Visible Loser
GETTING WEIRD

Two days after the visit to Dian's house, I disappeared. Dian called me many times but I never picked up. Seventeen textsnya not I reply, the contents are all long.

First sms :

"You're still mad at me ?"

Second sms :

"Please, pick up my phone Ndre !"

Third sms :

"Ndre, we're the same adults as Ndre. Please respect me, I want to talk to you right away. I miss Ndre !"

Sms to four :

"Ndre, I went to your hostel with Adi (one of our group friends, who also often play boarding I met his friend who happened to spend here). Where are you, baby ? why do you not come home today to the boarding house, said your mother. Where are you, come on, baby dong ! Pick up my phone."

Sms to five :

"Honey, I'm reckless. Please dong, answer my text or pick up my phone."

Sms to six :

"Honey, today you skipped three courses, baby.

I have copied all the materials today. Studying hard, baby."

Sms to seven :

"I went home by myself, Ndre, where are you ? I really am my girlfriend. I Miss U Honey."

Sms to eight :

"Thank you my phone dong, Andre. Pliss... I love you."

Sometimes I can't do this. I don't usually play with women's feelings. But I have to believe in myself first, if I really like and love Dian.

Sms to nine :

"I can't sleep said Iwan (the queen of Adi) your friend. You haven't come home either.

Where the hell are you, Ndre ?

You are Jealous ?

But don't do this Ndre."

Sms to ten :

"Thank you for my phone Ndre ! I know I'm wrong, give me time to explain everything Ndre.

Go home to the hostel !

Tomorrow morning, I'll go to your boarding house before going to college. I miss you dear."

Sms to eleven :

"Jeez where the hell are you Ndre ? I did not go to college today. I'll be waiting all day for you in your room. The hostess gave me your room spare key. I've authorized him to stay here to wait for you."

"Dian, I beg you. Please don't force yourself to love me. If it's not true, dear, please don't come near me." This is my heart.

I haven't texted him, neither has the phone. I am currently in the place of Revelation.

I briefly told Dian to him. Dear Revelation never knew him. Seeing was never, even though Dian is her younger sister.

I was instead advised by the Revelation to be firm to my own feelings. He reminded me of going back to my original purpose of being in this city. Suggesting me to focus on pursuing my dreams in Semarang.

"Ndre, Nevi lost to treasure. Now you, do not lose to women." stressed Revelation.

"Duarr !!" this is what Revelation has been all about.

I just understood, it turns out Nevi lost because of treasure. That's because Nevi comes from a simple family so her mindfulness is so sticky when given a new challenge. Nevi is not as brave as I am, asking for a job and being able to take responsibility for the challenges that will be there.

I easily subjugated because I could not be firm against women. I always shed tears from women. That is the conclusion of Revelation about me.

Twelve sms :

"Yesterday we will be new with Ndre, you yourself will be committed to me. If you don't want to leave me. Please Ndre, where are you ?"

Thirteen sms :

"Yeah, your hostel here is mixed. There's a men's boarding house and a princess boarding house. I'm in his room Meta ya Ndre. I have plans to stay in your room, until you're ready to go home and see me."

Sms to fourteen :

"Ndre, I'll never stop texting you and your phone. Until you're willing to talk to me Ndre. I Love You."

Sms to fifteen :

"I know, you read my text. I resigned, Ndre. If this is best for everyone. I just love you and I'll always prove it whenever you want."

Sms to sixteen :

"Temen temen kost you also exclaim Ndre. I'm getting settled here. Ndre, go home ! You can't do me this way."

Sms to seventeen :

"Ndre, I'm allowed to sleep in your room. Please take my phone this time."

"Fring.. Krieg..... Cring.. Cring.." My phone rang. I don't know how many times, Dian called me. He was also determined to talk to me.

"Yes." I replied sure.

"Hallo ?" greet me across the phone.

"Ndre, where are you going ?" sahut Dian was relieved across the phone. "You why haven't you come home yet, Ndre ? I want to talk."

"Talk here, can you ?" me firmly. "Why should we meet."

"You where Ndre is, I'll follow ya." whine Dian.

"Thank you. I just want to ask you Yan. Are you serious about me ?" this silly question I had to throw at Dian. Let me know, the seriousness of his heart.

"What shall I prove to you, Ndre ?" saith. "What do I need to do, so you can be sure I'm not playing."

"I ask, let go of your past Yan !" my pinta.

"Slow down anyway, Ndre. Not so fast either. Ok I was wrong, but you don't know what the problem is." she explained. "Ndre, go home, huh ? I'm waiting for you here."

Here, I feel Dian has fully asked me to come back. Having no heart with him, I say goodbye to the Revelation.

For almost two days, I stayed in the house of Revelation. It is common, because when conceptualizing the design also I spend hours or even days in his room. His room was separated from his family's residence.

The concept is like an ART room if in the capital's elite residential housing, separated from the main house. But Revelation is very happy to sleep and occupy it. He said he was free to go in and out as he pleased.

After traveling for about an hour, I finally arrived at my boarding house. The door was open and I knew someone was waiting for me there.

