held tight.

"Ndre, thank you" he said.

"For what ?" ask me.

"Honestly Ndre, why are you like this the same me ?" he asked back.

"I care about you Yan." I replied.

"That's it ?" ask again.

Here my mind is raging. Does Dian actually already know that I actually have a feeling with him or Dian only use events like this just to treat his injuries.

But don't think strange anymore, I think Dian's expression is serious.

"I like you Yan." I explained.

"Dear to ?" ask again.

"Bangett Yan." I ended up falling in Dian's arms.

"Ndre, today is the One June Year Two Thousand Five we officially soan ya. Don't stay with me Ndre. I love you too."

Along that road, from the campus to the intersection of five. Our pledge is spoken. Dian's hand grip never came off to the complex of his home. The security complex greeted us, and we greeted back those who were sitting on guard in a friendly manner.

Arriving on the terrace of Dian's house, Dian told me to park his motorbike in his yard. Then I was welcome to stop by and stop by his house first.

At that time the condition of Dian's house was crowded, there were people who were interacting with other residents of Dian's house. Like choosing a dress for a reception.

Because it was a bit awkward, I chose to sit on a chair located on the terrace of his house.

Dian finally entered her house.

"Eh my son sing ayu dawe, uwis muleh rupane." A mother from inside the house.

"Ono event reception ning endi, Mah." Dian replied while kissing the mother's hand.

After kissing the mother's hand, Dian glanced at me and waved her hand as if asking me to go up to her. Without hesitation, I approached him.

"This is my mother Ndre," said Dian.

"Aunty Afternoon" I greeted him. Then kiss his hand.

"Sore Mas." said to Dian's mother.

"Dian, your tea please make tea anyway." he said again.

"Neither bother Auntie." answered me.

"Cook. Yowis please continue. Aunty again help Mak Darsih first yes, nyari nyari dress for her son's reception." explained Dian's mother. "Eh Darsih, sampeyan dadine pengene zinc endi ?" keep him on again.

"Nganu Bu, mboten ono sing is suitable for niki. Ono collection opo meneh yo ?"

They are finally busy with their own business.

Dian I saw that I had drowned in the house, I went back to the seat again where I first visited Dian's house.

Five minutes later, Dian finally came out of her house. Bring me some hot tea and give it to me.

After putting the tea on the waiting table beside my chair, Dian sat down next to her again.

"This is my home." Dian started the conversation."It's always crowded when the wedding season comes."

"Alhamdulillah, means your mother has many customers" I replied.

Dian held out her hand again, as if asking me to hold her.

Only this time, Dian's invitation I refused. I don't feel good about this until my mother sees it.

Dian was smiling too.

"Haha.. I'm so you." said Dian.

An hour passed, Two hours passed, and the night came. Arriving, Dian's phone rang.

I saw who called Dian. It says "my dear" in front of the screen.

But I have not been able to confirm, Dian has raised it.

"Opo ?" said Dian.

I don't know what they are talking about, the language is really smooth Javanese. Like the Solo language.

At first glance Dian rolled her eyes at me, then she immediately entered her house again. And continued his conversation with someone on his cell phone.

Actually, I've wanted to say goodbye, it's not good because the night is still visiting the house of a girl friend. I have never been and have not been used to it either. But Dian has not returned, at first glance he is still heard on the phone and has almost an hour has not stopped the phone.

Being somewhat saturated, I finally ventured to call him. I hope he gets out of the house and I can say goodbye.

My feeling is so curious actually, to whom the figure who called Dian. Her voice behind the phone was a boy and Dian was still on her phone for over half an hour. Not only that, but he hid it from me.

After three times I called her, Dian came out too. His aura changed as if it was bright and happy.

Because of jealousy, I also immediately tugged at him a little.

"Yan, if there is still another heart that you keep. Please let me just go and forget about it." My complaint.

Hearing that expression, Dian immediately clasped my hand.

"It's my past Mas, please don't go first !"

"I can't Yan. Before further, I better go."

"Please, I love you."

Dian suddenly cried and hugged me.

On that occasion, I became mixed in his feelings. My emotions turned to pity and curiosity.

"Why are you Yan ?" that's the question that's currently stuck in my heart.

"Oh yes, I do not know the figure of Dian ya. Dian was described as Mahalini Idol the prettiest singer for me in the country".

Finally, because of Dian's behavior. I had to make him calm first, before the farewell came home. Dian again didn't tell me much that night.

I don't think time has shown nine o'clock in the evening. Because I still know ethics, I say goodbye to Dian. Dian finally approved my departure that night but when I asked her to tell her mother that I wanted to say goodbye.

"What is it, just walk. I usually sleep at this hour, ' said Dian.

I finally came home from Dian's house with an increasingly chaotic feeling.

(connecting.).