"Andre !!" suddenly Dian immediately hugged me. When I just showed up from behind the door.

"Dian, leila !" ask me, "It's not good to see the other residents."

I finally pushed Dian into the room. Then because this I think is a household affair, then I closed the door to my room.

Dian is still crying while hugging me, I let her let go of her emotions first.

The hug was warm and I slowly held her back.

His breathing felt up and down just like my heartbeat which is now the first time I feel a woman's hug.

In this position, my emotions and passions are tested. I realized something was starting to harden in the muscle part of my body. Makes me feel more tight in my pants.

"Dian, we sit down." I asked, when I had started to swallow my own saliva a lot.

Dian also finally took off my embrace and he followed my request to sit on the sofa that I had prepared for more fun playing games. I sat down on the sofa next to him. We looked at each other, and saw a television embedded in the wall of my room.

"What do you want to say ?" ask me.

"You're serious about finishing this relationship, Ndre ?" Dian asked back.

"I'm just asking, you're not playing Yan. That's all." I replied. "We are no longer school children who are still full of parental restraints or still want to play."

"I'm serious Ndre, seriously.. I'm really serious." replied Dian who seemed to shed tears.

"Ok if it's serious, I'll take you home." I explained.

"Engga. I want our certainty first." Dian insisted as she stood up and stared intently at me.

I also stood up, too,

"Yes.. Forgive me yes." answered me to calm Dian down, as I reached out my hand to try to grab her hand.

But again, Dian hit me. We finally embraced back.

"Dian ?" i greeted him.

Dian then turned her face up to look me in the eye.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to make sure. If we don't play." obviously me again.

My explanation, it doesn't answer. Slowly land Dian brought her face closer to me.

Then... Time seems to slow down. We are engaged in an emotion that can no longer be contained. Emotions that seem to us have found answers and a strange problem.

We danced in a sea of romance, the setting that had previously been seen on television now turned in the middle room. Like being free in the shackles of Satan, we swam in sweat in a bed. Rhythmic like a melody, adrenaline spurs and heart rate increases.

******* for the sake of******* keeps running like a song, occasionally rummaging and no longer in control.

Until finally we end this struggle with a long.

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"Dian, what are you ?" Say hello to me when I see Dian is now silent beside me.

"What the hell." replied Dian then she shut up again.

We were half covered, as if we were lying on a bed in the middle of the room.

"Ndre, I'm staying here." whispered Dian.

"Hmmm... Yes, it's okay." I replied.

Suddenly Dian turned me back, this time I was in a position facing the sky. Then with her sexy face, she rushed to sit on my body. Slowly, she turned her face towards the bottom of my body. And....

Any more.... And again.

We kept staying up late and never switched from that place until morning.

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"Tatts... Tettt's... Tettt..."

My weaker clock is ringing. Show time is 5 am. Then without a second thought I immediately turned off the weaker clock and made the atmosphere of the room calm again.

Beside me, I saw Dian still asleep. He slept very well, he still looks beautiful when sleeping. But I don't want to bother him anymore. I know, he's probably very tired for now.

After gathering the spirit to rise. I also rushed to the bathroom located behind the wall in the middle room that became the background of our action film last night.

After taking a shower, I felt like my body was fresh.

With T-shirts and boxer pants only. I turned on the stove I had to prepare hot water to make coffee.

My kitchen is right in front of the bathroom.

This is my room. Consisting of three plots, the first room measures three by three meters for the living room.

The living room was equipped with only a television and two sofas for me and my friends competing games.

The central space was rather spacious, measuring three times five meters. This room is intended for a bed and put a wardrobe.

After him the third or the very back is a room with an area of three times three meters more. The room is intended for the bathroom and kitchen.

After the kettle where I cook my water rang then I pour the contents of both small glasses. One glass I pour for coffee and another I pour for tea.

Dian still looks asleep, there is absolutely no movement from the aroma I have made.

Since I didn't want to bother him, I just took this cup of coffee out of my room.

I enjoy the fresh morning air.

Coincidentally in front of each room our boarding house has also provided chairs and tables as facilities. This is where I enjoy my coffee.

"Hey is up." I was surprised by Dian, it turns out he already used his clothes and greeted me who was sitting in front.

Indeed, every day this boarding week always looks lonely. Most people choose to go home on Saturdays. If there are other residents who still live, the most movement begins at ten in the morning.

The hostel does not blend in with our hostel. It is located two houses behind this hostel. So it really feels so lonely today.

"Eh is awake." I replied. "That's why I made you tea."

"Well you, Ndre ?" spoiled Dian. "Just a minute, I take a shower."

Dian went back into the room again, but...

"Ndre, seven o'clock between me yuk ?" take Dian.

"Where ?"

"There is a service in the Church, Ndre." said Dian.

I was very surprised, all this time I forgot about Dian's biodata. I am confused as to how, I...

"Oh my God, why is this so." I lamented in my heart.

"Ndre, I haven't been answered yet." cried Dian from inside.

"Yes, I'll take you. Take it easy." just answer.

"Whatever it is... Whatever ituuuu..... Arghh..... Ok, just go ahead first." fill my heart.

(connecting.).